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I can’t help it… Every time I think about you, I hurt… To think you really just played in my face for years… An overwhelming amount of feelings rush through me, sadness, deception, anger, resentment , just to name a few… I also can’t help but to feel relief, pride, hope… Not to be mistaken for feelings of the lost bond that’s now broken, but for strength in each other, taking this heartache & making something beautiful from it… Relief from not being as crazy as I may have felt , pride in knowing that I was a DAMN GOOD woman to you & hope that I will become a better person from this experience… Security that I won’t allow my feelings to get in the way of my better judgment… I’m sorry I wasn’t what you wanted, but I’m not sorry for the things I’ve done & have tried to show you… If I turned out to be too much, then I’ll just walk away so you can have less… This started off as a way for me to vent, but now it’s becoming something more than just words… Is this what healing looks like??

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RUGRATS 7.13 ☆ “A Rugrats Kwanzaa”

#Rugrats #kwanzaa #susie carmichael

I love you so much & I don’t want to not have anything to do with you… I don’t want to not be your friend, I wish we could be more than friends.. I would love to be the one to carry your child & spend the rest of our lives together… it’s crazy bc 4 years ago, I would never have thought I would have these feelings for you… But I do now & they’re here to stay… How we went from just friends, to best friends, to enemies, to being cordial with each other, back to friends, best friend & now lovers it’s crazy to me… But I’m happy we’re here right now, I don’t regret falling in love with you… There’s rarely a dull moment with us, I love the fact that we know so much about each other (good, bad & horrendous) but we still choose to love each other… idk what the future has in store for us, but even if we can’t remain lovers, I would like for us to stay friends no matter what

#Letter2Micah #InMyFeelings #LoveLetter

“A knife is a good friend when you have no other”

- Peter Gordon, #Gotham

#Gotham #dc universe

It hurts to be in love with someone who treats you like an option… I want you to want me like these other niggas want me… I’m curving relationships bc I want to be with you & I feel stupid bc of how I feel 💔🥺

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I’m still very much soo in love with you, I can’t help it & the shit be fuckin with me 🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️

I just feel like I be bothering you or something, so I think I should just let you go… I don’t want to, but I don’t wanna keep hoping for something that prolly won’t happen… I don’t wanna keep hurting my feelings🥺

A crazy thing about me is… I’m laying in one man’s bed, talking to another man & getting mad when he starts talking about another bitch😒😒 I don’t wanna hear about that big back ass backstabbing bitch

Love me OUT LOUD or not at all… That’s it, that’s all

#Love

If you're lookin' for closure, don't take your clothes off

No matter how hard we try, we can't say it's over

-TreySongz'Circles'

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When Tomorrow Starts Without Me

By: Erica Shea Liupaeter

When tomorrow starts without me,

and I'm not there to see;

If the sun should rise and find your eyes,

all filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry,

the way you did today,

while thinking of the many things,

we didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,

as much as I love you,

and each time that you think of me,

I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,

please try to understand,

that an Angel came and called my name,

and took me by the hand,

and said my place was ready,

in heaven far above,

and that I'd have to leave behind,

all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,

a tear fell from my eye,

for all life, I'd always thought,

I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,

so much yet to do,

it seemed almost impossible,

that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,

the good ones and the bad,I thought of all the love we shared,

and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,

just even for awhile,

I'd say goodbye and kiss you

and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,

that this could never be,

for emptiness and memories,

would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,

I might miss come tomorrow,

I thought of you, and when I did,

my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,

I felt so much at home.

When God looked down and smiled at me,

from His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,

and all I've promised you".

Today for life on earth is past,

but here it starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,

but today will always last,

and since each day's the same day,

there's no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,

so trusting and so true.

Though there were times you did some things,

you knew you shouldn't do.But you have been forgiven

and now at last you're free.

So won't you take my hand

and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,

don't think we're far apart,

for every time you think of me,

I'm right here, in your heart.

We work ourselves to the bone & when we die, they replace us.

#Quotes #2SentenceHorrorStories

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#TruthIs What someone else thinks about you is really none of your business

"Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing."

- August Wilson

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They say if you love something, you’ve got to let it go

And if it comes back, then it means so much more.

Fine if it never does, at least you will know,

That it was something you had to go through to grow.

Everyone dies, but not everyone gets to live

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