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I remade my blog here so that my headmates can finally have sideblogs👍:)

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well it turns out the anger has been going. somewhere !

God I could write essays about Jax but I shouldnt ,

Maybe one day. I think mostly because I relate to her and I see my younger self in her a lot. It's a form of coping mechanism that works when you're being mistreated, but when you take it out of that context, it isn't rlly conducive to making friends or feeling safe just in general.

#I said it on my old blog but I have so many cptsds That I relate to every tadc character #I HAVE been stabbed in the face by my mother☝️Worry not Ragatha #I liked rewatching that one episode with Pomni and Kinger #bc I Have helped to save someone simply by being able to hold my breath for a long time (<- saved a drowning child bc I was on a swim team)#I feel like Ive lived one million lives #But I was telling someone once the other day . about trauma. that having such a wide variety of experiences means I can relate to almost-#everyone I meet #Im going to feel deeply guilty that I posted these tags #But I shouldn't if my traumas help me empathize with people better? Like why am I ashamed

I have more to say about the ai shrimp categorizations but that has to stay in dms

#anyone can dm me if you want the full story LOL

aphemorpha

despite the fact its explicitly not canon (im pretty sure only scratch and kinger worked on caine as a prototype), i like to believe that the entirety of the first generation of circus members worked on caine, and kinger and scratch were just the team leads. this is because it gives more plausibility to them somehow creating a sapient ai.

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lucidhazard

I hope it's okay to add on, but the other day I was thinking of a headcanon that Queenie actually wanted to work on something else in the future and this was just a random one-time project and that could be why she was so devastated by it having such severe consequences- in this headcanon, it wasn't as important to her as it was to Kinger. She didn't see it as her greatest achievement (though this is a very sad headcanon).

And I mostly mention this because you actually can put programming knowledge to good use in the field of entomology :D I guess sometimes I like the idea that she had more in mind for herself in the future- Maybe she wanted to work on a sorting database similar to inaturalist (<- which people are currently having problems with because they added ai and the ai is basically lying to people about shrimp categorizations rn LOL and people have been trying to fix this).

And I was also on a similar track with headcanons to these discord screenshots because I'd also like to imagine that maybe Scratch and Kinger were some of the only accepting people Queenie could meet (or maybe all of the original team members were kinder to her?), but I guess not just that, but I think Scratch and Kinger would be more aware of social issues and decide to actively look out for Queenie and maybe they all clung to each other as a little group Before any of them were added to a digital world. But this is obviously just random headcanons, and I am projecting a bit since I've seen these social groups happen naturally irl with people into computer science

#programming knowledge can be put to use in so many fields #Like from astrophysics + anything with space #To biology + computational genomics #but idk sorry maybe the addition is unwelcome and my headcanons are weird AUGH #Im not 100% about it yet

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pouletpourri

never felt so vindicated in my entire life

#tadc

arrimorr

Space Odyssey 2026 🤯

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amell

kinger the terrible

#tadc

I love the Pomni and Caine friendship and I see ship art sometimes, except I want more of it but platonically

Just most of my life I think is [Redacted] somehow but I like to get creative about how I phrase it

#it gets boring trying to explain after a while #Yyayyy memory loss

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Other fictives made me want to try my VR headset again and I got VR chat and people are rlly nice :) I tried one of the free avatars and it's decorated with little C++ lines of code on it and it was rlly Cutes. And I have also been losing at VR chess to bots 💔 Because I havent played chess in 4 years unfortunately

#tadc fictive #i lost all of my hobbies after the- [Static Noises]

Kinger makes me sad sometimes because he reminds me of when I was little and when my parents would fight, I'd make a blanket fort under the coffee table and invite my sibling in there, and I'd point a blue flashlight at the top of the table so we could pretend we were watching the stars. And I'd do this for my sibling to distract them from our parents fighting :(

#hopefully my source will help me get real irl memories back #Like THESE.

lucidhazard

I did that one 'Digital Circus Personality' quiz that got popular on twitter and of course I got Kinger but I was also expecting maybe Ragatha or Pomni or even Gangle.

But I thought the part at the end was really sweet, it said something about focusing too much on mistakes until self hatred, and how I should focus on good things that I've done??? And how my past doesn't define me Now... Which is true and is always something Scratch (the guy in my system) reminds me of. He says I can't judge myself over qualities I no longer possess

lucidhazard

Also if this isnt a full encapsulation of my personality, then I dont know what is.

#i also chose for pokemon: Psychic / Fairy / Steel #idk pokemon much though.#i think i also got the math question right

I did that one 'Digital Circus Personality' quiz that got popular on twitter and of course I got Kinger but I was also expecting maybe Ragatha or Pomni or even Gangle.

But I thought the part at the end was really sweet, it said something about focusing too much on mistakes until self hatred, and how I should focus on good things that I've done??? And how my past doesn't define me Now... Which is true and is always something Scratch (the guy in my system) reminds me of. He says I can't judge myself over qualities I no longer possess

charliebot-art

keeping it together

#tadc

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aaudreychu

The Not-So-Amazing Digital Circus

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puddingandp1

the gang's all here!

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