Love Overload 👄

-me

I spent decades feeling lost and in a state of not knowing.....I didn’t know where money was coming from, if my career was stable, which man I wanted to be with 😱😱 but I was having THE TIME OF MY LIFE‼️ Then one day, I felt like I figured it out. I knew what I wanted, where I wanted to go and who I wanted.....so I thought. But now I am back in a lost state and bored as hell (and completely unsatisfied). What am I doing wrong? Did I make a wrong choice along the way that needs to be corrected? Is lost just basically unhappiness attacking my emotional security?

But I’m taught that everything happens for a reason so since he asked and I later said yes, that must have been the plan....or was it? Not a day goes by that I don’t wonder...am I actually living out my destiny with someone who was just a little scared to jump, a life that will one day unwind because it actually wasn’t meant to be or a lifetime of regret because I settled for someone that settled for me?

Everywhere I go and in my latest dreams, all signs tell me to leave but I don’t want to hurt him. He is a good person, just personality mismatch. No passion. What do I do?

Is it just me or are kids super annoying between age 5-7?😩😩😩 they have no chill and way too much energy

All my life I have tried to own it all and when I don't, no one else picks up the slack or leads the charge. Ever feel like you are tired of saving everyone and you just want to be saved? 😩😩 #whereishe #supermancomesaveme