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The stray cat I was feeding passed away yesterday, and I still can’t believe I’m writing this. Every day, I fed him during lunch and dinner. Yesterday, I went to look for him like I always did, but he never came. His bowl was still there, untouched. I kept telling myself he was probably just wandering around and would come back later.

But later that day, as we were heading out, I saw a cat lying on the road.

I was in denial…

I didn’t want to believe it.

Then I looked again… and my heart shattered.

It was him…

I don’t think I’ll ever forget that moment. Seeing his little body lying there broke something inside me. I couldn’t stop crying, and even now, every time I think about him, it feels like someone is squeezing my heart.

The night before was our last night together.

I gave him a full pack of wet food and some dry food. He ate until he was full, looking so happy. Before he left, he rubbed his little head against my legs, his sweet way of saying thank you.

If only I had known that would be our last goodbye…

I would’ve stayed with him a little longer.

I would’ve given him another hug.

Another meal.

Another gentle pat.

Anything… just one more moment.

He wasn’t just a stray…

He waited for me every day. He trusted me. He made me smile, and without realizing it, he became part of my daily life and a part of my heart.

It hurts knowing that yesterday, I was looking for him while he was already gone.

I hope his last memory was of being loved, of having a full tummy, and of knowing that someone was always waiting for him.

Run free my sweet boy! No more hunger. No more danger. No more pain.

Thank you for choosing me, even if it was only for a little while.

I will miss you every single day. 🤍

We went to this restaurant with a view of the ocean, and I honestly can’t explain how happy I was in that moment. being there with my best friend made everything feel so special. One of those memories I know I’ll keep for a long time.

They had the best dips paired with cassava chips, and let me tell you… everything tasted absolutely divine.

We met a fat cat and I would’ve taken him home with me if I could. I also saw a dog chilling on a sofa like he owned the place. What a diva.

The rest are just random shots. I genuinely couldn’t count how many photos I took of the view lol. It made choosing what to post so hard.

Dawson’s Creek

Kilig siya oh 😝

I could write a whole essay about this trip, but I’d rather just relive it through these photos… or maybe I’m just too lazy to admit it.

@ the airport

We had breakfast at the airport before our flight. The new food court in NAIA 3 actually looks nice now. We decided to eat at Aristocrat, and the food was really good. For dessert, we had coffee and cream puffs. The coffee was way too sweet though. I did not enjoy that part (as a trentahin).

Meanwhile, I have paparazzi shots from someone who I think is obsessed with me (love uuu).

Beach!!!!

You have no idea how much positive energy this view gave me. It was our first time here, and definitely not the last.

The main highlight of this trip was the sky pool. The best part was how convenient it was. Our room was on the same floor, and the pool was literally just a short walk away, right in front of our doorstep. I'll post more photos! I can't wait!

7-Eleven with a sea view + a pigeon, casually hanging around the beach. Also, I never got to use the bathtub because, like I said, the sky pool was right beside us. After walking and feeling tired, we’re back in our room eating gummies while watching TV. Best feeling ever.

It’s been months since my last post??? I’ve been on hiatus from Tumblr and social media. These days, if I post anything, it’s usually because my phone is running out of storage and I need to delete some photos. So before I permanently delete them, I post them here.

Is it just me, or has anyone else gotten lazy with posting? Anyway, I managed to squeeze in some time to make a post.

Ending this post with a photo of our son... Because why the hell not!

One of my closest cousins just got married!

Being a bridesmaid turned out to be surprisingly hassle free. Early call time, getting dolled up, and everything just fell into place.

All I did this week was play Pokopia. It’s so cozy and the Pokémon are ridiculously cute. I’m addicted to collecting them and building their little habitats 🥹

As a Gen 1 baby, seeing the OG Pokémon makes me so happy and nostalgic. I don’t know most of the newer ones, but they’re still adorable.

I’ve heard about this book for years and finally read it. Knowing the author’s story makes it heavier to sit with. It’s a short read, but it felt like meeting a friend too late… Someone you wish you could have saved.

My first Murata book. The cute cover fooled me. I finished it and just sat there like… what the fuck did I just read.

Murata impressed me so much that I immediately bought another one of her books. Haven’t read it yet, but I’m already preparing myself for the WTF moments.

I keep forgetting I even have a Tumblr account. Well, this is worth posting about. I’m playing Resident Evil Requiem, and I can say it’s the best! I’m playing in first person as Grace and third person for Leon (ladies and even gents will get why).

First person with Grace was a whole experience. I screamed a couple of times because of the jump scares. It honestly felt like reliving RE2. Leon, on the other hand, is diabolical. Playing this game puts me in two completely different moods. With Grace, I’m scared the whole time, like I NEED TO SURVIVE and my anxiety is through the roof. But with Leon, I’m chill and excited. My adrenaline just kicks in.

I can’t wait to finish the game. At the same time, I kind of don’t want it to end. But it’s the weekend… you know what that means.

Looking casual whilst craving German food.

- Just finished this book I grabbed from a book sale, and I really liked it! The characters aren’t boring, it’s an easy read, and I love it when books aren’t too complicated.

That’s an iced americano by the way ☕️

- My SO introduced me to Jedi: Fallen Order so I could play Jedi Survivor on PS5. I was hesitant at first, but I ended up loving both. Finished Fallen Order, halfway through Survivor, and honestly, I wish it never ends

- My favorite hair and outfit in Jedi Survivor. So many fun options for Cal, BD, and weapons such as my lightsaber and blaster. Missing Mantis color change, but I’m fine with it

- Rewatching Breaking Bad (because why the hell not). We’re on the last season, and after this, it’s straight to Pluribus

Did my best to squeeze Christmas and New Year into a collage because there were way too many memories. Some taken before Christmas, some after. All jumbled up hehe!

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