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I feel like such a fraud when I eat. I know at some point I will have to eat something but when I eat like a whole meal I just feel so bad. I instantly feel regret

How do I stop being a fat pig no glue no borax.

I wish I could physically scrape the fat off my body. Like actually

I don’t want to look skinny only when I pose, I need to be unquestionably thin

I can't stop looking at myself in the mirror and thinking that I just want to wake up one day and feel good about my body.

“She’s so sweet she’s always going out of her way to help others” quick someone give that girl all the love and safe space she deserves before being “sweet” (pathological people pleasing as a trauma response) destroys her and leaves behind a bitter empty shell of a person

but actually nothing is fine

what doesn't kill you makes you weird at intimacy