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"The secret of change is to focus all of your energy, not on fighting the old, but on building the new." — Dan Millman

"I lay here with you comfortable. At peace. Happy to say the least. I know we don't love one another quite yet but I feel it moving in on us like a storm you can see out on the windy seas. I don't want to get up. I don't want to let you go out of my arms but for now I must not stay to preserve the things we talk about day by day"

“will someone please tell me where I fuck up. I mean for fucking sakes. One minute great. Next. Down the shitter and let me tell you it’s a slick fucking ride down. But I do manage to come back every time To a great few more minutes.. woohhooooo”

"This star I wish upon could turn out to be an airplane. This means I would have wasted my time and that's most upsetting"

"No. I'm not the normal. I'm not an avid. Fisherman. I love to and could see me being a fishing addict but I'm not. I'm not a hunter. Yeah I've been hunting a lot when I was younger. But self tought at a young age means nothing. Never understood bull riding nor any kind of riding really. But I don't hate on other for it. A sport is a sport. I don't like cowboy boots and cowboy hats. And I never will. It's just not me I'm not the normal type but I hope that don't madder. I'm good with my hands. And I'm a fast learner. this stuff I know. I'm a avid car enthusiasts. A gear head with the skills to fix about anything. I am out going and try to be well socialized with all kinds of people. You would be amazed at the stuff you can learn from different types of people. I'm willing to help just about anyone that needs a hand. Because we all have down and needed a hand at some point I'm not the normal type but maybe at some point it will be what's on the inside that madders and the love I have and not the material things or the physical differences"

*Me* (looks at picture) *Me* "god you are so beautiful"

You know. Life is full of ups and downs. And right when you think your still making the climb on the up side. Something happens to knock you the fuck back down. Well. I'm tired of being knocked down. No more trying. No more climbing. No more putting myself out there. It's not worth my time for the hurt to try and make a positive change. For now now on. I'm going to be selfish.

You make me realize who I want to be. And who I want to be with. Maybe one day I can help you realize who you want to and who you want to be with.