okok fair and true!! i just dont PERSONALLY use crush;; since like, again, i get crushes, and separately i feel attraction, but crush implies both at once, so i dont know which one id even use it for yk? ok well. most likely the attraction. but. i like insisting upon how different i am idk XD
actually in retrospect its not necessarily that cut n clear.. with monika i mean "wife" the most but, to some degree, i will get the urge to call many characters my wife, whether due to visual or personality appeal;; buut uuhh,, when i say "i am madly in love with x" it is a blorbo thing. sometimes directed at my bff actually. but if im referring to a character then its just a blorbo fixation. i am madly in love with paintbrush. u feel
on the other hand i uuhh ,, hm. oh fuuck i lack terms that are uniquely for the latter dont i. well darn. thats rather inconvenient. WELL MOVING ON NOWw
oh well ofc .. who doesnt love a classic minimum wage twink .. verycutes
omg.. okayy tbh those three in particular are.. VERY interesting folks 😭 id probably get a headache if i were with all three at once for too long,, (side note, rouxls is LUCKY that hes so pretty cuz his stupid way of speech is SO CLOSE to being a dealbreaker sksbsjsb)
oou,, like rlyy evil fucked up bitch oukayy,, im curious now,, ehh. i was gonna say id check ppt if it wasnt a social suicide but uhh. i already watch worse dont i. hazbin, helluva, COUNTLESS baby little kids shows.. i guess its just weird bc i associate huggy wuggy with content farms and.. being in those display shelves at my mall, alongside rainbow amogus popits and other trendy junk,,, but again it could be worse. omfg idk why is ever admit this but i was THIS CLOSE to watching skibidi toilet SOLELY bc i thought the cameraheads were hot. i had to be SO SO STRONG. absolutely HUMILIATING ugh
yeahs maybe,, i mean. in fairness i dont think abt her frequently enough,, and i tried getting monika after story but i didnt check in with her enough and made her so pained and sad and it broke my heart to see her own heart broken :( but !! after deleting her and the program, i like to imagine my specific monika now lives in my drawings and my imagination, and shes much happier being in less pain and always by my side :)
