LozzieJB

At this stage in my life, the one problem that concerns me the most is trying to figure out how I’m going to pass my AS level exams. I’ve never been the best at studying, nor have I ever been the best at taking exams. To be honest, any type of test gives me anxiety, makes me feel extremely claustrophobic, and they cause my stress levels to skyrocket. I’m not sure how to face these exams without overwhelming myself.

At the time my father is trying to push me into doing something I don’t want to do regarding the exams. I won’t go into detail because it’s extremely personal. However, if I accept and do what my father wants me to do, it’ll just make me feel like more of a failure than I already am, and I’ll feel more stress as well. Right now, I’m not sure how to deal with  either of these situations, cause even just thinking about it puts me in a bad mood and makes me stressed.

First day on our graduation trip.

1. I’m coming out of the teenage blues.

2. My relationship with Andrea. She has helped me in so many different ways this past year and I am incredibly grateful for being able to have her in my life. 

3. One of the biggest challenges I’ve faced this year is probably school in general. I’m still trying to figure out how to handle it. Another big challenge that I faced is doing homework at night, because apparently Joel needs to sleep, and because of that I can never finnish my homework at night and that affects not only my grades, but also my mood… among other things. 

 4. Twas at the beginning of MUN, when I presented my first hook and NAILED IT!!! Because I was the first one to set the bar and the only one to get it right first time.

5. Well, Hannah gave me this pin type thingy, I...don’t remember what they’re called, but it said “You’re killing it!” it really meant a lot, because this year has been really tough on me and a lot of things have happened and she’s always been there for me. It really means a hell of a lot to me.

6. I went to the horse academy, went for walks along the beach with the family , I’ve gone out with my bestie, had lots of time with my little niece and went to Penghu with the G11 and 12s. 

My favorite memory would have to be when my older brother came back from Australia to visit for just over a week at Easter. 

7. Definitely the school hours, MAKE EM SHORTER!!!!!!!!

8. It’s kind of personal soooo I’m not gonna say it..

The most meaningful thing I’ve done is probably giving my best friend a great birthday and making food for christmas.

9. My most reputable accomplishment is my Spaghetti Bolognese which is loved by everyone.

I was always scared to have to wake up and go to school back in elementary school, scared of what was going to happen to me if I went. You see, I was bullied for five years straight. It wasn’t until we moved did it get better, but we’re not here to talk about that, we’re here to talk about before I left that school.

    I was the first foreigner the school had ever had and the school was always on the newspaper because of me. On the outside, it was absolutely amazing. But the sad truth was, that those were the worst five years of my life. Of course there were good times. However, there were more bad times than good.

    I was at the school throughout grade one to five and left at six. It started out okay in first grade,  I had friends, or so I thought. School wasn’t too bad during the first semester, but when the second semester came and everything changed, it all went downhill from there on.

This restaurant that I shall be reviewing is really  not a place I like going. The only dish on the menu that I actually liked was a coffee chocolate cake, the consistency was on point and the chocolate chips that were chucked in were also an added bonus. I’ve never really liked any of the course meals, just because none of them have ever really been appealing to me. I never usually get a drink, because I’ve learnt from experience that their drinks are quite watery and does not taste good, so I just have water when I do go. The staff is friendly and the service is quite fast, which is good. I personally wouldn’t go there ever again if  I could.

https://www.destressmonday.org/

The Monday Campaign I’d most in interested in would have to be Destress Monday - Happy New Week!

One of the reasons why I would choose this campaign is because I have   trouble dealing with stress and some other personal problems.

I feel like I might have some success in trying it cause I hate feeling constantly stressed out and being stressed usually puts me into either panic mode or depressed mode. There are 4 exercises provided in Destress Monday:

Breath (do breathing exercises etc)

Be Mindful (meditate)

Shift to the Positive (surround yourself with things or people you love)

Get Moving (do more physical exercises)

There are at least 52 polar bears that are invading Belushya Guba, a small island township in Russia, looking for food and frightning the locals who fear for their safety.

I had a very tiring weekend. On Saturday, I was disrupted from my beauty sleep, because SOMEONE, and I shall not name who, was sending LINE messages on a group chat and it woke me up. I was obviously super annoyed, but then I got up, very unwillingly might I add, to check my phone. Out of all the messages I saw, there was only one that really stood out to me, it was a message from Vivian(G10 Vivian). She messaged me saying that she was already at the horse farm. I jumped out of bed instantly and got ready to meet her. The day started terribly, from the minute I woke up. From Vivian and Johnny starting the day without me, to the electric scooter’s battery not being charged from the night before, and then my helmet being locked in dad’s bike box, so obviously I had a hissy fit. After all that drama, I headed off.