Take Me Alive

I thought JD might have never gotten back to me once they ran off, but, I found him. You get back to Rudy okay? I feel they were celebrating their girl extra hard, rightfully so. Eleven out of ten, and that's on the lower end of the scale. Weddings always get me super emotional, and it's clear how much love those two have for each other... it's just really sweet to see.

You would think after spending roughly over a year on and off together that they wouldn't act like their lover is returning from war, and yet they do every time. We're all good, no missing Rudy's here. Oh absolutely, and you know they had so much fun.

You're so me. I fear the day they're tripled. It was so nice seeing you at the wedding, though, speaking of crying.

It was so great to see you! Glad I got to give you extra squeezes and dance and have fun while our boys were being themselves. And how stunning was that wedding? Like...eleven out of ten.

Yeah, but I wanna say it. You've changed my life in a way that I could never have expected, and I wouldn't trade it for the world. So telling you I love you is no small thing. What a coincidence, you're my favorite human.

That's so exciting, what's it for? Sometimes, I miss being on a set so bad, and then, music just somehow pulls me back in like always. We're so good, never been happier and more content with my life than I am right now.

It's called Obsession, its gonna be an amazon prime series, which is super exciting cause I've only done like...one thriller type thing and it still hasn't seen the light of day. I'm working with Avan Jogia too, who I'm a big fan of. Ugh, I feel, I never know which I wanna do more. Tell me everything. How's the little angel doing? How are you all adjusting?

Girl, I miss you. Where have you been. Cómo estás. Tell me everything. // @loveydcves

My love, I miss you more. I've been in Canada filming, I have a new project that I'm in the process of filming which I am so excited for. But who cares about me, tell me about you and your cute little family.

We need to be saving them for when you're a hormonal mess.... I mean, not that you've ever been anything but a hot mess, just - we need to prepare. Save the tears.

Joke's on you I cry all the time. Hormones would absolutely just triple that.

I am terrified of the whole prospect, maybe I'll just get it cut out of me and get stitches. Please, we'll put it out in the universe together.

I love you. I feel like I don't say that enough.

It would be so much easier, and I wouldn't have to actually go through the birthing process.

Yeah but you could have very easily found someone before me and had a bunch of other cute Pankow babies.

You're a real one. I saw a photoshoot of yours the other day and my jaw dropped because you're everything, and it got me thinking when I'll get my fix again.

Stop, I love you so much. You might actually make me cry.

And I'm even luckier that you want any of that with me.

I'm trying. Apparently just saying "stick it in me and give me a baby" doesn't work.

No way. Okay, okay, I'll be calm. I won't bug you for the release date, but, I'll have your other work on repeat until it comes to me.

I promise you'll be the first to know and hear everything.