the grudge by olivia rodrigo really hits differently when you experience first hand how to be cheated, on how to felt betrayal when you least expected it, on how the surprised crush your soul because the person who promise you forever leave you and hurted you without a valid reason.
i have moved on from what happened to me, i’m now in a loving relationship that makes me grow and have blanketed me with security, but sometimes, when i heard this song playing on my playlist, i can’t help but reminisce what happened 4 years ago. i guess it’s true that you can forgive but you wouldn’t forget.














