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Chapter I: The White Banner

The valley opens before them like a wound.

From the window of her carriage, Y/N watches the world shift. From snow-thick ridges to slow green plains, from the iron silence of Astren’s mountains to the low hum of Valmont’s living land. The carriage wheels hiss against the earth, throwing up dust that gleams pale under the late sun. Behind her, the procession moves like a silver artery through the heart of Elyria. Soldiers in frost-blue armor, banners strung high, horses armored in glass and steel.

The Gravenap River snakes beside them, wide and languid, glinting as if the gods themselves have scattered coins across its surface. She presses her hand against the windowpane, the glass cool against her skin. The water shimmers. So much land. So much sky. In Astren, the sky is small, boxed by mountain teeth, always grey and always waiting to snow.

She has lived all her life caged in its spine. Now the world opens, and she can barely breathe.

She wants to step out. To feel the grass give under her heels, to kneel beside the water and let it chill her fingers. To smell earth instead of the constant coal-burn of war. But the thought withers as quickly as it comes.

This is not a journey of wonder. It is a march of strategy.

The white banner fluttering from their lead carriage is not surrender. It is leverage. Her father’s calculated trick. After the fall of Veridia and the grain fires that follow, Valmont burns heavier than Astren ever did. Their veins run on iron and industry, and now those veins are clogged with ash. Astren extends peace, but peace is never the endgame. It is a pause. A reloading.

“You are not their equal,” her mother whispers that morning as the carriage doors close. “You are their advantage.”

Her robes reflect that decree. Fitted Astren silk the color of moonlight, threaded with the silver veins of the northern mines. The sleeves taper into rings of chainmail lace. A scholar’s collar, a strategist’s cinch. Not a gown for grace but for presence. Even her crown, a thin circlet of blue iron, is shaped to look unbreakable.

The wind changes. The land shifts again. Valleys become ridges and ridges become walls. And there, like a beast rising from mist, Valmont emerges.

Solarys. 

The capital is a fortress built of shadow and pride, spires of black iron clawing into the sky, gilded edges catching firelight. Smoke curls from distant chimneys where their great factories still burn through the night. Even miles away, the air is thicker, richer, warmer and alive with something she can’t name.

It smells of meat and baked bread, of wine and wealth. Of people who still believe they cannot fall.

And yet, beyond the banners, beyond the golden lion rearing on crimson cloth, are the streets. The real Valmont.

Beggars huddle by the outer walls, faces sunken and red from the smog. Mothers whisper prayers. Children stare at their silver carriages with blank eyes. Soldiers pace the lines between them, young men with soot on their cheeks, the kind who have seen too many winters at war.

So this is Valmont. The kingdom of gold that bleeds black.

Their delegation halts before the gates. Thirty riders in Astren armor gleam beneath the ghostlight. The white banner of truce billows above their heads, caught in the warm wind that smells of rot and roses.

The gates do not open.

Y/N sits still, pulse quiet but eyes alert. The soldiers on the ramparts watch back, grim, bloodstained and suspicious. The kind of silence that sits before a blade falls.

Then—

A horn blows from above, low and terrible, rolling across the valley. The sound makes her jump, heart tightening in her chest.

The gates begin to part. Iron scrapes against stone, slow as a draw of breath. Beyond it, a city unfolds. Gold roofs, obsidian towers, banners snapping in the wind.

She has heard stories of Valmont all her life. Most of them are ugly.

A kingdom built on arrogance. A monarchy that worships itself. And a prince, the one they call the Lion’s Heir.

Kylian.

She has heard of his victories, his women, his temper. How he fights without armor. How his laughter can curdle a room. How he never loses, not because he is lucky, but because he is ruthless.

And yet, she tells herself, stories are what enemies write to make sense of their fear.

Still, as the white banner trembles above her carriage and Valmont’s black gates yawn open to receive her, she feels that fear thread through her like a quiet current.

War is not at their front door. It sleeps somewhere distant, under the mountains, whispering in the smoke. But she can feel it, the way one feels thunder before it breaks.

The banner ripples, bright against Valmont’s crimson sky, white and fragile, a lie dressed as peace.

And beneath it, the enemy’s heir waits.

The road into Solarys is a climb. A slow, dizzying ascension from the soot-streaked gates to streets paved with gold dust and carved marble.

As the Astren delegation moves through the capital, Y/N sits poised within the carriage, her gaze flicking between the passing faces. Merchants in embroidered robes, women with gilded necks, soldiers in polished armor that catches the sun like mirrors.

The higher they rise, the more beautiful it becomes. She cannot deny that.

Valmont’s architecture is an empire’s boast: enormous, symmetrical, built to make anyone who enters feel small. Their bridges are lined with statues of lions; their fountains erupt in crystal plumes. Even the streets smell faintly of perfume and iron, like wealth has a scent of its own.

It is not Astren’s kind of beauty,  too decadent and too loud, but there is a genius in it. A genius that understands spectacle as power.

She admires that. And hates that she does.

Her carriage slows as the procession turns into a vast courtyard flanked by black columns and guarded by soldiers in scarlet uniforms. At the heart of it, a golden building rises from the stone, its dome gleaming against the late-afternoon sky, its doors tall enough to swallow giants.

The Solarys Grand Hall.The cradle of Valmont’s politics.

When the door opens, Y/N steps out, the soft clink of her robes marking her every move. Her boots touch the white marble. She adjusts her silver circlet and inhales, steadying herself.

From the balcony above, Kylian watches them enter.

Thirty of them, Astren’s chosen. Blue and silver against the gold of his father’s hall. Their movements precise, mechanical, as though even grace has been trained into them.

And then there is her. The princess.

He’s heard stories. The mountain prodigy, the blade behind her father’s throne. But stories never mention the way she carries silence like a weapon.

Her hair is pulled back and braided in the style of diplomats, exposing her face. Calm, sharp and unreadable. Her robe is fitted, cinched at the waist by a steel belt etched with Astren runes. No gown. No jewelry but the crown of silver on her head. She looks less like royalty and more like strategy made flesh.

Kylian leans against the rail, arms crossed. He watches her the way a hawk watches a rival’s falcon, intrigued by its beauty, but already calculating the fall.

She doesn’t look up. Not once. Not even when the golden doors close behind her.

At her parents’ sides, she walks forward, the picture of restraint and purpose. He glances at King Toniard and Queen Seraphine, joined at the hand, two halves of one rule. The image unsettles him. Two crowns on one head, and it feels unnatural.

He wonders, briefly, what his mother would have said. Then he shuts the thought down.

“Prince Kylian,” comes his father’s low voice beside him, breaking his gaze. “Our visitors are ready.”

Kylian straightens, adjusts his cuffs, and follows Laurent II down the dais stairs. The air is heavy with gold dust and perfume, the hall’s torches flickering on the polished marble.

The doors open into the Grand Hall.

Columns stretch like tree trunks, their roots gilded, their tops lost in shadow. On the far side rise the thrones, or rather, two. A massive chair of iron for King Laurent II, and beside it, a smaller seat where his son stands.

He is younger than she expects. And more dangerous.

Kylian Mbappé, the Lion’s Heir.

He has the face of someone who’s never been denied a thing in his life. All sculpted defiance and lazy arrogance, beauty honed into something almost weaponised. The kind of beauty that knows it is power. His skin is deep bronze, catching the light like tempered gold; his brows thick and sharply drawn, eyes dark and unwavering beneath them. A Nubian nose, full mouth, and dimples that appear when he smirks, not in softness, but in challenge, as though even charm could be sharpened into a blade.

He wears Valmont’s ceremonial uniform: a fitted tunic of black velvet embroidered with threads of crimson and gold. A lion sigil gleams at his breast, stitched in gold foil, the mark of his lineage. The high collar frames his neck like armor, his shoulders cut square beneath gilded pauldrons that glint under the torchlight. At his hip hangs an ornamental sword, sheathed, but speaking volumes, its hilt wrapped in red leather, its guard shaped like a lion’s jaw.

When he moves, the fabric whispers like smoke. Authority, ease, danger. All of it lives in the way he stands, in the slow precision with which he adjusts his cuff, as though the world has already bent to his rhythm.

When she bows, briefly and properly, his smirk deepens, a ghost of amusement at her restraint.

To him, it reads as pride. To her, it is discipline.

Valmont calls it arrogance because they do not understand control that doesn’t roar.

Her parents bow deeper. The mirrored courtesy is returned. Laurent’s gesture shallow, ceremonial.

When she lifts her gaze again, Kylian is still watching her. Not like royalty. Like a puzzle.

They gather at the round table.  A slab of obsidian with a golden sunburst stitched at its center. The delegation sits opposite, Valmont’s war council along the other side. The silence feels orchestrated, everyone waiting for the first blade to drop.

King Laurent II speaks first, voice deep and cold. “Queen Seraphine. King Toniard. Princess Y/N. Astren’s arrival is… unexpected.”

“We would not be here if the circumstances were not dire,” Seraphine answers smoothly. “Our interests, it seems, are no longer so separate.”

A ripple of murmurs moves through the chamber. Kylian’s jaw flexes.

“A ceasefire,” she continues, “to unite our forces against Eldorr. If they continue southward, none of us will survive their rise.”

Kylian leans forward, voice sharp. “And what would Astren offer us, besides talk and tinctures?”

The table goes still.

Y/N looks up, eyes narrow, lips curling just slightly. “Perhaps foresight,” she says. “Something Valmont has long lost.”

The silence thickens. Then Kylian laughs, low and easy, his fingers drumming the table. “Bold words for a mountain scholar.”

“Bold enough to cross the border you could not defend,” she replies, tone steady as ice.

The chamber holds its breath. Even her father’s glance is a warning but Y/N does not lower her eyes.

Kylian’s smirk falters just slightly. For the first time, she sees it, the glint of surprise. He likes the challenge.

Laurent II raises a hand. “Enough,” he says, though his mouth hints at amusement. “The princess speaks with her mother’s wit. But this hall is not for sparring.”

“It seems your son disagrees,” Seraphine says calmly, and the Valmont council’s composure cracks, a few gasps breaking through.

Kylian’s jaw sets. Y/N’s gaze doesn’t move.

It is war, quiet and exquisite. A duel fought not with swords but with sentences.

Her mother begins to outline Astren’s proposal, her father detailing the potential trade of resources. Grain for iron, intelligence for troops and still Y/N can feel his eyes on her. The weight of them, the way they trace her every word.

When she speaks of Eldorr’s ambition; “They may seem weak now, but with Veridia under their control, it is only a matter of time before they weld an army strong enough to ignite another century of war.”; She sees something shift in Laurent’s expression.

Doubt. Fear. Recognition.

Her words land like prophecy.

The conversation swells and falters, a tide of politics, pride, and hidden agendas. When Laurent II finally rises, the torches flare against his armor, and the chamber quiets. “We will continue this discussion,” he says, his tone almost warm, “once our guests have had time to see more of Valmont. Solarys is generous—you will find no shortage of hospitality.”

A dismissal dressed as grace.

The meeting is over.

The delegates stand. Chairs scrape against marble. The sound is like blades sheathing.

As Y/N turns to leave, she feels it again, the weight of his stare. She meets it this time. Holds it. Neither bows. Neither smiles.

Outside, the white banner flutters in the wind, pale and pure against the red sky and above, the black iron lions watch from their spires, patient for blood.

The corridors of Solarys breathe in gold. Every wall gleams like it’s been kissed by the sun itself, every column made with the stories of conquest and kings who believed their blood divine.

But it is quiet now. The echo of the Council still hums in the air. Words that tasted of threat disguised as diplomacy, smiles sharp enough to draw blood. The Astren delegation has been dismissed, escorted to the eastern wing of the palace. And yet, the tension remains, alive and unseen, pulsing through the marble veins of Valmont’s heart.

From the upper floor, Kylian follows. Not in step, not in shadow but close enough to feel the drag of her presence through the air.

He knows these halls better than his own reflection. He was raised in them, molded by their symmetry and silence. The palace is a cage lined with gold, and he its most gilded captive. And yet tonight, he walks it as if hunting something. Someone.

Below him, faintly, barely through the built vents and corridors, is her voice. Soft. Firm. Measured. Clipped, but not cruel. She thanks her servants. She commands without shouting. There’s a rhythm to her tone, a melody that suggests power wrapped in patience.

Then a phrase catches his ear. “…duels. Swordwork. The Valmont way.”

Kylian’s mouth curves. So she has teeth, after all. He should have known.

He changes wordlessly, trading silk for leather. The dark uniform of Valmont’s royal regiment fits snug, lined with quiet danger. Black and gold, his house colours, glinting faintly under the torchlight. He ties his gloves slowly, like a ritual.

Below, the princess has separated from her retinue. Her parents are led to tour the markets, the cathedrals, the performance halls but she drifts elsewhere. Her own curiosity guides her feet.

She moves through Solarys with quiet calculation, her gaze brushing over marble façades and gemstone fountains. Everything here gleams, too much, almost. The wealth is so loud it hums.

Beautiful, she admits to herself. But beauty has always been Valmont’s weapon. An empire built on spectacle, where power performs in plain sight.

It’s not to her taste. Astren’s architecture is colder, disciplined, crafted from mountains and frost. Their temples whisper instead of sing. But she can admire novelty, admire the arrogance it takes to build a palace so golden it blinds.

When the servant bows low before her, “Princess Y/N of Astren, your private courtyard is ready,” she nods, polite but distant. The weight of her black cloak trails softly behind her as she walks. Beneath it, a silver-white dress, simple and cut to precision, cinched at the waist, trailing at the tail. She looks less like a princess than a scholar preparing for knowledge. Her hair braided tight, no ornaments, no excess. Elegance reimagined as restraint.

She passes the training yard. Dozens of Valmont soldiers swing and clash, their swords catching sunlight like fire. It’s brutal, chaotic, powerful but graceless. They fight to destroy, not to endure. Astren soldiers are trained for precision. These are beasts of muscle and might. She watches, amused.

And unseen, from the high terrace above, Kylian watches her watching.

She walks into her private courtyard, where the air smells of steel and citrus oil. Archery targets line the far wall, velvet banners ripple softly in the breeze. The gold-framed windows above cast dappled light across the sanded ground. A single rack of black-feathered arrows waits for her.

She takes off her cape. The movement is slow, deliberate, she folds it neatly, places it aside. Her fingers glide over the bowstring, testing its tension. Her hair, once braided, she twists into a bun, revealing the sharp line of her neck.

Kylian hums under his breath. There’s a silence between them, the kind that exists when two predators circle from afar.

He doesn’t know what he expected. A pampered royal, maybe, soft from court life. But this — This is a woman made in steel and wit. A mind that cuts cleaner than a blade.

She draws. The first arrow whistles — thunk. Dead center. Then another. And another. Each one strikes clean through the last, until the wood splinters around the steel.

Kylian feels something stir, not admiration, not yet. Something older. Darker. The instinct of recognition.

He leans closer against the balcony rail and that’s when it happens.

In one breath, she turns. Draws. Releases.

The arrow slices through air, silent and perfect, and skims across his cheek. The sting is sharp. He inhales through his teeth. Blood beads, red against his skin.

When their eyes meet, there’s no surprise in hers. Only the faintest narrowing, a calculation completed.

“What manners,” she says, voice cool and precise, “to stalk a guest.”

He laughs under his breath. It comes out like a purr. “You noticed.”

“I noticed the arrogance long before the footsteps.”

He steps forward, down the staircase, each echo deliberate. The space between them closes. Not entirely, but enough for the air to thicken.

“Just making sure you’re not trouble,” he murmurs, that familiar smirk painting his mouth.

Her gaze flicks to the thin cut on his cheek. “Then you should look elsewhere. I’m not the one bleeding.”

He wipes the blood with his thumb, eyes never leaving hers. “And yet,” he says softly, “you aimed to miss.”

Their silence hums , sharp, electric and alive.

Two heirs. Two worlds. Two blades, drawn but not yet crossed.

And somewhere in the golden courtyard of Solarys, the first real battle begins  not with war, but with a look.

The courtyard holds its breath. Only the wind moves, brushing the banners, teasing a loose strand of her hair across her cheek, stirring the gold dust that clings to the marble floor like pollen.

Kylian takes another step forward. The sound of his boot against stone lands soft, deliberate. Almost a warning. Almost a promise. “So,” he says, voice low, edged with smoke and amusement. “Is there action to that pretty mouth of yours?”

Y/N’s eyes lift to his, steady, unflinching, though her pulse stirs beneath her skin. “I could have killed you,” she says, voice even, breath slow.

“Yet I’m still alive.” His mouth curves, slow and knowing, dimples cutting deep. “A mercy I won’t mistake twice.”

He draws a blade from the wall rack, the movement smooth, practiced, his shoulders rolling beneath black velvet, the fabric tightening over the hard lines of his arms. Then, without breaking her gaze, he tosses another toward her. It spins through the air, flashing silver, and lands upright in the sand at her feet.

The invitation is wordless. Intimate. A dare dressed as flirtation.

For a moment, neither moves. The silence between them hums, thick, electric, as if the air itself holds its tongue. His eyes drag over her slowly, taking inventory: the pulse in her throat, the shape of her hand on the hilt, the way her robes fit close at the waist before falling loose at the hips. Her gaze traces him in turn, broad chest, forearms corded beneath embroidered cuffs, the faint sheen of sweat at his temple.

Then she bends. Picks up the sword. It’s heavier than Astren steel, and the weight draws a quiet exhale from her chest. She adjusts, wrist flicking, grip tightening.

They begin to circle.

The space between them narrows with each step, measured, hungry. His blade glints; hers answers. Her breath catches once when he shifts his stance, light glancing off the line of his throat, the flex of muscle beneath his collar.

The first pass is verbal, barbs traded as easily as breath. “Tell me,” she murmurs, circling, eyes fixed on his. “Does Valmont train its heirs to talk their enemies to death?” “Only the ones too delicate to fight,” he returns, teeth glinting in the half-light.

Their swords meet. The sound rings, clean, sharp, intimate. Like struck glass.

Kylian fights like a storm, loud, precise, consuming. Each motion a declaration, each strike meant to claim space, breath, skin. He presses closer than he needs to, testing her. His heat catches her breath. The smell of steel, salt, and something darker, him, floods the air.

She meets him with patience. Grace sharpened to a point. Every parry a study in restraint, every movement an answer, not a retreat. Her hair slips from its braided bun; he watches it fall like a distraction, and she takes advantage, blade flashing near his ribs, drawing a hiss from his throat.

He feints left; she turns. He lunges; she sidesteps, her skirt whispering against the floor, fabric grazing his leg as she passes.

He grins, low and dangerous, chest rising faster now. She smiles back, quick, bright, like she’s just learned the rhythm of his pulse.

For a while, the world is only sound: The clash of steel. The rush of breath. The slow burn of two bodies learning each other by resistance.

Then she catches him, a flick of her wrist, a pivot of her hips, and suddenly his sword is half a second too slow. The air fractures. The world contracts.

The point of her blade finds his throat. Light pressure. Enough to make his pulse leap against steel.

Kylian stills. For a heartbeat, there is only that, her breath against his, their bodies a breath apart. The scent of iron and sweat and something sweeter, warmer, alive.

“Tell me, Prince Kylian,” she murmurs, voice low and lethal, every word drawn across him like silk. “How much do you like breathing?”

Her tone lands like touch. A brush down his spine. He doesn’t move. Doesn’t dare.

His eyes lift to hers and hold. The smirk falters. The arrogance wavers, shifts, reshapes into something hungrier. He looks at her properly now, not as an opponent, but as a body that could undo him. His gaze traces the lines of her, the curve of her jaw, the soft part of her mouth, the rise and fall of her breast against the fitted bodice. His throat tightens, his Adam’s apple bobs once and the blade follows that movement like a lover’s finger.

She sees it. The way he looks at her. The way he wants to.

And she smiles, small, slow and dangerous. The tip of her sword dips, just barely, kissing skin. She licks her lips at a bead of red that blooms there, dark and bright. He exhales through his nose, slow, steady, deliberate, though his pulse betrays him, visible beneath the edge of her weapon.

“More,” he says, voice dropping, the faintest rasp of laughter beneath it. “More than I like losing.”

Her hand tightens around the hilt. The blade lingers at his throat, tracing the faintest curve of skin, following the rhythm of his breath. She studies him, his lips, his jaw, the faint sheen of sweat at his temple. Her gaze drags lower, to the way his chest rises against the fine fabric of his tunic, the slow flex of muscle beneath.

For a moment, it feels like the world has tilted, that the blade between them isn’t a weapon but a tether, strung tight and trembling.

Then she pulls back. Smooth. Controlled. A soldier reclaiming her distance before desire makes her reckless.

“I’m not here to play,” she says, sheathing her sword with a clean, final motion. “There’s a war we must win.”

When she turns, the air seems to move with her. She slides on her cape, the dark silk flares behind her, silver threads catching light, the outline of triumph written into every step she takes.

Kylian remains where he is, still tasting the metallic ghost of her blade on his skin. He raises a gloved hand to the spot where her steel kissed him, red smudging against gold leather.

But he isn’t humiliated. He’s alive in a way he hasn’t been in years.

For the first time, someone has drawn blood, not just from his throat, but from the armor around his composure. He watches her disappear through the archway, the echo of her steps carving itself into his chest.

A threat. A rival. A temptation shaped like an enemy.

The war may belong to kingdoms but this battle, this ache, this dangerous, breathless spark — This belongs only to them.

Night falls upon Solarys like poured gold. Lanterns sway along the marble bridges, spilling ribbons of light into the canals below. The whole city hums, soft music, laughter, the murmured disbelief of a people not yet certain peace can last longer than the night.

The palace is reborn for the occasion. Walls draped in crimson silk, chandeliers like falling stars, the air perfumed with the scent of honeyed figs and burning cedar. The Grand Hall, which only hours ago echoed with argument and pride, now glitters with opulence and fragile civility.

The feast of ceasefire. A celebration of survival or a rehearsal for betrayal.

Y/N stands at the edge of it all.

The gown her mother chose clings like a hug. Blue as frostlight, threaded with silver veins that catch every flicker of candle flame. Her hair, usually bound in the braids of Astren command, now curls soft around her face, strands tucked behind jeweled ears. A small circlet rests against her brow, a symbol not of victory, but of restraint.

For once, she looks like a princess. And for once, she hates it.

Astren’s silvers and Valmont’s golds gleam side by side at the banquet tables. Courtiers chatter. Laughter ripples and dies, then blooms again. It’s theatre, all of it, a play about peace performed by people who only know war.

Her father, King Toniard, leans toward King Laurent II across the table, words polite but lined with iron. Her mother, Queen Seraphine, sits straight-backed, her smile a blade’s edge of grace. They wear diplomacy like armor.

Y/N mirrors them. Until her gaze drifts.

Kylian.

He sits at his father’s right hand, posture lazy, expression carved from calm arrogance. The candlelight loves him: sharp cheekbones, tanned brown skin, eyes that seem almost amused by the world. His jacket is Valmont red, his collar undone just enough to mock formality. His fingers drum faintly against his wine glass, a rhythm she remembers from the ring of their blades.

Every time she looks away, she feels his eyes on her. Every time she glances back, he isn’t pretending not to stare.

Music unfurls, violins, flutes, the pulse of drums beneath it. Servants glide between tables with plates of roast and fruit, wines so dark they could be mistaken for spilled night.

Kylian rises when his father does, following him to the dais. The hall hushes.

Laurent’s voice is heavy and resonant, shaped by years of command. He speaks of alliance, of honor, of Elyria’s fragile heart that bleeds for too many flags. “May the white banner that brought Astren to our gates,” he says, “become the banner that keeps our sons alive.”

Applause. Crystalline, rehearsed.

Then Toniard stands. His reply is steady and deliberate, Astren’s tone colder, ceremonial. “We do not kneel to mercy. We stand for the future. And if peace is to be forged, may it be by intellect, not indulgence.”

Eyes flicker between them. Tension rides beneath the surface like a current under still water.

Later, as musicians strike a livelier tune, the floor fills with dancers. Velvet, silk, lace, bodies in motion. Laughter gilded with wine.

Y/N watches from her table, her goblet untouched. Her attendants whisper beside her, urging her to join, but she shakes her head lightly. She doesn’t trust her feet, or her composure.

Then a movement at the far end of the hall catches her eye. Kylian, excusing himself from a circle of nobles. He moves like he fights, with purpose disguised as ease.

Their eyes meet across the floor. A flicker. A charge.

For a moment, everything else fades, the chatter, the flutes, the glimmer of gold. The world narrows to a look: his, curious and burning; hers, calm but betraying something she refuses to name.

He lifts his glass slightly in her direction, a mocking salute. She tips her chin, unamused. But her pulse betrays her.

The night deepens.

Valmont nobles spill into the garden balconies, laughter echoing between marble pillars. Astren delegates remain closer to the tables, their discipline unbroken, their stares cool and assessing. Two worlds stitched together for one night, seams already straining.

Queen Seraphine’s hand finds Y/N’s wrist. “Smile, darling,” she murmurs, her tone sweet and exacting. “They must see grace, not suspicion.”

Y/N obeys, but her eyes slide past her mother, toward the prince leaning idly against a column, a half-smile ghosting his lips as he watches her.

He doesn’t approach. Neither does she. Yet somehow, they orbit each other, drawn by the same invisible gravity that once pulled kingdoms to ruin.

When the fireworks bloom above the palace, golden bursts painting the night, their gazes meet again. She’s the first to look away. He’s the first to smile.

That night, peace is toasted, stories are exchanged, promises are dressed in gold.

But beneath it all, beneath the laughter and silk and shallow clink of goblets, lies something truer: Two heirs of warring bloodlines, both too proud to yield, too curious to retreat. The banquet is only a beginning.

The war is no longer fought with armies. It has found a new battlefield, a smaller, deadlier one, between a prince and a princess who cannot stop looking at each other.

And somewhere outside, past the gates of Solarys, the distant hills of Elyria still burn.

The feast roars beneath the chandeliers. Music ripples like a river through the golden hall, spilling laughter and wine across polished marble floors. The air smells of honeyed roast, of candle smoke and bloodline. Every table glitters, Astern’s frostwork and Valmont’s gold, kingdoms tangled together for the first time in centuries, pretending the scars of war are stories worth toasting to.

Princess Y/N needs air.

The night pulls her outside, a balcony bathed in moonlight, where the cold hums against her bare shoulders and the sound of the sea below steadies her. Valmont stretches beneath her, vast and unknowable, and she can’t help but think how small Astern must look from here. For the first time, she is not surrounded by snow, nor silence. The air smells different, warmer, fuller. It’s all too much. The revelry. The lies. The diplomacy dressed as laughter.

She exhales, her fingers curling over the balustrade. The stars above look foreign too.

Behind her, boots scrape marble.

The balcony breathes with her, quiet, brittle, silver-lit. Below, laughter and music spill from the Grand Hall, the sound of uneasy peace dressed in gold. But up here, everything is still. Everything waits.

“Running from your own celebration, Princess?”

That voice, low, self-assured, carved in confidence and sin.

Y/N doesn’t turn. “You again,” she says softly, the faintest scoff brushing her lips.

Kylian steps into view beside her. His reflection ripples faintly in the glass doors, moonlight catching on the clean line of his jaw, the scar that cuts down his cheek and disappears into the collar of his coat. The dark fabric gleams with Valmont gold thread, catching on every muscle that shifts beneath it. Even in stillness, he looks like motion waiting to happen.

“I’d say the same of you,” he murmurs, voice smooth as smoke. His eyes slide over her, deliberate, unhurried. “You’re quite the sight. Not quite a princess, not quite a diplomat. A bit of everything, aren’t you?”

The words land between them like a dare. His tone sharp, teasing but something reverent curls beneath it, something unguarded he doesn’t mean to show.

Y/N finally turns, her blue gown whispering against the stone, the wind teasing a strand of hair across her lips. “And you,” she says, her voice like ice melting, “you’re far too reckless to be a prince.”

He smiles, slow and hungry. “Reckless is how wars are won.”

“Or lost.” Her chin lifts, meeting him stare for stare.

The space between them tightens, no more than a breath. His eyes darken as they settle on her, moving from her mouth to the hollow of her throat, to the soft gleam of skin above her bodice. He doesn’t look away. Doesn’t even pretend to.

Her pulse thrums where his gaze lingers. She feels it, that low, dangerous pull of being seen.

Her eyes drop, to the faint line running across his cheek, to the thin scar that cuts along his neck where her blade once grazed him. Her lips tilt. “I see it healed,” she murmurs, almost idly.

His brow arches. “You sound disappointed.”

“Maybe I am.”

It’s a jest, but the air thickens with it. She reaches forward before she can think better of it, fingers brushing the edge of his collar, tracing the line of the scar down his neck. The warmth of his skin bleeds into her hand.

Kylian’s breath catches, a sound so soft it’s almost a sigh. His throat moves beneath her touch, his Adam’s apple bobbing once. She feels it. The tremor. The heat.

“Careful,” he says quietly, eyes half-lidded now. “Touching the enemy could be treason.”

Her thumb grazes higher, her palm hovering against his jaw. “Then maybe you should stop leaning in.”

He doesn’t. He can’t.

The distance collapses, two heartbeats, one breath, and he’s close enough for her to taste the wine on his exhale. His gaze dips again, unapologetically to her lips, then lower, to the neckline of her gown. She sees the path his eyes trace, feels the want in it, and instead of pulling away, she lets him look.

That’s what makes her push the blade deeper before it’s even drawn. “Still reckless,” she whispers, the ghost of a smile on her mouth.

Something in him snaps, not in anger, but in hunger. His hand rises, slow, deliberate, until his fingers find a loose strand of her hair. He tucks it behind her ear, knuckles brushing her skin. The touch is tender, reverent, wrong.

The contact burns. Her heart slams against her ribs.

“Y/N…” he murmurs, softer than she’s ever heard him. It’s not mockery this time. It’s something else. Something dangerous.

She steps back, too quickly. The cold finds her where his warmth leaves. “I’m binded,” she says. The words sound like a shield and a wound at once.

His brow furrows, voice low. “Binded?”

“Astren custom,” she says, eyes breaking from his. Her voice is fragile, clipped, brittle with restraint. “It doesn’t concern you.”

But it does. He can tell from the way she says it, the way her throat tightens, the way her gaze flickers like a shutter between shame and ache.

Before he can answer, she’s already gone. The silk of her gown vanishes into shadow, leaving behind the scent of frost and her skin on his hand.

Kylian stands alone. The night hums. The wind cools the place where she touched him, and he almost laughs at how it feels like loss.

Binded. The word lodges itself deep, sharper than any blade she’s ever held to his throat.

He stares into the dark corridor she disappeared into and lets the truth settle in his chest. This is no ordinary rivalry. This is the beginning of ruin.

Inside, the feast goes on. Y/N returns to her table, face composed, laughter placed neatly where unease should be. Across the hall, she feels his eyes again, that same gravity pulling, even now, even when she shouldn’t look back.

But she does. He’s watching her, leaning against a column, half-shadow, half-fire.

For one fleeting heartbeat, the noise of the room dissolves, there’s only the two of them, two heirs of war, tethered by something neither has the language for yet.

The weight between them is not love. Not even close.

— a story of the war we loved.

Prologue.

They say the continent of Elyria was born from blood. Not from God nor stone, but from the stubborn will of men who thought themselves both.

Once, its lands were one — a vast plain of silver rivers and green seas and blue mountains, ruled by kings who believed in the permanence of crowns. But time makes traitors of all things. Empires fracture. Banners fall. And from the wreckage rose three kingdoms, each certain that it was destiny’s chosen hand.

Valmont came first — the empire of iron and fire. A kingdom forged in war, baptised in conquest. Its soldiers wear metal like a second skin; its princes are taught to bleed before they speak. For a hundred years, Valmont ruled the plains unchallenged, their armies fed by the iron veins of Veridia and the sweat of men who never learned to rest. It was said that when the drums of Valmont sounded, the world itself held its breath.

King Laurent II rules now, his crown as heavy as the armour he still refuses to shed. His son — Prince Kylian of Valmont — was born beneath cannon fire, raised in barracks and battlefields, not lullabies. They call him the Heir of the Century War, the next great conqueror. Bold, brilliant, unbearably sure of himself. A man who commands every room he enters…until he meets one he cannot.

But even the strongest empire rots from the inside. The iron mines of Veridia run thinner each year, the people hungrier, the streets darker. Medicine is a luxury only nobles can afford; the poor flee south or die quietly in the alleys. Valmont remains vast but hollow. And when hollowness echoes, ambition fills the sound.

To the east, Astren stands carved into the mountains — a citadel of intellect and invention. Where Valmont hammers steel, Astren forges ideas. Its spires reach for the clouds; its people worship discipline and reason. They study stars, dissect illness, build machines that hum softly in candlelight.

Their kings and queens rule not by blood, but by union. A paired crown shared between husband and wife, symbol of loyalty and balance. To love is to rule together; to betray is to lose the throne.

And so it was decreed that Princess Y/N of Astren, heir to the twin thrones, would be wed upon her twenty-first year — a ceremony that would bind her destiny to another’s and secure Astren’s continued peace.

But peace, like truth, is a fragile thing.

Where Valmont breeds warriors, Astren breeds strategists. And though their kingdoms mirror each other — steel and intellect, sword and script — they are bound by hatred older than memory. A century ago, Astren lost the Century War, surrendering Veridia to Valmont’s conquest. Its mountains still whisper the names of those buried beneath the ash of their own brilliance. Every child grows up knowing the enemy’s name; every prayer is a quiet wish for vengeance disguised as patience.

Y/N knows these stories better than anyone. They were her lullabies. She was raised to lead, to smile while calculating and to fight while appearing calm. A princess carved of stone and silence, her mind as sharp as her sword. In Astren, she is loved for her poise, feared for her precision, envied for her mind. And yet, beneath the discipline, something restless hums…the longing to be seen not as a crown, but as a person beneath it.

And then came Eldorr.

What once was a scattered collection of exiles and colonies now rises as a third power — an empire born from the disillusioned. The unwanted of Astren, the impoverished of Valmont, the faithless of both. They built their kingdom from hate and hunger, learning from the best and worst of their enemies. From Astren, they took knowledge. From Valmont, strength. From despair, unity.

Now they march under one banner — green and gold — reclaiming Veridia, the land of iron and fertility. With gunpowder, smoke, and iron beasts that hiss like serpents, they devour the plains once drenched in Valmont’s pride. And for the first time in a century, the empire of steel kneels.

Valmont’s fields burn. Astren’s grain supply falters. And across the continent, monarchs realise that their old rivalries mean nothing in the face of annihilation.

A white banner arrives at Valmont’s gate — the symbol of ceasefire. From the high mountains of Astren, a royal envoy travels west, carrying promises of alliance and veiled contempt. At its head rides Princess Y/N Rore, scholar, swordswoman, diplomat and future queen — come to negotiate with the kingdom her ancestors died hating.

At Valmont’s throne waits Prince Kylian Mbappé — soldier, heir, and weapon of his father’s making — ready to dismiss this foreign scholar with a smirk and a jest.

They meet beneath vaulted ceilings of gold and shadow, and the world shifts. It begins with an argument. A glance. The scrape of steel against steel in a spar that was never meant to matter. But from that moment, everything does.

He sees in her the precision he never mastered. She sees in him the freedom she was never allowed to want. And together, they become something dangerous: a possibility neither kingdom can afford.

The alliance against Eldorr is signed. Armies merge. Strategies entwine. But even as they march toward the new war, the old one brews — in whispered councils, in unspoken betrayals, in the quiet recognition that peace between Valmont and Astren was never meant to last.

And amid it all, love — forbidden, reckless, consuming — begins to burn through the silk of duty and the armour of pride.

A love that could unite a continent. Or destroy it.

This is the story of a white banner raised between two warring hearts. Of a prince born from conquest and a princess born from calculation. Of kingdoms built on hate, and the terrible, beautiful thing that happens when their heirs forget to obey.

It is a story of war, politics, betrayal, and desire. Where every kiss feels like a secret, every touch like treason, and every victory like loss.

It is the story of Valmont and Astren. Of Kylian and her. Of what happens when fire meets glass…and both learn how to shatter.

Chapter I: The White Banner — 11.10.25

Chapter II: Treaty of Touch— 17.10.25

Chapter III: Art of Surrender — 24.10.25

Chapter IV: The War We Loved — 31.10.25