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the grudge by olivia rodrigo really hits differently when you experience first hand how to be cheated, on how to felt betrayal when you least expected it, on how the surprised crush your soul because the person who promise you forever leave you and hurted you without a valid reason.

i have moved on from what happened to me, i’m now in a loving relationship that makes me grow and have blanketed me with security, but sometimes, when i heard this song playing on my playlist, i can’t help but reminisce what happened 4 years ago. i guess it’s true that you can forgive but you wouldn’t forget.

#spilled thoughts #heartbreak

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2 years with you still felt like an infinity of happiness and love. everyday, you show me a different versions of you. since the day we got back together, you fulfilled your promise to never break my heart for someone or something. you always put me first, always thinking about me. thank you for making me happy, for always kissing my cheek when i was down or depressed, for always holding my hand when i was scared and anxious and lastly, for always hugging me and cheering me up when i was down on my knees.

here’s to more years of celebrating our anniversary. i’m glad that i give our love second chance because it was all worth it! 😘

i often feel like napag iiwanan na ako. my friends are already reaching and living their dreams, and i’m just here barely surviving the anxiety and review proper, but then i also realized that there is no competition in our journey. i should not let this feeling of jealousness and envy ruled me, because my time will come in God’s perfect timing. But then again, i’m marveled on things that i thought never possible, i remember my college days. . i’m really thinking that when i fail the board exam, i’ll just do field or office work because i was thinking that time that maybe nursing is not for me, but now looked what i had achieved. I’m now a Registered Nurse and i’m stationed to my dream station in college, i’m already living my parents dream and i’m achieving what i thought was not possible back then. I think it’s normal to feel behind, but I also think that it’s toxic if you keep on comparing your success and journey to everyone around you. So self, just think about this, it’s not easy getting there. You’ll face hurdles like everyone else, but know that once you get there everything will turn out to be perfect. Just be patient with your journey and pray that you can achieve what’s on your heart.

Hello tumblr! It's been a while. . I just drop by to say my hello. ingat always!

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funny are those people who promised shit to you like how they were impressed with the way you speak or how their ‘butterflies’ in their stomach gets excited when they saw you are the ones who’ll leave you in pain.

another thing is when you tried to reciprocate the energy that they’re giving because you don’t want their ‘efforts’ and ‘time’ to be put into waste. they’re just going to fuck it all for the reason that they already got what they want.

why did when you started to loosen up yourself it will create another chaos and nightmare? why is that when you’re making an attempt to avoid things that will hurt you it chase you as if you didn’t deserve to be happy? or somehow feel at ease?

it’s tiring and it’s fucking draining. the universe sometimes fucking knows how to drag someone into the depths of an ocean the moment you mastered the art of swimming upward the abyss.

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it almost took me a year and a half to move on you know? Looking back, i cant imagine i will feel this happiness and contentment that i've been longing since Lander and I broke up two years ago. I thought the emptiness inside me will stay with me forever and that is okay.

I remember praying at St. Jude Chruch at Mendiola Manila, begging and crying to take away the pain that i had been carrying. I remember begging Him to just kill me cause i cant, i just cant go on with my life anymore. I can see myself jumping at the apartment complex that i had been living for almost 6 months that time. I thought killing myself is the best option. It will take away the anxiety and fear that i had in taking the Nursing board exam, it will take away the pain Lander had cause me and most importantly, it will take away the disappointment my parents will give me once i fail them.

I never thought that i will come this far you know? I'm living my parents dream for me. I passed the board exam, i moved on and now after a year and a half, i met the man of my dreams. Funny how two years ago, i'm just imagining this. I never thought that He will answer my prayer. I thought when i passed the board exam, that is the end of it. Hindi pa pala. Nag u-umpisa palang sya and i'm glad that i didnt lose hope.

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John Jacob Matias — or Jack, as we fondly call him — is a 4th year medical student (junior intern) of Cagayan State University - College of Medicine.

Jack has one of the kindest hearts you'll ever know. He has become family to us as we went through the rigors and joys of medical school together.

It breaks our hearts as he was recently diagnosed with Non-Hodgkin Lymphoma (Follicular Type - Stage 3a). The fighter that he is, he already started with chemotherapy, even with the current circumstances, and will have to complete 8 sessions. Each session will cost approximately PhP 78,000. This is excluding other medical and professional fees. He will also undergo radiotherapy after completing his chemo, which will add to the already immense expenses.

Our class, Batch 2021 of CSU COM, is hereby knocking on your kind hearts to help our friend and his family with this impending financial burden. Any amount of monetary donation will surely go a long way in Jack's fight against cancer.

Help us in helping him.

You can send your donation thru:

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Hi everyone! Please help our batchmate! Kagroup ko din sya sa rotation and I swear mabait and magaling sya and I know that he is determined to win this fight.

If you want to confirm the info you can check the facebook post directly.

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John Jacob Matias — or Jack, as we fondly call him — is a 4th year medical student (junior intern) of Cagayan State University - College of

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we are in the middle of a crisis so i need 5 minutes or less of your time, kindly please pray for our frontliners! especially doctors, nurses, security guards, utilities etc. they badly need our prayers.

And donate if you will/can. Thank you from the bottom of my endocardium, chour!!!

me is tired, me is upset, me needs another set of ppe, me badly needs hazard pay huhu

i felt pretty that's why i'm posting mah pictures here hehe bless ur timeline bruh.

Thank you for your services done for the country.

You're welcome!! 💕

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If ever you personally know someone who is suspected to have a case of the virus, PLEASE do not spread their personal information. Their privacy should be protected at all cost to refrain from creating stigma and false information. This is also needed to value the safety of the patient and their family.

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Kindly please stop spreading information regards to confirmed covid patient. you can get sue because of that and also, hindi ka nakakatulong. :)

#covid-19 #privacy act

hi! how are things with ya? i know i've been MIA this past few months but i just want you to know that i'm okay and if you need me, i'm here- one chat away. anyways, stay safe everyone!! please always wash your hands, follow the rules, stay at home and be vigilant. love lots!!

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i'm ready, 2020 ✨happy new year guys!!

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sana ngayong pasko, maging crush tayo ng crush natin para naman masaya tayo sa pagpasok ng baong taon kaya naman chat nyo na ha wag ka na mahiya char. merry christmas everyone!! 💚

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on the other note, hindi lang yan ang pwedeng makapag pasaya sa pasko natin. enjoy and appreciate the time and effort our family put into this and yung mga simpleng regalo / kahit walang regalo dahil it's a blessing na buhay ka pa at nakakangiti at kasama mo ang pamilya mo. appreciate small things guys. have a fruitful holiday!!

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sana ngayong pasko, maging crush tayo ng crush natin para naman masaya tayo sa pagpasok ng baong taon kaya naman chat nyo na ha wag ka na mahiya char. merry christmas everyone!! 💚

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