Ramadan began on the New Moon, for which I intended to participate, but for private reasons I could not partake in the first week.
So here I am getting ready to kick things back into gear and hop right back into Ramadan, then this rising (AM) my head was a complete clutter. Clutter of (which I hate to admit) defeating thoughts. But to align with my journey, I am choosing the transparent route, as to not take away from the lessons and growth that I hope the Universe might help me uncover during this Radical 6.
Radical 6 is the first 6 months of 2021. In these 6 months I will (or have been) be making radical changes in my life that get me to places in my mind and spirit where I can unlock its’ mysteries. Unlocking these doors (and sometimes prison cells) require mental and spiritual health and strength, because who knows if you’re going to be faced with wonderful epiphanies or unaddressed trauma. SO this Radical 6 is a mix of discipline, a trip into the far dimensions of the soul, and complete self-love.
I’ve learned to counter these thoughts safely by reverting back to methods that have helped me crawl out of the same or similar thoughts in the past. Most recently, I have been doing a lot of reading under the sun. And on one of these days I was reading about Interconnectedness. So today I grabbed my book and continued reading... What a saving grace.
Let me be real, my defeating thoughts were things pertaining to the superficial ideals that really do not resonate with who my being is on Earth during this lifetime. Society and media will reel you in to start questioning the dumbest things: your status/popularity, financial wealth by any means, your body, latest fashion, trends, your degrees, etc.
“Interconnectedness” brought me back to MY reality and out the Matrix. All these superficial ideals were meant to divide us and keep us from really understanding our true self, as a whole People. Majority live by these standards (illusions) and end up not having a chance to tap into their power they naturally have because they have been slaving to attain the power they think they have to earn from “Superiors”. Why though? To sit superior to others? That means there is a gap; a lack of connectedness. This is dangerous in a world where we all deep down are searching for connections.
Interconnectedness; Consciousness is a singular of which the plural is unknown. There is only one thing, and that which seems to be a plurality is merely a series of different aspects of this one thing, produced by a deception, the Indian ‘maya’, as in a gallery of mirrors.
Soon after, my mind flooded with memories of short events that affirmed that I was back on track. Things started “clicking”. Does this every happen to you? You become clear-minded then all of a sudden you see ALL the connections and how those connections are even connected to you. Yeah, you are THAT powerful that Universe will orchestrate a beautiful symphony, one-of-a-kind, just to get a message to you; just to bring you TO BE. To be, or not to be.
Interconnectedness is really my theme for this Radical 6 period. And even when days are not as ideal as other days, you can be your own catalyst of change. Days/present no longer have to be ruined or defeating. Being mindful of your choices and POWER is your key to these locked doors.
This is how mystical the Universe is. I was met with an internal conflict and with some mindfulness on my part, the Universe, the Most High matched my efforts and help me lead myself out. Affirming moments:
1. I came across Synchronic last night (this movie deals with past, present, and future existing as one, shattering the illusion of time as a linear series of events).
2. Heard this on the internet: “ScienTISTS may tell you God is not real, but SCIENCE does not tell us that.”
3. Starting Ramadan, inward examination of where I am and where I want to be.
So IDK who needs to hear this (other than myself), do not let the UNnatural standards of society corrode your celestial nature of living. It is ALL an illusion and there is a much bigger masterpiece happening all around us.
...Let me know if this ever happens to you!
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