Hello there. I know its been a tough last seven months together. From unexpected you coming to stลuggles of hiding, for praying that everyone wont have a hard time acceptinf you, from happiness , from luckiest days, from taking care good care of each and everyone, for making our lil wishez came true. Now we know you are a Baby Girl. I'm browsing the net, for possible names and i found aubrielle. Sounds great, sounds new and has a strong meaning on. I choose Audrielle and decided to give you a nickname of Audi. From a luxury car Audi the rings. You've been soo strong, talagang gusto mo mabuhay. Talagang you really shown me whenever i told you, keep Naynay feeling well. Please. And You too never fail me. I might be weak, paranoid and full of negativity bec you came at no perfect time. Wherein Naynay has to find a good job first as my priority and save money in return of my failed investments. But you cannot help yourself growing bigger and bigger so i ended up giving up. And let everything in Gods hands. But eventually, another failure when daddy lost his job, failed on his abroad applications not once but twice. I dont know where to get penny, to support your nutrients, monthly check up, healthy food intake and some other things. Which i only have twenty pesos and few coins on my wallet. Your daddy has few sideline but not enough for us. Naynay needs to endure the tiredness and pain just to do the chores since we re residing at thier house. Bec when Naynay get laze, you know what 's going to happen. I always told you to endure everything till it last. And we get it done. Sorry for everything lil Audi. Sorry for blaming you at times that were struggling and wish you to go. But dont you remember the time I had blood cloating? I cant even fall asleep nor keep calm. I just wanted to hear your heartbeat. I just staring at nowhere with anxious mind. I'm happy your okay after a series of check up. Another thing is that it dissapoint me when they told us you were a girl when i loved to have a boy as my dreams shown me. But i know God has a plan giving me a princess which exactly well Im hoping looking like Uncles and PapaLo. I know you were freaking stress as Im too, with lots of things.. but hey! The world is full of it. Has lots dose of it when you start walking on surface. I want you to be noble and stronger and beautiful just like what you name means. I will learn a lot in you when you start growing. You will definitely help me in molding myself and keep me on track bec there will be no reason to give up in all means since you are around this time . The last two months of being you inside, makes me feel excited, anxious again but enjoyinh. I want to enjoy every bit of it since i will never had this freedom when you finally here. I have lots of kasalanan in you. Instead of being stronger sometimes i used to drown myself. I love you my Lil Audi. Im very sorry. There's no other way around to not welcome you here. See i have collected some photos and memories for you to browse when you get old. And i have organized a simple gender reveal for you to feel that everyone is excited for you. I know you will never fail Naynay and Daddy. Whatever you want in life, go after it. This is a very adventurous world but i know you can make it. I believe your wit can bring you elsewhere good. You are our lucky charm and a jewel. Did I said it all? ๐ more to go.. -Naynay
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