Being aware of my North Node has made me really aware of what I should be doing. 10th House Gemini North Node (conjunct Chiron). I interpret this as speaking or communicating to the public should be where I focus my energy and I should be doing this as a career. As I sit here readying to revise my resume again, I had a thought: maybe I'm not getting call backs for jobs because I'm not supposed to have a regular job. I'm supposed to be creating content of the creative things that I do and talking about my life. And I know that I'm supposed to be doing it because it's what feels most uncomfortable. Blah.