Devi

if i post on social media or am active on there but don't reply when you reach out just leave me be. there is no need to double or triple text or call me like plz i need some time to myself. let me breathe. i want to bed rot and do nothing for once because i'm always busy surrounded by people. my brain is tired. alone time is so rare nowadays i intend to relish every bit of it while i can.

someone said “who’s most likely to be famous?” at a party for a game (mind you i don’t know these people at all) and majority of them pointed to me??? i was like huh why would you say that i’m so confused? and they said you have such positive energy really you’re so warm, kind, and energetic and you’re working on being an influencer so it’s genuinely giving the energy of someone who can make it big

we were hiking today. it got really steep with rocks and i said “i don’t know if i can let this support go” so my guy coworker (he’s married and a gentleman) said “let me be your rock instead” and extended his hand. i took it and he guided me down but damn bitch that simple ass act reminded me of my ex. to be supported and taken care of even when you least expect it is a blessing and so rare to find. i haven’t found it again.

2 day cycle is insane wtf did i do to deserve this hell