Charles laughed at that, the way she was so skeptical and seemed to think he was a horrible person. The real Charles would absolutely hate that. With a shrug he said, βActuallyβ¦ and Iβm really sorry about this, but you can only eat ice chips for a couple hours because of the tubes we took out. Iβll get you some though.β He didnβt give her enough time to say anything to him before he was gone.
Charles had left her alone for maybe ten minutes. He realized he didnβt actually know where the nurses got the ice chips from, so he had to search for them. They ended up being in the family waiting room which made sense in hindsight. Charles filled three cups and went back to her room carrying them all in one hand. βYou canβt even drink water yet, you might vomit if you do.β
Fucking ice chips. Love frowned at the thought of not getting to enjoy a real meal, not having anything on her stomach for hours. She stared at the wall as she waited for the passenger to return, wondering how much this was going to end up costing her. She couldnβt afford medical bills and there was no way that she wanted to rely on her father for itΒ β maybe Jewels was an option again. A necessary one.
β... Seriously? Maybe you shouldβve let me just die, then,β the ghel said, holding her hand out to accept one of the cups. The movement was much more painful that she anticipated. Shit.
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Ridley knew that Love would freak out about his missing arm, so he chain-smoked on the way back to his apartment and let the toxins settle in his lungs just as a sedative for what was to come. He could get another arm, perhaps even a better one, but of course he had to run interference before he could even dream of making it to a repair shop. He quietly entered the apartment, hoping they were both asleep as he removed a half-finished cigarette from between his lips and discarded it in the ashtray by the door.
Love
Love was worried sick about Ridley going out to confront the bolug. So much could happen β right down to her own death if anything happened to him. So she stayed awake as long as she could, crashing on the couch when she couldnβt stay up any longer. The smell of smoke startled her slightly, her body instinctively going into fear of a fire. βB-Babe?β She asked, not awake enough to process what she said.
Ridley
Ridley's eyes flickered up whenever he heard Love call out, unsure whether or not he should process that nickname as his own - but, well, no one else had been in his apartment aside from her father. Who else could it be? "Hey," he said. "Sorry. I didn't mean to wake you up."
Love
Love yawned, stretching her arms over her head. βSβOkay. Come over here,β she said, starting to sit up.
Ridley
Ridley was hoping that his jacket would keep disguising his missing arm for as long as possible, slowly making his way over to Love and sitting beside her. "You all good?"
Love
Love instantly moved her head into his lap, letting out an anxious sigh as she made herself comfortable. βI worried about you. A lot.β
Ridley
He placed a hand in her hair and worked his fingers through the dark strands carefully. "I'm fine. There was nothing to worry about."
Love
βAre you sure?β She asked, letting tiredness kick in. βWhat happened?β
Ridley
"We just had a scrap, really. Nothing remarkable. I think he might stay away from your dad's ship for a while, though."
Love
βTake your jacket off, itβs too warm in here for that,β Love insisted, looking up to him. She always liked it warmer anywhere she went β it reminded her of her home. βIβm glad youβre not hurt.β
Ridley
"Nah, I don't get hot." Ridley said, clearing his throat. "Yeah. I'm good. Is your dad doing alright?"
Love
βWell, youβre home. Take it off,β she replied, playfully tugging at his sleeves. βHeβs doing okay. Weβre both doing okay.β
Ridley
"It's fine," he insisted with a quiet laugh. "That's good. I'm glad."
Love
βIf you loved me you would take it off,β she laughed. βGood thing we have a trusty kitchen droid to keep us alive.β
Ridley
Ridley glanced away self-consciously. "It's just a jacket, Love," he said. "Oh, yeah. What would you ever do without me?"
Love
βThen itβs no problem,β Love said, perking up in her suspicion. βI donβt know. Iβd die. Thatβs for sure.β
Ridley
"Definitely. Both of you would. But alas, I'm your savior."
Love
βMy savior, hah.β Love sat up slowly, wrapping her arms around him in a hug. It was there that she realized something was off. β... T-Take off your jacket.β
Ridley
"Really? It's comfortable," Ridley said, keeping one arm secure around her.
Love
βN-No, take off your jacket. Now,β Love insisted, moving one of her hands to feel under the jacket.
Ridley
Ridley let out a huff before surrendering and shrugging off his jacket, exposing his missing arm.
Love
βWhat β what ha-β she started, covering her mouth as she started to feel immediately nauseous. βWhat β β
Ridley
"It's not a big deal," he said immediately. "I can get a new one."
Love
βItβs a big deal!! Thatβs β thatβs your arm!β she exclaimed, pulling back from him. βDid that thing do that to you?! What else did he do?!β
Ridley
"Yeah, he did," he admitted, rubbing between his eyes. "That's all, I swear. I drank some blue blood before I got here and I patched it up, I can get a new one for cheap."
Love
βWhat β what if he killed you?β Β she asked quietly, starting to shake. The ghel stood up from the couch, suddenly very awake and very stressed. β... You couldβve killed me. You couldβve β you couldβve killed me. Because you β you just had to go after him.β
Ridley
βHe couldnβt have killed me. If I shut down someone wouldβve found me and brought me to a repair center,β he said. βHey. Calm down. Iβm fine.β
Love
βUnless he broke whatever keeps you you, and then youβre just β youβre not you anymore,β Love insisted. βI donβt lo- uh, look at other droids like I look at you. Thatβs β stars.β
Ridley
βLook, I survived. You donβt have to worry about the what-ifs. Itβs just an arm and I can get a new one.β
Love
βShut up!β Love said. βYouβre β youβre going to end up killing me one day! Because youβre so dumb!β
Ridley
Ridley let out a sigh, "C'mon. Don't be overdramatic. Once I finish this last job then I'll never have to go to Sevian again."
Love
βYou say this like youβre going to live some normal life after that,β Love said, heading back to the couch to grab her blanket.
Ridley
"I'll try my best to," he said and reached out with his still intact arm, grasping her wrist gently. "Don't be mad. Or β or be mad but don't shut me out over this."
Love
βI can be mad all I want,β she said, tugging her arm. βYou did something so-so stupid! I have every right to shut you out because of this.β
Ridley
"I was just trying to defend your dad," he replied. "And I did! I shot the damn thing twice."
Love
βYou didnβt defend him, you went out looking to kill it! Thatβs not the same!β Love said, before pausing. β...Did you kill it?β
Ridley
"... No, I didn't. I mean, I might've. I didn't stick around to check if he was dead for sure."
Love
βSo you mightβve just pissed him off even more. And youβre down an arm and, ugh! I-I hate you! You made it worse!β
Ridley
Ridley sighed, then relented, figuring it was better for her to release her anger rather than be the subject of passive aggression for weeks to come β although that was still very much a risk.
Love
Love finally yanked her arm out of his hold, looking at him with teary eyes. This got so out of hand. She wished she never met him. βI think β I think Iβm going to ask Papa to take us out of Avalon tomorrow morning.β
Ridley
"What?" Ridley said in momentary disbelief, "That'sβ" Then he remembered what the bolug had said about destroying Avalon, and he knew that he should've protested but he couldn't find it in him to. "... If- If that's what you want."
Love
βI think thatβs what I need,β she said, despite knowing the effects it was going to have on her body.
Ridley
"Okay, um... Then you should go." he said, avoiding her gaze.
Love
Love nodded. βIn the morning. Iβll just β Iβll let my father sleep before we have a big day.β
Ridley
"I'll help you," he offered. "If the bolug's there, you'll need my help."
Love
βNo. No, you β you stay here,β she denied. βI donβt need any more of your help.β
Ridley
"C'mon. You're both in rough shape still. You need it."
Love
βAnd youβre missing an arm, Ridley! Youβre in rough shape. Take care of yourself.β
Ridley
"I can get an early appointment in at the repair shop tomorrow and be good as new!"
Love
βNo!β Love snapped, trying to push past the sadness on her tone. βI donβt want you there! Itβs going β itβll make it harder!β
Ridley
"... Okay," he surrendered. "I'll... I'll stay here, then."
Love
Love nodded, her lip quivering as she teared up. She hated this. βYou better. Or Iβll never talk to you again,β she replied.
Ridley
"Okay," he repeated. "I hear you."
Love
βTh-Thank you,β she said, walking away from him slowly.
βYou can.β Envy didnβt like when people hid their feelings, or tried to push them down. As an entity when he wasnβt attached to a body, he wasnβt able to emote. He wasnβt able to feel and that made him envious. Envy wanted her to feel rage and despair because she could and she deserved to. βEven if heβs beating himself up for it you have a right to be upset too. You were attacked, Love, beat so bloody bad you flat lined. Maybe youβre not mad at him, maybe just the fact that it happened at all. You can be angry, you should be furious.β It wouldnβt help him at all, and he wasnβt entirely sure why he even went off on a rant about it.
βAhβ¦ sorry. I got carried away. Listen, you should get some rest Iβve talked your ear off enough. Do you need me to grab anything for you? Normally Iβd send in a nurse, but I donβt mind.β Envy was annoyed with himself for even trying to help her, he didnβt have to be nice to her anymore. He finished his job and let Charles complete the surgery, he was done now.
βI know. I know all of that happened, Charles,β she said, looking at him uncomfortably.Β βIβm... Iβm really upset it happened. I wish it didnβt.β
The ghel looked at him with confusion, wondering why he was so willing to do anything for her. Any vibe she got from him back at Jewels just made her think he was selfish and self-serving, more than anything else.Β βCan...Can I eat? Or do I have to starve?β
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βOkay, so maybe twice or three times is enough for me to consider it annoying.β Envy raised both eyebrows in surprise,Β βYouβd think your droid wouldnβt be busy doing something else while youβve got a client over.β He didnβt feel like walking on glass now that Charles was packed away.
βThat person went into your home and attacked you and your security, I donβt think it should be considered murder.β Love was too delicate, he thought, for working outside of Jewels. So maybeβ¦ even though he didnβt care about her at all, he could offer her a place there again, just in case she was feeling vulnerable. Not now though, for now heβd wait. βGood thing it takes a lot to kill a droid, huh?β
βI-I know... he made a mistake, thatβs all,β Love replied, frowning. It was a struggle, knowing that Ridley left her long enough to be literally killed before she was thankfully brought back by him. βHe beat himself up over it... I canβt be upset.β
βYou know how the cops are with droids. They look at someone wrong and itβs the end of the line for them,β she said, coughing slightly as she talked too much.Β β... Y-Yeah. Good thing.β
βHonestly? I wouldnβt have if they didnβt come up to me personally bitchinβ about you being gone every night I went in. If I wasnβt there, theyβd ask my manager what happened. Itβs just easier for me to not deal with it. You swore youβd be safe, so I didnβt think anything of it.β Charles, or Envy rather since Charles had been packed away now, didnβt care about Love. Didnβt care to lie to her either. He was pissed at her, sure, but a little happy she got what he warned her about too. Envy had moved on now and was on the hunt for a new best girl. When she said the problem client was dead, he wasnβt surprised.
βShould be.β he locked eyes with her, βDidnβt deserve to live after what he did.β It was just a fact to Envy, it wasnβt meant to sound as devoted to her as it came out. βYour droid okay too?β
βThey didnβt demand me that much,β Love said, shaking her head through her discomfort.Β βI was safe, my droid was just busy for the moment.β And tortured the client to death, from what he had explained to her.Β
βI donβt know... murder isnβt really my thing,β she admitted.Β βHeβs fine. Johnny just stabbed nicked his ribcage in the fight, heβs okay.β
Charles tilted his head in question, but continued checking her vitals in silence only talking when he gave her instructions to follow. Look here, follow my pen, etc. Finally, when he was done he sighed and rubbed his face. βThank you for cooperating. Itβs going to take your lungs a bit of time to heal. Iβll get you anΒ incentive spirometer to assist.β
Charles looked down, somewhat ashamed, βItβs possibleβ¦β He knew that wouldnβt be enough, so he explained further, βI was trying to help you get started by sending a few of your regulars. I didnβt think any of them would be violent.β It was only a half truth. That night, that particular client was kicked out for causing problems. βIf I could have known beforehand, I wouldnβt have sent any of them.β
Love followed his instructions quietly, not speaking to him out of discomfort.Β
I was trying to help you get started by sending a few of your regulars. βWh-Why would you do that?β Love asked, trying to figure out why he would do that. Who gave their competition clients? And of all clients, it had to be Johnny? The nastiest man hellbent on having her fall in love with him? For play?Β βHeβs... heβs dead now.β
βIf itβs all the same to you, Love, Iβve like to make sure everything is fine myself.β Charles rolled to the side of her bed and put the stethoscope in his ears, βMay I?β Without waiting for her answer, he placed the chest piece above her breast bone. βDeep breaths, love.β
βI want a different doctor... I donβt trust you,β she said, uncaring that he placed the diaphragm on her chest. He deserved to hear her voice blaring in his ears.Β Finally she conceded, however, taking painful deep breaths for the doctor.Β βDid you send him to my home?β The ghel assumed he knew that it was a client she had back at Jewels that did this to her, figuring that it was him that sent him her way.
βI just own Jewels, Love.β Charles chuckled and turned around to grab a rolling chair so he could sit next to her bed. βIβm your doctor. Itβs just coincidence they took you here and not my old hospital.β To prove he was telling the truth, he removed his badge and passed it to her so she could have a closer look. βI need to check and make sure everything is okay.β
Love weakly accepted the badge, trying not to look outwardly horrified about it. He was her doctor? He was her actual doctor? Her eyes tried to focus on the badge, the sedatives in her system making it much harder than she anticipated.Β βI... I β Iβm fine.β
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It was a surprise for Charles when she was rushed in, but he didnβt have time to dwell on the coincidence. They had a lot of work to do fixing her up. He wasnβt the only surgeon in the room, but he did request to be the one sheβd talk to when she woke up. Whether it was the Passenger ready to gloat, or just Charlesβs concern, they were there when she woke up.
βThatβs good news!β Charles said with a smile as he pulled up the tablet with all of her medical information. He quickly entered the time and date along with some other notes before setting it back in itβs original place. He walked around the bed, unsure of how sheβd take the news that he was her doctor, βMay I check a few things now youβre awake?β
β’
Love felt like she was going to have a heart attack the moment she saw her boss. No, former boss. Shit. Why was he here? Especially when she was in a situation like this?
βWhyΒ ββΒ why do you need to check anything? IβmΒ β Iβm not coming back to work,β she said, the beeps of her heart rate increasing.
Ever since she was escorted out of the surgery, Love was horribly groggy. She remembered Ridley and her father being there, she remembered the droid questioning her to her newfound fifth band on her wrist.... and she remembered admitting to Rune that she loved Ridley.Β A nightmare. It was a relief when they were finally escorted out, although the cold and quiet hospital room was starting to get to her.
Pain medication had been pumped into her system the second they were able to, making every move and word groggy and miscalculated half the time. Shit. She heard the door open, likely a doctor or a nurse to see if she hadnβt died from her healing lung yet.Β βIβm awake,β she slurred, tilting her head to see who was coming in.
It didnβt make any sense to Charles because even if the droid was there all the time. Droids, despite some being sentient, were still machines with code and could be hacked just like people with cyber implants. The passenger inside wanted him to react violently, to yell at her and force her to stay, but Charles (unaware of itβs presence) assumed they were just intrusive thoughts. Maybe he was just jealous, or sad because he wouldnβt see her every time he came in anymore.
Wrath was boiling up inside of him and his jaw ticked, but he turned away from her so she couldnβt see it. Despite the protests inside, he still managed to say, βIβll miss you, you know?β Then added softly as an afterthought, βI just wish you would stay.β
It would be a lie for her to return the sentiment, to say that she would miss him too. But no, the only people sheβd miss in that place would be her co-workers.Β βI just canβt. I hope you understand,β she said, wondering if she should acknowledge him missing her.Β βIβm sure youβll get some girls that will make as much money as me. Itβs a big city, there are plenty of ghel girls around.β
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βI understand, Love.β It was a lie, he really didnβt understand. Bringing clients to her own home seemedβ¦ actually a lot more dangerous for her. Sure, someone was killed in the next room here, but that wasnβt one of his jewels. He attempted a smile, but behind that crocodile smile was enough rage and despair to fill this entire building. βBut donβt you think itβs a little reckless bringing clients home? Theyβll know where you sleep at night, effectively putting you in harmβs way twenty-four seven.β
βI understand the risks,β Love said, crossing her legs slowly.Β βI have a droid ββ if I understand correctly, heβs willing to stay around all day for protection. I just need enough time to save money to leave the Slums. Then it wonβt be a problem. I promise. I appreciate your concern.β
She stood up from the bed, courage far from building as she approached him.Β βThank you, Charles. Really. For helping me get on my feet here in Avalon.β
βOut of home?β That made her leaving so much worse if she was still going to directly impact his business. Everything in Charles told him to stand up straighter and frighten her into submission, but Charles only walked closer to her and leaned against the wall. βI really wish you would stay, tell me what I can do to make you change your mind.β
βI know, Iβm sorryΒ ββΒ itβs just... I donβt feel safe here, I already have someone working as protection as soon as I start. It just is going to work out better that way,β Love said, standing her ground as best as she could. She couldnβt deny the stress as he approached her. βI hope you understand.β