All Of Me

im done playing games. really i never was. tumblr is just where i come when im bored or want inspiration from my previous stuff. stop talking about wrong this and that. you know and knew better. leave it alone.

repentance without shame. is what? idk

the weakest link. a women.

i care not about truths that come out after concern or confrontation.

my page my page my page. trust me i still feel it all and maybe too much. i turned nothing down, well…maybe some things but i still feel.

i dont care about any of the typos or to even go back and fix them

the is no glory to those who live as victims.

love means nothing to me, not like it did when i was younger at least. i think love is found in loyalty, honesty and trust. you can give the crowd the greatest speech, you can make them all cry but what use is this recognition? recognize your faults, not everyone needs to be demonized. i saw the words that “expired” and my energy left with it too. bigger things or not, its not the time and even if it was i still couldn’t justify it.

its never worth it. it never was. it was a lesson. my error was not clarifying that this page is for all my thoughts, the real ones and the ones i make up when i feel like writing. i am nothing near greatness when it comes to publishing but i too create characters for the sake of the storyline. all my words and poetry has been this was from the beginning. not everything is real and not everything has a personal message. my second error is forgetting you still had the same eyes that remembered this page existed. for the longest time i just liked the aesthetic and idk how you even stumbled here and why it notified me. its all so odd. this is wrong. now you got yout back? after I didn’t feed the fuel to the fire. i remeber it all. the past that you exposed to the world in a drifting car with previous employees. its not fun but the resentment was worth it. keep your words to yourself, i know that’s what your thinking and neither one of us owes the other anything. i repented a long long time ago now but Subhanallah how one weak link was the downfall. the reason i will never turn back.

we can’t catch up on all those past years. its not possible in the ways we remember. we’ll find our love in the sky.

this feels like nothing. no pain. no nothing. it just is. like those stupid ghost photoshoots people used to do. we’re all just ghosts aren’t we at this point. your youth is more important than mine, i have been sacrificing my happiness for a long time and somehow it works. you can take a few sick days and rebuild yourself and your health but ultimately it works and i will never feel like any progress is being made unless i am in the corner beating myself up and i love it and i wouldn’t have it any other way.

oh what i would give for just one last debate during legal studies.