Lovesick

General blog warnings: religious imagery/metaphors, occasional sexual posts, obsessive tendencies, and themes of violence, murder, and stalking. Please block if my blog would negatively impact your mental health.

My name is Amaya, and I am a system host as well as an Ayano Aishi fictive. My pronouns are he/they/star, and my gender is complicated.

I do not support the creator of Yandere Simulator. However, I can not change my source, nor do I wish to entirely disconnect.

I have a wonderful darling, do not pursue me. I worship the ground he walks on, and no one can compare to him. He knows I am a yandere and consents to my obsessive tendencies. As well as my real darling, I am a selfshipper and may post about some fictional darlings.

I suspect that I have HPD, and I need attention like a drug. While my god's attention is more important than anyone else's, all attention is appreciated.

Boundaries under the cut (below the banner).

I consider killing his family every single night. They're terrible to him, they treat him like garbage. I'm the only one who truly understands him.

But they aren't worth a jail cell, and we will have a home together soon.

Do we fuck with my blog theme

Well I do so who cares what anyone else thinks

Radqueers/transids, block me. I'm not going to entertain a group of people that encourages bigotry and child exploitation by comparing them to gender identities.

No, I don't care if you personally do not identify with those. You are participating in a group that legitimizes it.

Idk I don't actually wanna die but when he's not around I don't really wanna live

I want attention so badly, but it feels like any attention that doesn't come from my god goes into an empty hole. It feeds me briefly but it's never enough. His can keep me sane a little longer.

You can rip out my lungs if you want. You could use the air more than I could.

I would let him give me a lobotomy in a basement

"What are you going to do if your relationship doesn't work out" uh kill myself?? Tf???

I can't sleep I wish I was watching him sleep I wish I could stand there and watch over him while he slept please it's the only way I can find peace tonight

I watched Obsession. Of course I did. Spoilers below