清醒

And one day you’re gonna wake up and realize that it was her. It was her all along, but it’s too late. She’s gone and never coming back.

sometimes I kiss people I shouldn’t kiss and let them unbutton my jeans sometimes I leave English class without asking and walk in angular circles until I can hear the blood rushing under my skin sometimes I run until I can’t breathe sometimes I sit in the rain sometimes I sleep for six hours in the middle of the day sometimes I drive too fast and listen to my music so loud that it hurts sometimes I drink until everything goes black and I don’t remember talking about you all night (even though I do) sometimes I cry about books and about people who died hundreds of years ago sometimes I don’t cry even though I want to more than anything sometimes I ignore the people I love sometimes I hold myself to keep everything in because you are not here to do it sometimes I think I’m alive sometimes I think I probably never will be

There was about two seconds of complete staring before my lips reached his. In those two seconds, I discovered a sky full of stars in his eyes and I was hoping he found something in mine too.

You’ve become so damaged that when someone tries to give you what you deserve, you have no fucking idea how to respond.

He looked at her the way all women wanted to be looked at by a man.

A year ago, everything was different . I wouldn’t have pictured myself like this , And now that I look back, I have realized that a year can do a lot to a person .