Good news, bad news, and then bad news again.
Good news: I finally worked up the courage to restore and check if Hellbound was still intact, after that disaster where I lost a huge chunk of Cybernecrosis. No part of Hellbound is missing, I can pick up exactly where I left off.
Bad news: I worked a little on Cybernecrosis and sadly I still found the missing sections largely demotivating. I pushed forward on the parts of Blue's route I hadn't already written, until that became too depressing as I couldn't stop thinking about how I've had to go back eventually and redo what was lost, and how I'd really liked what I'd written before, which is now gone forever. So I guess I'm still mourning that a little bit.
And the second bad news: I'm sick lol. I have been for the past 4 days, I called out of work and have been focused on resting. I've got one more day of rest before I try to go back to work and I'm really hoping I'll be pretty much better by then. But that's why I'm still not any more productive.
All this to say, I'm going to be slowly pushing forward on Hellbound, I'm making a small attempt while I'm home sick, and I'll see where I get. I'm giving Cybernecrosis a small rest until the sting has lessened.