LUlu beAR

I am am aspiring lyricist and that is mostly what I am going to post plus other random stuff 🤷🏻‍♀️

My poems / songs

I have really no idea what to call them because some are more like songs and others are more like poems

Warning ⚠️ my stuff is probably going to be pretty bad I just got started writing like this recently

My poems / songs are like the deepest parts of my soul so and I basically use it as an outlet for when my emotions are high

So they turn out being kind of like a word dump and not making sense 😬

I LOVE constructive criticism if you find something that you don’t like about something I made or you have an idea to make it better tell me 💕 just remember to be kind 😁

The topics might get a little redundant and that’s because they are about what I am feeling in life and sometimes those experiences are journeys that take a while

I am in a duo for Good Will Hunting and I am playing Sean and and one scene of Skylar I am so excited I am going to explode!!! We just finished cutting the script today and I have already memorized it 😁 I can’t wait to perform it 🥳🤩😊😍💕😩💚😣💛💛💛💛💛

And I don’t have to learn a Boston accent 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

Thank you Will Robinson 🙏🙏🙏

This is about how my family treats me like a dog jokingly because I am hyperactive and I take things to literally how I don’t like to be called one I still relate to it

I follow rules to a tee and take everything way to literally and seriously - you get me -

But that doesn’t mean you can put me on a leash

I can understand sarcasm and idioms for days but I am a dog who sits and stays

I burned my skin because I was told wrong

My family treats me like a dog

In a laughing way

For when I am told sit I stay

This is not the end of my dog days

They click their tongues and tell me to go run

Like I am a creature who is untamed

But I have a human brain

This is not the worst of my dog days

I will go say hi and wave bye bye

But I have human eyes and me saying this in not a surprise

I will walk in a line and I don’t have a concept of time

My dog days are not fun for me

I will protect my loved ones with a fierce bark

But when i am alone these ideas don’t spark

Please don’t take me to the dog park

For I am your human daughter

I may follow rules to get treats

And shake when I am happy

For my dog days are close to me but there not the ones I want to be

I follow commands to get praise

When I am told sit I stay

I may act that way

But don’t say I am in my dog days

Me and dogs are similar in many ways

But I don’t like being called one

It makes my chest cave

Because I am a human and I would like that to sit and stay

Slurs are words that should never be used to describe other human beings

Another person with thoughts and feelings

It doesn’t matter someone’s beliefs or views what does is if they respect you

Because humans are perfect just the way they are even with their scars

The people I hate the most in the world

me included are the people who criticize others because they think they know more because they just have a high test score

Like bro you are out of touch you don’t get out of the house that much

You have never seen the horrors with your eyes you have never worked for your pie

And you still act all sly when everyday thousands of amazing people die

So yes I am mad at the world and all it’s riches because it keeps pumping out half ass-ed bitchs who laugh at climate change and call people names instead of taking the blame

THEY EVEN ALL Llook the same

So I am mad at the people who won’t open their eyes

Who say that women are worse than guys

The world will never change if we don’t look outside

My fury builds within when they make another that is just not funny

Why are you laughing at the misfortune of others should I worry about you or call your mother

So yes I am mad at the world and all it’s riches because it keeps pumping out half ass-ed bitchs who laugh at climate change and call people names instead of taking the blame

You are not original because you are an ass that just makes you a pass or someone who is meant for the trash and the trash you will stay don’t let people like that get in your way

It is hard to say of the best parts of me even

it not like there’s none it just feels like bragging

Like looking at a picture to long and only seeing the slips

Like I know they are completely different books and completely different authors buuuuuut

Ideas I have/ reasons they are in the same universe ( mostly head canons)

1 Henry and Alex get outed like a year before Ilya and Shane did

2 Also they both were portrayed as rivals by the media and bond because of that

3 they both hid their relationship but for way different amounts of time

4 Ilya and Alex are kind of similar in the way of like golden retriever, bisexual kind of a menace boyfriends

5 And Shane and Henry are more likely sad / angry kitties

6 I also feel like Yuna and Ellen would be best friends along with that Nora June and Rose would be fast friends

7 And I feel like after Henry and Alex get outed Shane’s anxiety is like turned to 100 because oh no that could happen to them too ahhhhhhhh

8 Shane and Ilya are like 6 years older that Henry and Alex and I think Alex would do the same thing that Ilya does to Scott and call him old but not Shane though and Ilya would then for revenge call Alex and Henry the baby gays

9 after Ilya and Shane get outed Henry and Alex would either post something online to show their support or send them like a gift basket with stuff in it along with a letter from Alex and Henry showing support

10 Alex would definitely try to invite them to the White House

11 Shane and Ilya would make donations to the Henry foundation and Henry and and Alex would donations to the Irina foundation

12 ( Harris recording) Ilya who is the most famous person in your phone

( Ilya ) umm let me think I have got Tate McRae

Ummm the baby gays

The president of the United States 

And Rose Landry

(Harris ) Wait what YOU HAVE THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES IN YOUR Phone

(Ilya) da I am in how you say… Group chat with her and Miss Hollander we like to share recipes

13 Shane and Ilya might be a little jealous of Alex and Henry because they get to be out and happy together and only had to hide for a little bit of time and not like 29 years

That is all my ideas for right now

if anyone is willing to make or find a fic like this and tell me the name I will love you forever and ever 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

Everywhere everything- Noah Kahan and Gracie Abrams

To Sweet - Hozier 

Good for you- Olivia Rodrigo

Memories-Conan Gray

Crush Culture -Conan Gray

Closer I am to fine -Indigo Girls

Red wine supernova- Chappell Roan

And I am like what? When did she get such good music taste I didn’t tell her about any of these people

I have female rage no matter the age

I am a woman hear me roar

So what if I got a boobs and butt and a sharp mind I am aloud to take up space and time

Never believe girls that you are less then some man

Who abuses people and restates what you just said

If he does not treat you like a ten out of ten then fuck him and get with your best friend

so ladies

Put on that dress wear those shoes

Become the the person that is truly you

Search through the valley and find something new

Because that is what women were made up to do

Not what some stupid man tells you

A shining star flying through the sky that stands up for what they believe is right

who cuts the ugly people out of their lives

Ladies

YOU SHOULD FEEL SAFE AT NIGHT

But no because I am just some stuck up hoe who does not deserve the right to vote

The pressure you put on us is deafening maybe that is why you can’t hear when we speak the truth

OR MAYBE YOU JUST CAN’T GET OVER YOU

so ladies

Put on that dress wear those shoes

Become the the person that is truly you

Search through the valley and find something new

Because that is what women were made up to do

Not what some stupid man tells you