ིྀ

ིྀ 𝑡𝑖𝑘𝑡𝑜𝑘 ིྀ 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎 ིྀ 𝑤𝑒𝑏 ིྀ 𝑐𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑐 ིྀ

about me .. ♡

・( ྀི ´ ᵔᵔ `) aa hai .. my name is Kiki / kierra / milki but I'm more well known as Kiki .. for general info i was born on Aug 3 2010 , I'm ethnically Korean / filo , my pronouns r she /her, my mbti is isfj n I'm taken ♡

・for what I'm like or my personality .. I would like to say I'm a kind person w pure intentions , I care a lot abt bein gentle n sweet as well as warm to all creatures .. n I would never purposely hurt someone ♡ But I am quite the shy girl , I've always been a timid n a quiet introvert .. but Id consider myself friendly, as fluttershy said it never hurts to make a friend or sumthin like that c: I luv connectin n talkin to diff ppl I'm not a closed person at all .. as ppl like to say I "wear my heart on my sleeve" ( ´ ˘ ` * )

about blog .. ♡

・this page will be my littl blog .. ♡ I've always liked the idea of tumblr n having a blog w it but I wasn't sure until now .. I'm also new to how everything works so pls b patient ૮ ྀིっ˔ ◟ ა but Ill b reblogging things tht fit my aesthetic n stuff or things I jst relate to ིྀ I may also post web graphics , my art, cute images , things I luv, n jst thoughts .. ♡

keep in mind .. ♡

・ I've spent my whole life bein called "weird" or "creepy" .. it's mainly bcs I'm autistic / neurodivergent ♡ but still I have a lot of weird quirks n I'm sry if it's a bother in any way .. if ur uncomfy pls jst dni.. but those quirks r :

ིྀ talkin weird - I tend to talk weird w kaomojis or my own slang .. some ppl like to say I'm trying to act like a child or anything but I'm not, I gen just like expressing myself in a cute way .. I'm not doing so rn so ppl can understand me better but I probably will soon so pls don't b mean abt it ♡

ིྀ slow - I can't understand sarcasm v well or differentiating what's genuine n what's a joke , I'm known to b gullible n I'm so sry if it's a bother :c ♡ but if u just give me some time to understand ur humor n b patient I luv joking w ppl .. !

important .. ♡

・ I am NOT an agere, or age player in any way, or apart of anything like that nor will I ever be .. sometimes ppl think I am , n I'm not mad at them bcs I'm aware some of the stuff I like n my aesthetic is Stereyoped to be apart of something like that but I am not, however I don't shun people who do .. I try not to judge any type of societal groups someone could be in ♡

・I don't have much of a dni , just come to me w pure intentions n I wont mistreat you, I hardly have the heart to be mean to ppl who do .. so regardless of whatever you like or what you're apart of I will not judge you nor shun you away. What I mean by pure intentions is to not approach me for romantic interests, to argue, or belittle what I like or who I am that is it ♡

・Please don't belittle my faith or religion, I will never belittle anyone for believing in something they have faith in, nor will I ever belittle someone who doesn't believe in anything spiritual. I don't force people to have the same faith as me and I never will, I love my faith and religion so I kindly ask you to not force me to not, there are times where I may mention it because it is an important part of my life but if it makes you uncomfortable simply tell me and I won't mention it to you ♡

・I tend to like "problematic" things sometimes, like visual novels or games .. or just media w unsettling concepts or ideas , I in no way in any shape or form will ever support those aspects of a media and I do not enjoy the idea of it, I mainly skip through it because it also makes me uncomfortable , but I mainly see these kinds of media as "lost potential" bcs it has so many lovely aspects of it but its watered down n discarded bcs of terrible decisions the creator makes , so if I express my liking for something "problematic" it's because I see the value in the media apart from it's faults, but I do not support it as a whole, sometimes it also depends on the intent of the creator.

random .. ♡

・I luv florals , lace , frills , ribbons, pale gardens , milk , mild desserts , animals , kindness , angels , bunnies , lambs , vintage , books , vanilla , strawberries , rosaries , baby breaths , ballet flats , children , precious moments , dolls , lullabies , plushies, n buttons .. ♡

・some of my kins so u can get an idea of me : fluttershy, babydoll (sucker punch) , chii (chobits) , fraise , lillie (pokemon) , matsuri sakuragi , tohru Honda, sawako, n ichika misono , n Mikan tsukimi ♡

・I rly associate myself w lambs , bunnies , angels , fairies , nurses , n ghosts .. ♡

my tags .. ♡

𝐵𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑦'𝑠 𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛 ..ིྀ : thoughts

𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑙𝑠 𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑓𝑡 ..ིྀ : my edit

𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 ..ིྀ : f2u graphics or pixels

𝑔𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑛 ..ིྀ : my writing

Hidden deep within tangles of pale rose vines and blooming bushes, it had once been home to royalty long gone. Now, in the hush of the shadowed forest, it stood as a gentle sanctuary for every woodland creature that wandered near.

And there lived within it an old, sweet woman the royal family’s last sorceress. She tended the garden and cared for the animals all alone, her quiet heart always longing for someone to stand beside her.

One moonlit night, she returned from gathering in the dark woods, her basket brimming with the most lovely treasures the land could give. She stepped softly into her little kitchen, where the air still held the warm, sweet scent of vanilla biscuits.

She made her way to her cauldron, sorting through her treasures to craft the companion she’d always wished for. She did not know what form her new friend would take but deep in her heart, this lonely old sorceress knew she was hoping for a daughter.

With gentle hands, she nestled each precious thing into the bowl of iron. stirring them together with every bit of hope and love she had

Flowers for beauty

Powdered sugar for affection

Cotton for tender softness

A lamb’s tear for purity

A nun’s rosary for kindness

A drop of sunlight for warm light

Sweet milk for gentle fairness

And last of all, a bunny’s whisker

for playful joy.

Her voice trembled, soft and unsure. Stirring slowly with a ladle wound round with ribbons, she whispered her spell:

“Rose and vine and moonlit glow,

In this bowl my wishes grow.

Petals sweet for beauty bright,

Sugar kiss for love’s delight.

Cotton soft and lamb’s pure tear,

Grace and kindness draw thee near.

Sun warm glow and milk so fair,

Bunny’s spark for joy to share.

Not a servant, not a thing

My own dear child, my heart to bring.

Stirred with hope and whispered vow,

Breathe thee life arise thee now.”

The cauldron lit up with a silvery glow, blushed soft pink at its edges. The sorceress stepped back, breath caught between fear and wonder, it was working.

But when the light faded… there sat only one pale, closed rose. Her heart crumbled. Tears spilled down her wrinkled cheeks.

Then, slowly, the petals began to part. She leaned close, cupping the bloom gently in her hands. As it unfurled, there layed the most precious little being in all the land.

A tiny fairy, with wings like soft angel feathers. Her hair was dark as raven’s wing, her skin pale as snow, her cheeks round and blushing pink like a cherub’s. She was no bigger than a tender new sprout, dressed in a gown woven of peony petals.

She tucked herself shyly behind her feathered wings, quiet and timid as a little angel. The sorceress wrapped her in the softest hug she could give, her happy tears brushing against the tiny fairy’s wings. And so she named her… Shylette.

Shylette is a petite and tiny fairy , a wisp of stardust woven into flesh. Her hair falls in lustrous tresses of deepest ebony smooth and tended, curling softly at the hem like the frill of a ribbon. Her complexion glows with moonlit glitter, blushed with the tender rose of peony petals nurtured in her own garden. Her smile is as demure as sunlight veiled by clouds; her eyes hold the soft gaze of a fawn, yet bear the drowsy warmth of a slumbering bunny. A delicate button nose rests upon her face, and she cares nothing for grand finery .. content to fashion her gowns from the remnants of lace, frills, and satin her beloved mother sets aside. Last and most wondrous are her wings: soft as dove down, luminous and angelic, ever ready to fold around her when she seeks shelter from the world.

She is a gentle, homebound spirit, as timid and sweet as a bunny hiding to its burrow. She dwells within the quiet walls of her castle of dreams, cherishing her solitude yet never knowing loneliness.

She speaks in silence to every creature that wanders by, learning their ways through careful observation of their small habits and endearing quirks. She weaves gifts suited to each one’s heart, and tends to their ailments with herbs she gathers and prepares herself. Yet two companions are always at her side: Hopsalot, her playful, sweet natured bunny, and Angel, an iridescent moth whose quiet presence follows her everywhere.

Sometimes her dearest friends come to call: there is Angelette, who teaches her to dance, though Shylette is clumsy and often tumbles into soft heaps of embarrassment. Then there is Clara, ever thoughtful, who brings her precious vanilla moon-milk cakes knowing full well they are her greatest delight. And nurturing Angelica Grace, the princess of angel fairies, who often joins her within the castle walls to tend to every hurt and weary woodland soul.

Beyond these gentle visits, she finds joy in baking sweet desserts alongside her mother, sharing every crumb with the creatures that wander near. She writes in her tiny journal of the ancient tales she discovers in the castle’s library; she rummages through scraps of fabric to stitch pretty embroidery. But her heart’s truest calling is to soothe all that is sorrowful.. with a gift, a tender kiss, a warm embrace, or medicine brewed by her own hands. The only time she ventures beyond her sanctuary is to seek out children in need.

Each moonlit night, she braves the shadows despite her fear, bearing small vials of magic from her mother’s cupboard to the children’s hospital and orphanage. She sings soft lullabies to troubled minds to rest; she sprinkles angel dust to guide their dreams with light; she breathes healing herbs into the air to ease their hurts. She tucks blankets around those who lie uncovered, leaves tiny hand sewn plushies at their bedsides, and presses a soft kiss to each sleeping cheek.

Before she flees back to the forest, she checks beneath every pillow, fulfilling the quiet work of the tooth fairy, preserving their wonder with a smooth button or two, for she knows nothing of human coin.

When at last she returns home, she wraps herself in her nightgown, listening to the lullabies whispered by her animal friends beyond the garden walls. Her feathered wings fold about her like a shawl; her doe eyes grow heavy, and a soft sigh brushes her lips as she drifts into slumber.

Oh, sweet Shylette… gentle angel guardian of all that is small and dear.

a littl rant from m heart abt how I feel abt "taking inspo" n "copying" , this will be quite the long book so pls stay cozy n warm while readin this ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ⸜̑⸝͂ I apologize if it's a lot in advance ♡ ໒꒰ྀི ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა

I adore when ppl take inspo from m , seein ppl succeed from taking small parts of m work or individuality truly does bring happiness to m heart n it always will ♡

however , m sayin this as someone thts had plenty of experience w "copycats" or jst ppl who look up to u, n they r not the same...

ppl who look up to u or wish to b **like** u, r genuinely good n kind ppl who care abt ur feelings n wellbeing ⸜̑⸝͂ , u can feel their actions aren't from malice or impure intentions , yes at times they can b overbearing if they r constantly sort of doin wtv ur doin after u do it .. but most of the time it's genuinely not on purpose it's jst them picking up small things from admiring who u r as a person .. it's important to b patient n kind to these ppl , we all have ppl we look up to n we do or create certain things in correlation to them bcs we wish to b like them in our own way ♡ n as the ones ppl aspire to b like , it is our responsibility to communicate to these ppl ab certain boundaries or if the inspiration is making us uncomfortable .. n if they genuinely care abt u they will understand u n listen ⊹ ࣪ ˖

now copycats , these ppl don't aspire to b like u .. they simply just want to b **u** n they will try, they will try very very hard to b :c .. n u can't want to b a person so badly if it doesn't stem from malicious jealousy. so their intentions r not pure .. they don't care abt ur boundaries , nor feelings... n when u kindly ask to them to stop , they get overly defensive n rude , they won't listen n will try to paint their own narrative despite the blatantly obvious pattern of them copying u ... or worse, they pretend to b nice n apologetic n sadly sincere to gain ur pity or tug on ur heartstrings but refuse to change whatsoever. n when u finally decide to cut these ppl off by blocking them , they will stop at nothing to victimize themselves n build up this narrative tht u r a selfish n egoistic mean person while constantly stalking ur socials to keep stealing despite it all, or harrass u n refusing to accept the fact u blocked them...

another difference between someone who admires u n copycats , ppl who simply admire u choose to take inspo of ur work , aesthetic , profiles , etc ... this sometimes bother other ppl but it doesn't for me personally ♡

however , a copycat will do more than try to replicate ur aesthetic n profiles or whatever ... they will try to replicate ur personal story n what's special to u specifically like ur life experiences, habits, favorite things, interests, kins , all very personal things u decide to share online to steal for their own fake story , I want to preface that I of course don't attack anyone for liking similar things than m n I never will .. I'm not one to have a an ego abt what I enjoy bcs I like enjoying things w other ppl n sharing what I like n hold dear to m heart so other ppl can enjoy them .. m talking abt ppl who suddenly immediately like something after u share ur love for it without knowing anything abt it .. :c

I've experienced so many copycats using parts of m personal story to fit theirs, n it hurts deeply. It hurts knowing someone took a fairy sad n vulnerable part of m to b like m, it has made m paranoid in general to share things online even if I want to. Or m habits n small quirks n things I do tht r extremely special to m bein stolen for someone's identity n some ppl will never know the truth , I know tht sounds sensitive but I m sensitive, I feel things deeply n I don't believe something like tht should b normalized.

the feeling also scares m, m a paranoid person n I personally don't like attention or the feeling m being watched at all , n knowing a copycat is watching m every move truly scares m, no matter how many times I block some of these ppl I still feel like their eyes r on m..

I also don't understand why these ppl wish to replicate m to them so bad, I don't believe m all tht special or interesting for someone to wish to b like, it's still confusing to m despite experiencing this countless of times .. Its disheartening bcs I got over m fear of being judged so I was able to b mself online n when this started happening I had another reason to want to hide again.. but I feel m mentalilty has changed a little ♡

once upon a time, I was easily manipulated by these certain copycats n I resented mself for bein angry n showing any other emotion but kindness to these type of ppl despite them hurting m by not respecting m boundaries even when I was extremely nice abt it , n I still feel tht way sometimes. n I do believe every creature deserves kindness .. but I don't resent mself for showing I was upset w them anymore, but now I won't accept any treatment I don't deserve. I deserve to b respected, m emotions deserve to b cared for , I will always b nice n kind to everyone , but I do not deserve to b pushed around bcs of tht ♡

I used to get easily irked of someone taking inspo of m creations , profiles , aesthetic, n etc but I rly don't mind anymore ૮ ིྀ𓏼´ ˘ `𓏼 ა ♡ bcs m aware these ppl r genuinely good n nice n they simply just admire what I do , so pls .. if u ever wish to make something sim to m just ask , I wont at all , I'd luv to see ppl making sim profiles or creations w their own frills n ribbons while using m as the base frabic, n pls show it to m so I can support it ⊹ ࣪ ˖

but one boundary I have is to make things a littl bit different from mine if ppl start mixing us up.. ! ♡ I would never want to take credit for someone's hard work .. ໒꒰ྀི ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა

I also deeply care for ppl who look up to m , n if the inspiration is simply copying everything I do , I show m boundary of not wanting tht , bcs it is unhealthy to their mental health to keep on wanting to take inspiration from someone without trying to b themselves at all ପ꒰ ྀི◞ ⸝⸝ ◟꒱ ♡

I think I've written enough in this littl fairytale for ppl to understand m certain boundaries ♡ if u have made it this far here's some sweet milk for u ꒰ྀི 🥛 ꒱ྀི m always sendin plush hugs n lots of luv to u sweet darling angels .. have a day full of lovely weather ⊹ ࣪ ˖

aw m a littl late .. but eek this was sew fun ⸜̑⸝͂ thank u deerly for the tag @ballerinapetal @timidlullaby ꒰ྀི sew sry if I forgot any angel.. ꒱ྀི

open tag bcs m too shy to tag ppl .. ( ྀི ´ ᵔᵔ `)