it’d had been a while since suguru had left. you thought that you’d get used to it eventually, the feeling of being thrown to the side, like you didn’t matter to him. even after all the things you guys had done together. all the missions, all the late nights spent talking till it was time to get ready for your first class together. studying for upcoming exams, sparring together until you couldn’t get up anymore. waking up early to force him to do your hair. it was all things you could never forget. those were memories that made you feel like you were discarded like it wasn’t a second thought. the moment shoko called you and said that she’d had found him, you were conflicted. did you want to even see him? you thought that remembering the moments that you’d shared with him were enough to fufill the hole in your heart. but you know seeing him would make that hole unbearable, and unable to be filled. but you couldn’t help yourself when you ran to the exact location she told you. and the moment you and him made eye contact, you knew it wasn’t the suguru you’d spent all that time with. it was someone completely different, and that thought of him throwing you away suddenly disappeared. then filled with the feeling of sorrow because you’d lost the suguru geto you’d grown to know and love.















