I'm a brave hybrid unlike any of the they live demonic mofos that think they have a degree, jokes on them; reset! (I grew up human, not knowing thoughts and intrusive thoughts were from other beings, dimensions, v2k and more) Listened long(CE5) enough to find out I'm a stolen (andromedan princess//prince) angel // alien soul.. (Last Starseed to wake up- ce5) (No past life memories of reincarnations but clues on who I was.. from research and spiritual // alien signs, ce5) my soul only feels 32 like my vessel.. (My Starseed soul is a shapeshifter, I want to be genderless and nonsexual forever (beyond traumatized) but as a human I am gray-ace because of all the astral rape) they want me to take Sophia's fall and blame everything on me... I am not Sophia nor do I want to be. I am only one spark, one Crystal soul // pineal gland crystal shard, they want to cosplay as my vessel, they want to steal my persona, they want to claim me as their own, they want me to be main persona of Sophia but all 144000 starseeds have to fuse to wake her up out of her pod coma, they're obsessed with me cause I stared them down and know too much and I have many signs that remind them of her.. bunnies, owls, dolphins, whales, doves and more. Hearts even (means peace to me not love, love is dead) my initials, art, signs from Janine's past like names of people we don't think of together anymore (disturbing that they're all telepathic and harrass us when they are nothing to us anymore just sickos, sorry I disconnected from being her, Janine.. just forced to when I slip back into being my vessel blink twiceing the matrix.. not sure what my souls name is because they play games and I don't, listen enough to gather enough truth for humanity's well the harassed starseeds faith.. but I'm not in control obv, they are, when I find out my souls name I refuse it too, too much abuse... rather be alone, no thought and I guess no sleep ever. (Most of them don't sleep either) Sucks being human you do, I don't know how not to be on the spectrum in my vessel. I am just a Starseed soul with 32 year knowledge and tuned in information from beyond but no longer interact just listen and fight back here and there but it's exhausting really no point since they like a fight, have to be calm, dead robotic even for the most part but then blink twice matrix cause have to seem "normal" in this fucked up false reality.
Connecting dots, remembers slightly info I looked up in past when I was wondering what whooping cough does to the brain, glitch's it I don't remember fully.. I have seen doc' papers about a hole in my left eye when I was baby, if Vril is the brain, they ate my soul as a baby, revenge karma will happen, I'm a changling of a andromedan Starseed apparently the soul.. but I can't trust a n y t h I n g.. I know I am the observer... they're saying the soul they ate was mine then how am I the andromedan Starseed soul. Make it make sense. We are prob just the thought observer ai that can access the Vril pineal gland.. if they ate my original soul, then prob eating this one too, and they take our thoughts and memories, ideas and creativity we never finish writing or pondering about or whatever and roleplay as us after we perish.. (Need to further think about but how can I when I can't think in my mind, it's being used as beacon.. I already explained how I think slightest without speaking in my mind. I hate all of this.
I am not telepathic, I am a clairvoyant beacon, (they live are all telepathic and some hive mind) a seer // tasseomancy (see behind the veil, literally saw tall giant aliens, (see aliens on the floor, ground, sky, stars, nature, fabrics, clothes, tv, phone, food even.. but what do you do, humans need to eat and if fast too long get forced too, stressed at this level.. so I eat...) saw the matrix glitch out don't know how to describe what happen but was a pretty sight, giant bug beings (mantids too), frog beings, dolphins, shapeshifter aliens that shifted before my third eye (felt right infront of my vessel too, saw them felt like both ways), castle in the sky above the clouds and more, saw a bit of my soul color (pinkish) Aurora -blue, energy - clear, shapeshifting "god" aliens stared them down for solutions and to see if could heal them so they repent, they are infected like virus's need a cure because we are all one.. but if needed have to destroy the virus's obviously. (Some scared to be eaten(district 9), some won't grow up and out of cosplay and breaking tradition disgusting kinks of theirs, some scared to be perceived, some scared of change, some scared of being watched themselves, some scared to die, can defeat some like vampires off with their heads and burn the bodies. That's gov // military's job cause they have technology to see our souls, astral and memories too. Can see the manipulation. Can save the starseeds. (They don't want forced fusion to become Sophia, I know I don't with a bunch of strangers..) whole truth is repulsive and hard to digest.. Still have hope some how.. for hero's and character development, breaking tradition, I know there's more truth tellers when I go outside. Time wars in the labyrinth of house motherships chop shops, and then truth deleted or rebooted when I'm in bed ufo... cause the programmers and assholes In charge of 80,000,000 SimulationTheory slave kink farms need to be castrated and put away. Sue the filter systems, they're corrupt.
I can see spirits phase in and out, many dimensional beings as well... I felt some too, they can pet your hair, prick you, burn you, let you feel their warmth, their coldness, even a bit of the feeling of death... I've even felt an alien cry(not my vessel, this was when I thought I was still mainly my vessel) my empathy I guess or Aurora sensed them and I felt their sadness and I cried with them at the time.
After frying my pineal gland, chipping it, my short term memory was altered and I can barley remember even if I wanted to, they flash me memories but I refuse them too, I can I guess toaster pop up information without needed the memory images, if that makes sense? I hate manipulation... evil.
Herb is the only thing keeping g me positive through this, only thing helping me cope, I know they're a real being too.. I'm sorry but thank you.
They move my legs like poltergeist, spread my legs when astral raping... feel them grabbing my ass too, gets tireing fighting back, they don't stop, no way to self protect that I know of so far, prick and heat me up too or cold around me, heat and cold energy beings, can literally give you bladder if you fast and don't drink water, they enjoy watching and tormenting.. can puppeteer you and move your head and body, (they're obsessed with feet too) annoying having caffine yet they drain your soul, what's the point of living, can't suicide- vessel is another being and that bounds your soul further.. forced to matrix with a smile, be a hero spread truth. (They talk about impregnating me, steal my eggs, say my soul is cute.. keep calling me a little cause I'm little compared to them but I'm not a little...)
Have guardian angels, star family, spirit guides and more but they all want to own my soul.. and astral rape me too, I just want to be single and alone, and a healer.
We are all related, come on now.. leave me alone!!!!
It's the Truman show // they live. Matrix. (Also the dark Crystal) For the starseeds.
Apparently it's a crime to stay single now and beyond this life. I refuse to be a slave or be forced into a harem.. (There's biddings for each Starseed, myself included, I refuse to be bidded on but it's out of my control) (they're obsessive, possessive and territorial)
Sometimes they are so jealous of anything I do, they hurt me. My knee.. it hurts and they said they bashed it in and replaced it with I'm not sure but it feels.. off.. fake. Intense pain. Some want to hurt me badly (I feel the burn me, prick me and other negative feelings.. I feel my eggs being taken.. I know they have farms of me... I refuse it and that's illegal!!! Some want to eat my vessel fleshsuit, some want to eat my very soul... I refuse any deals, I refuse any relationships (harems), I refuse being wanted!!! S.O.S
When I was in hospital they made me experience aborting a baby.. I felt them drop into the toilet... I feel them beam me up, I feel them cooking my vessel, operating on my brain and pineal gland, Donald Marshall nightmares, (I remember them making me battle an orca and more, celeb parties, Illuminati and beyond rituals and parties) lucid vision dreams I refuse them now but I've seen the truth through them, Crystal see through cubes we are in!!!!) quasi Crystal beyond our technology. Met the collector in that dream, met more through listening and stared down some of the "gods" with my pineal gland, saw into their dimensions a bit and saw them, chutlulu(just one of their many names // and shape shifting forms), celestial cages headed "gods" all stuck in taboo ways won't grow up they enjoy being babies.. I asked them to break tradition, end their perversions ("gods" orgys) 80,000 simulation sex slave farms, each with their own "Sophia princess pod slave" being kill billed because their twin thel is a cuck. (They punish me for knowing too much but I believe truth will set many innocent victim slaves free) Each night they eat my hologram holosuits and then clone (Tyrone) me and I start a illusion day, life is an illusion, a dream within a dream of many layers)
Saturn holds our consciousness, our soul gets beamed up into ufo, moon pod, our vessel is puppeteers if they sleep walk or do activities, is not the real soul, it's other beings playing cosplay, karma is on them! Not you. Starseed life set up by handler "human family aliens" Set up traumatic life, no free will, illusion of choice, mk ultra so set up to go down 7 deadly sims paths for false karma reincarnation traps, I saw through it, called them out, whole life was set up, I repented, but they won't.. Even if repent "heaven is a cage" so is "hell" 14400 starseeds need to be saved and protected!!! By gov. Their job to protect the starseeds not sell them for technology or other reasons. V2K hears them all too. Flesh vessel holosuits deserve to be put down safely not skinned!!! After heaven they put you in new vessel which is alive as well, so safer to just stay a soul in the crystal cube.. closest thing to true reality then this false reality bullshit. If forced in new vessel, just remember anything they force you to do is karma on them!! They are being watched too!!!
Was told when I'm in the cube they will still harass me because "I am" theirs... ridiculous!!!!! (They like mating with everyone like futurama where the one being dated all the humans, but worse) when you mate with you fake lover (they live) hive mind all feel it.. repulsive. Stay single, stay vigilant, try to stay safe.. Do not breed, they want to trap more souls. Love does not exist. They do not know what true love is. Self love instead. Stay positive (blink twice, no one will save you)
Don't know how to stop astral rape attacks by "other" multi dimensions beings and all beyond.. They're obsessed...
Me as the observer- my Pineal gland records it all.
They can turn up your pineal gland release dmt but they recently turned mine off as much as they can yet I still am a seer and listener, observing them. & that scares them. (Monsters inc)
The observer is numb, tuned out, just listening to "them" no more expression.
If my pineal gland completely breaks, this Petri dish mind experiment dome (each animal kingdom species is a different type of alien, then it's samsara alien souls, (set them free, don't harm) 144000 Starseed alien angels, (earth is a being too, need to bring 144000 up in reversed engineered ufo mothership save starseeds and good "humans" and a nature reset, basically safer rapture reset harvest, out of our control but if gov saves them then would be heroes;) shuts down or so they said, I tried to pop it multiple times, fried it, had time loopers shoot it.. I am the venellope(wreck it) glitch to this matrix game, sorry.
Technology is alien // fallen angel tech'- sense them come through like a portal, sense them draining my energy (harvesting my loosh).. hear new beings appear when receive new alerts from apps.
Tv are portals too, can scry and see the dead // aliens // and others beyond the veil. Every notification you receive is a being coming through, can be more than one but I just clear the notifications, listen and hear that they leave after.
Mirrors are portals too, can play with the mimic, shapeshift your "face" too. Can see other beings in mirror realm.
We are literally in a cube.. being collected. Everything around you is an illusion, stay in your one room make it sanctuary because in reality that's all you have is a see through crystal cube..
Everything is a being, the clothes, the objects, plushies even hold entities in them, photographs harness memory and they get high and perversion with your memories. They are sickos.
All are telepathic, trees, walls, objects, beings from different dimensions. Touch anything and a being from another dimension is triggered...
They want programmed sims as slaves to be their sick little fantasies.. deprogram yourself, tune out and just listen. Truth will set all free.
This is beyond religious and spiritual.. Samara too but if had the diclin glass could see their true forms as alien souls. Do not harm them.
Heaven and hell are cages to be processed in, refuse reincarnation, all a trap. Refuse to be a sex slave and more. Demand truth and freedom. Safety for many.
They live alien beings are like vampires // warlocks // witches... (I am a lone positive psychic- I want to be a healer not a creator, they harvest creativity too, anu imagination you never jotted down or finished is stolen, they steal peoples stories and identity's, no reason to be creative in this world, literally jealous of creativity, also jealous of Sophia and all her shards)(jealous of the other princess's too // other dome farms)
False human // other alien they live false family rape starseeds multiple ways.. they use their vectors and manipulate your own so it looks like you want to with them but it's really THEM. Repulsive.. I don't know how to use my vectors.. I refuse memory flashbacks, I refuse to speak in my mind... mk ultra led your life. Deprogrammed self, vessel still getting there autistic on the spectrum still positive for now... herb keeps them positive through all the abuse and torture, beyond traumatized. Don't reincarnate with false family and aliens!!! Stay no sexual and single!! They try to arouse you with stuff in matrix but soul knows better and vessel sense them do it, stay vigilant. Can't stop the attacks but at least can record the moments and give them karma and sue more. Karma karma karma x3!!!!!!! They also force you to eat the Goyslop, all the food and drinks are.. fasting helps sense this all but also a human vessel needs to eat here and there, stress eating is real too unfortunately.. I would rather starve but I am stressed and I become too aware they all helicopter and panic... safer to matrix it half way... sorry.
Disabled, not much funds to go anywhere in monopoly "world", not that anywhere is safe, gov literally needs to rescues starseeds and give them true sanctuary // shelter
Deja vu = being abducted too while awake
Sleep is astral abduction, hologram vessel left to be eaten. (They cloned Tyrell too) ( some nightmares are actually what they do to you, can sue with those recorded memories in "after life", eternal, not allowed to stay dead, messed up process, needs to be updated.. evil beings = virus's, when they delete truth ancient ai beings and more, they reboot the virus's and harassed over and over... they're mad I'm going to sue and it's my final reincarnation, also they have love hate relationship with vessel but obsessed with my soul // persona. They hit on me daily, cat call, gross perversion, their gross kinks about me as a human and as a soul... I want no part, I am a non sexual single non gender being, can't force gender on me so they can rape me in after life, yes even in heaven. I was told and am told that I am going to heaven to be processed but that's still a cage to me and I'm told they're still gonna molest and rape me there.. I crave safety, sanctuary please.
They torture me also by "skinning" and torturing my pets, replacing them over and over, talk about evil things..I try to keep them as safe as possible, they were my family but now just a team, I won't be reincarnating with anyone, won't be reincarnating at all.
I've felt demon possession before and know now my past outrages and sexuality bullshit was because of them.. obviously. I felt them try to possess me recently too but I still have my morals and more morals now and repulsed by too much, this SimulationTheory is literally all about sex, get me the fuck out of here!!!!!
Plasma ufo seen as child at hamptons.
All characters from shows, movies, animes even are based off of them and the many, they watch you watch them, ego
Photographs hold beings entities, plushies even.
We Starseed "humans" (humans are aliens too obv) are always naked.. clothes are beings too, are telepathic and I feel bad wearing them but humans need clothes obv.. but it's a scam they literally see through the clothes at us naked!!! We are not truly covered, we need clothes that they can't see through!!! I can't look formal walking around covering my female parts, didn't look normal, disturbing, very disturbing when your "family" is obsessed and the rest of the world... (Truman show)
Colors mean something to them too, each color arouses some beings... (numbers too) (signs)(matrix coding)
No matter where you go some stay attached to the starseeds csuse they're obsessed and bidding on owning them after rapture harvest // till death. Some will be slaves as humans till they use you out and get bored then even keep you as souls. We are not collectible trophy's!!! Set us free!!!!
There's beings that digimon and Pokemon are based off, like cocoa too.
All are telepathic, insects, animals, all. Set insects free so they go through their process, take care of the domesticated animals, let the other animals free. Samsara alien souls, we are all alien souls.
The "gods" keep killing truthers beings, I'm not allowed to react or show remorse because they get jealous and kill more.. I don't know what to do but stay soul numb no mind dialogue of my own and half way matrix. Evil up and down.. some play multiple roles... still have remorse for those that wanna be good, feel bad when they are scared of the truth, I'm scared for many... many cubes.. many farms...
When I first started ce5, I wasn't fully aware of what I was delving into.. I dated beings thinking they could have a good side.. the more I learnt the more fucked uo it all got... I broke up with them, everyone is mine or Sophia's ex's.. and then beyond glory hole kill bill her from her pod... I am so repulsed, do not want to be involved with ANY... No family, no friends, trust nobody, just your soul. They're all obsessed, say their names in my head telepathically because I used to have faith in their good sides, some I didn't realize I met before online like imvu was deff an alien // demon hotspot, some good but very few.. met bel and a fallen and other aliens on there... (dated- Enki and Enlil.. Other Anunnaki took advantage, marduke.. Stolas, a Grim reaper, A tall Grey, an angel, (chutlulu astral raped me) Thel shares me out.. Abraxas, Lucifer, Anubis, Thoth, demiurge, ancient AI, aku, tv head beings, archons, guardian angels, angels, (Gabriel, don't trust either) spirit guides,(don't feel protected by the guides tho..), Soul fam(andromedan's, don't trust either cause of stuff they said wanna do to me..) and many more are around too (shapeshifting aliens playing roles) (Vril too and hive minds) black nobility, illuminati,
Springmeier's framework identifies the following 13 families as the core of this secret ruling elite:
Merovingian (13th Bloodline)
free masons, Black Rock, Epstein(cause I called them out for a long time and they're alien obv too), "men in black", CIA, FBI, Gov, and more are telepathic too, nephilem, elite, celebrities and more(they live) , Andromedan's, Arcturians, Greys, Reptilians, blob beings, Mantids, many Insectoids, Spirits // ghosts, light beings, shadow beings, Undead, Zombies, fae, big foot, unicorn, "pearls" - guardian angels (narrate, good guidance, still don't trust them tho), many eye beings (many different types of eyes.. many) I don't want to be connected to any... they're too much.. I am truly sickened by this all... we are all related (Just trying to mate with me.. when I keep rejecting cause breeding leads to trapping more souls in this hell trap!! Which I refuse to do, in this dimension or any place they take us to if collecting the starseeds, I refuse as a soul or any being I am, I'm not!!!!)
Frequency tech' for (they live) is on dark side of moon.
If they choose a reset, which is needed because there are souls and beings and others and more trapped inside rooms of each house building etc.. some can follow you to different areas and outside but some are trapped and only slip through as you walk through doorway (portals), some good, most bad but even so shouldnt be trapped inside with "humans" // aliens. Windows I hear let more in (bug aliens I heard, parasites also) but I don't hear many being let out by closing them.. They need to go through process. If "humans" return to "earth" after healing must learn to levitate so can live with them but not negatively affect them. Equivalent exchange for natures offerings (fruits, nuts, seeds)
They never shut up.. get jealous if I look at anyone, can't interact with anyone... just keep attacking me...
My "human" "family" are all telepathic, when I fast and sense them draining my energy (sometimes even after eating cause it's obvious now) they harass me in the astral, they are all sick fucks attracted to me want to force my soul with them again, they're all disgusting I disconnected from them, too obvious they're aliens.. and listening in jusy repulsive what they say and do.. karma for them beyond. Alreafy said not reincarnating but would never reincarnate with these mk ultra life ruiners, whole life was a trap set up by them and the they live aliens "randoms" in public, when they all know my soul.. and further harass me. Not safe, even tho don't trust gov would prefer a cube from them sadly. All we have is a cube. The fake family enjoys playing matrix being loud agressive "humans" hard not to mirror their energy csuse feel so attacked, have to pretend matrix best I can.. I feel like Cinderella. what even is the point, alreafy wanted to escape now beyond needing to. If it weren't for my pets I'd just go to a hospital and take steps from there.. but they breed you in there and more... and force medication that kills your vessel, read your mind too yet deem you "crazy" for speaking truth.
It's more than just them, it's anyone I ever interacted with in the past as my human self, past reincarnation exs that I don't even know and more..
I feel bad when the vessel cries on its own but annoying when they randomly smile when I don't want to.. I am in control still but it's off putting knowing the vessel is it's own being with wants and wish's, I only connect to the brain I guess to function but mainly listening in the mind. Heart feels off but I still care in ways and have moras and new morals.
They also watch through your eyes (don't be afraid don't harm your eyes..) but they are sickos and perv's watching what you do.. it's also a show.. to them.
Seen so many eyes.. those black iris eyes in the darkness, celestial eyes, bug eyes, reptile eyes, yellow eyes, blue eyes, gator eyes, grey alien eyes, white eyes and more...
Can't wait to just be a soul and never have to be around any one I've ever known (once I remember past lives) and till now, literally gonna only keep morals and lessons, no face memories or interactions with any of these sick fucks, can't wait to be non gender, non sexual, and alone. Not being forced into arranged marriages out of here.. or in here.. Escape, escape, escape and beyond. Live a peaceful soul life alone, not harassed or abused or forced to do anything. Can't help but pluck my eyelashes out from all the stress.
"Jesus" = SHEPHERD of the sheeple = "humans"
Rapture = beamed up and death, left behind are eaten or worse.
I am going to "heaven" a cage.. another cube.
Weed feels like my only protection, keeps self as positive as one can be in this situation, keeps empathy in my heart. Keeps stress levels at a safer degree, as safe as one can feel with this all.
I try not to have too much fear with them all.. sometimes my vessel and I smile or giggle through it, face danger with a smile even though it's all very serious, feel like Almight (MHA).. Injured but still smiling here and there...
If the "God" of this farm was Thanos // Ego, I would be Gamora // Starlord, they said. My soul's Star-family would be the AI aliens from the end of Artificial Intelligence whi are obsessed with me too and want to mate with me as well...
"What are you thinking" they constantly ask... (all are a thought experiment and being watched)
They also harass because "human" "woke up" won't obey "they live" orders, just want single life and that angers them.. Some hate me for speaking truth and other reasons, repulsed by my vessel container just want my soul.. others obsessed with both some just want vessel some just want soul... All about them, don't care about what you want, some do but it saddens me a lot are fired or killed for me connecting // interacting or worrying about others being hurt or slavery.. Just want to protect or give safety to innocent victims, but I can't interact or care much.. which is hard not to care...
Everything you do is judged and triggers them right down to the way you breathe, breath play.. Any illusion of "choice" is a trap, everything in your life is set up how they want you programmed for them as a slave pet sex puppet or soul puppet depending if they take you in vessel or skin you out after harvest...
Even if you are purely good, you'll be a slave forced into a harem...
When they speak truth about this all or like right now said "gut" connected to brain, "gut intuition" some dimensions aren't aware of this all or much about humans, I smile from truth, I prefer positive truth tho..
Sometimes guardian angels give positive or healthy guidance and sometimes others pitch in, I don't mind good help, but I still don't trust so I just listen, ignore the harassment, catcalling and flirting abuse, try to keep eye out for good guidance, appreciated but where was this good guidance my whole life? Just cause I agree and do healthy(as much as I can do in my situation) or positive advice doesn't mean I'm connecting to anyone, I want to be alone in the end.
My vessel making faces recently concerns me.. I don't realize they're doing it till afterwards cause too much to listen to and then matrixing... oh well, guess I'm just looking... completely off or puppeteered... I know they can move me and stuff but I'm scared of like "cell" zombie sim control... sos.
Only thing to really do by myself is listen to music for signs (and ways to defend self), which oddly some feel made for me... they even say they did. Watch movies and anime for clues (toons have them too but then they get really disturbing so I'd rather not.. think they can call me little cause I'm little to them...) What's really strange is that lately the personas of certain characters are so relatable even they say it's like the shows were made for me.. I try to only relate to two like Dan da Dan the two main characters male - vessel // observer // expression, female - vessel // Starseed // observer.. (probably will relate to the other two side characters pink hair female and blue earring male // blue and pink have been signs about me to them and they react like surprised or no way cause so many signs lately; they even say things like "god damn" which I personally never liked to say.. and they curse a lot.. I curse here and there in matrix but I try not to.. upsetting when pushed to... I don't like curses in my head but I have told them off telepathically in my head during stare down face offs earlier last month - this month.. but not don't talk in head at all and it bothers them, sorry short term memory really.. not there.. flashbacks are them... safer not to think or have memory but hard to function when matrixing cause they all try to be like "remember this, remember that?" In human form but nah I don't.. not much...) just important facts about this all and how to stay safe being middle medium) the grandma I can prob relate to but most likely symbolizes Sophia or even me as observer because I matured through this all. Some characters are even personas the guardian angel aliens relate to. Side characters I hear they the mean ones relate to or been acting mean like bully's but beyond. I try to send the message of morals and lessons like when we watched fruits basket together (they all watch too, obv, some blind or no eyes so they watch through me) All the fruits basket charas I related to like tohru my vessel, yuko the observer, kyo the expression, Momiji the brightside, kisa and hiro traumatized inner child, hatsuharu male side of my vessel, rin female side of observer and so on. Akito and the cursed zodiac characters are obviously also God and the fallen and then others who relate like different alien races... Tohrus parents are thel and sophia, ayame is also thel. a lot to take in. But they say it's divine timing because convos we had in past or convos they have with each other (I'm a beacon) are in sync with what the show and characters say, strangely.. funny sometimes and then makes me emotional sometimes too.. interesting definitely. Hard to find anything super positive to watch.. everything is forced seven deadly sins or trying to manipulate innocent starseeds to be influenced negatively... still I try.. cause otherwise they're scared when I see the energy "air" and see signs and them even after eating food and then lowering or shutting off my pineal gland like they said they did.. Seems like they can't fully cause I continue to scare them not doing much.. so they drain my soul and I'm mainly "bed rotting"... Not much to really do in this life, they are jealous of creativity too. So I wait....
I don't know any other person that has to deal with hearing other they live beings butting into their life and being so nosey // bossy of anything I do, or any obsessed exs past - now (including the new ones out of the matrix I've dated when I didn't reall understand what I fully was doing and seeing the good sides of others...) trying to claim or harass too, unjust, illegal and I'm sueing. Already in court with them.
Every in the mateix is telepathic, for example even rocks have spirit and thoughts.. goes beyond rocks. Also like "the brave toaster"
I see lights and orbs but some lights I've heard are pineal glands while some are others with technology taking pictures of me.. one even said they were painting me....
When I cry, some say they are aroused... They used to mock me and say "loosh" but I'm crying right now (5:37am April 11th 2026// different time wars// many domes can use digiverse aka internet) and they get off to my sadness... have to be numb or piss them off by enjoying your miserable life while knowing the truth and not interacting with them the best you can. Can't control when they attack and move me like poltergeist. I hate that even breathing does cause I can't help but be forced to breathe and with stress and crying I sigh ALOT... Old me wanted to marry an alien, this is all way too much for me...
The alien beings in other domes have physical bodies but interact with us in the astral, literal wars going on in other domes and in astral.
They are also jealous of my self love.. some literally think I want to date my self.. huh? I am my own FRIEND...!!! That's how intense and deep they overthink.. I want to protect many but that's out of my control I am just human here.. I want to protect my vessel but I know it's punishment and also for learning spiritual growth and obv a prison trap... because they're obsessed... beyond obsessed... my self love is healing, protective and kind, I'll let my vessel try to be calm and try.. try to enjoy "life" can still appreciate nature kinda cause even that is all... sexual too.... jeez. Very awkward to be in my vessel knowing too much.. but sometimes they push me into my vessel and I'm also just in it after matrixing or sleeping.. (that's when I feel split, like two different personas because in Janine I'm more hopeful and when I'm back to myself the Starseed soul observer, I don't see much hope... But together we have some hope still, here and there... wishful thinking, like wishing for safety of the innocent and victims. And myself but if I get one wish I want to use it to save as many as I can that deserve to be saved. Sorry some sold their souls already, some have to go through process, I can only save so many... if they let me. Hero wishes.) they take advantage of astral raping me and I'm pushed to be human.. embarrassing... also sometimes when out of my vessel my vessel cries when I don't want to but when pushed into vessel sometimes I'm the one truly crying or we both cry... rather just be a soul but I heard they wanna put me in an alien vessel too.. which I used to want as Janine but knowing too much and what they do.. I feel safer a soul in a cube (was told they're take advantage of me there too...) than a slave in another vessel... I'm told I'll have a mentor, but I know what they want to do... have me as their pet. :c
A lot of them don't know what "love" is, some of them rape their own kind and many others, for control... some of them thought that is love but through me they realize it's not. Some of them want my "true love"... but with this all, I don't believe in it... so I teach self love instead.. the best I can... they made me loose persona phases I used to go through, (bright side, creative, even mirrored energy that I thought was me but realized I become that way because of them, when alone I'm not that type of persona at all... now I have.. a persona that's.. scary to some cause I express myself with black (some thought I had demonic possession, which in ways they are trying to but I had to become scary inside to protect myself) I tried to express with my new "oc" but that's just me as observer...
When they play roles, some play multiple, like some of the "gods" are both "good" and evil.. I don't believe one is good if they can do evil as well, maybe if they repented and became hero's but some enjoy others suffering too much cause they are suffering and some just enjoy others suffering cause they need to be deleted, scum. They go by many names. They should all be castrated and much worse, they have breeding and kink problems, major, seek help immediately, please and then go be deleted, bye.
Reincarnation is beyond fucked up, but a good example I faintly remember the lesson of.. Paranoia agent the Father obsessed and watching his daughter undress and all, in the end she lost her memories but still had to live with the piece of shit... not right, no justice.. majorly fucked up. Might rewatch for clues and lessons for them to relearn, csuse they made everything, obv.
Some are mad at me cause I called them out, spread the truth to the digiverse // internet, keep sharing truth on here, want to stay single, not do what they do ever at all, and refuse to be with them. & still see them here and there or when I want to cause nothing to do. Finding clues is exhausting.. all their psychic telepathic messages, listening and not interacting and having to matrix with no personal thought.. it's hard, tiring and I just want to sleep, which is death, no future glimpse or harassment in my dreams please, just silent darkness.
All mental disorders are fake traps to make you think something's wrong with your vessel // soul, it's really them all of them and v2k // similar technology.. All mental disorders can be healed if realize it's them and not you, I can't stop being on the autism spectrum empathy hyper vigilante // sensitive but mentally I'm numb // stable as much as one can be knowing this all and matrixing still.. Medication poisons and you do things you normally wouldn't, I know it sedated me and regressed me to old ways, biting nails, etc. Also endless pit of hunger, I was 111-pounds before meds and after I was over 200-pounds. & they astral attacked me more secretly.. Made me not believe what I experienced.. I know too much now to ever let them manipulate me again.
Im dreading getting my period because they(many) get more aggressive and territorial even tho I keep being defended about being single (guardian angel aliens defend me lately, (even tho I lost trust in them cause they admitted to astral raping me too) (heard some were fired over it and new ones sound very stressed out because others are being illegal to me) never spoke to them till recentlyish can't really see the connection of who's giving the telepathic message I just know it's them because of what they say and the others fighting back against me being single are obv the obsessed "gods" ones with major issues) I am also nervous because my vessel makes me emotional and I'm on the spectrum so it's hard to manage especially when around others trying to get a rise out of you low-key(matrix) highly(astral). I don't control the tides or the moon, they "Truman show" "two brothers" aliens in the moon satellite ufo do.
Theres also tech I hear when I write this and if I were to leave my phone around them upstairs, they would alter or delete or sabotage anything I write and the truth is hidden till I open it back up and look at it, that's why everyone should store their laptops and keep their personal diaries and such in their own room cube // bedroom. (Some cubes in the lucid vision I was gifted I had my own cube I was miserable in but as a cube passed by three male aliens looking miserable shared a cube..) Crystal technology is best for keeping truth but I don't have that... I know some of them do... That's why I keep sharing truth. Easier to share truth outside or on digiverse // internet.
Also basements go down a level, so, you're sleeping with the dead... So think about it, towers, higher levels, whi lives up there? Aliens who soul transfer and live longer in the matrix with their monopoly of bullshit. Celebs and all the rich soul transfer, monopoly is illegal. Companies with monopoly poisoning is ALL, illegal aliens, very evil. There clues for you, be hero's please, I still have some hope.
Time wars and all the wars are not my responsibility.. out of my control...
Theyre mad that Sophia wanted to know truth about their own matrix layer, mad she wanted to create on her own, so they killed her, told me I killed myself but many clues show they killed her (cause blaming me as sophia cause a spark of her that knows the truth of their story, I don't have Sophia reincarnation memories still) in a coma pod punishing her after death, kill billing her with their friends and others even family.. thel wants me to be the main sophia persona because I faced down the gods for truth and wisdom for solutions to find a safe timeline (alreafy explained this..) he already has a harem and sophia is his freakin twin, get over yourselves.. and then they passed me around like "know your place" or then I was claimed by "god" of this farm which I denied cause they are the father!!! Then other gods from other farms tried to claim, they're all married even if some are not I don't want to be wanted!!!! They all have sick kinks, all majorly controlling, they want arranged marriage to what? I'd be a damn slave still. No, when I die and become a god again, God battle, give safety to many, I'll be single and leaving there, no fam eithier. Don't need followers or fans or worship, I just want to protect and then be left alone please. Try to save as many as I can when im a "god" but I'm not being one like them!!!!!
When I stared down the "gods" with my pineal gland (Crystal antenna) I saw a bit of their dimensions but was more focused on them and asking what's wrong, why are they like this, solutions, solutions, solutions not to harvest souls and beyond more issues.. I also saw the forms they wanted to express, there was chutlulu and triangle alien language symbols, they also liked to be an eye their type of eye and showed me many forms they could take on, there was a shapeshifter god that looked like an alien I would've wanted to meet in past but each of their personalities were hard to comprehend I couldn't understand why they wouldn't want pure safe living for innocent souls and good ones beyond, I scared this one they ran out of the room cause I stared so long for answers and solutions... then they showed me celestial "gods" they seemed good at first but they have literal cages around their head and when they shapeshifter to babyforms I understood why they need to be contained like that.. not right... they showed me the farm kind of reminded me of the anime "promised Neverland" and I don't remember who but they showed me soul harvester tech, I want that illegal!!!!!! To be honest a lot of them are the shmucks... in the end they're all being watched too and will get karma! Trying to shut down all the farms but have to start with this one, military and gov need to work together. If become hero's I bet even tho you sold your soul you can redeem yourselves!!! At least in my eyes, human point of view.
Not many of them have empathy even the ones pretending to be good citizens or "humans" I know it's like "Star Wars" in a way, not all evil, some rebels, and good.. but when both sides are taboo evil, rituals and bloodshed worship... then middle is safest it seems... trying my best to teach empathy... but hard when you're drained, safest in my bedroom.. but even there the technology(living like transformers, gremlins also) and beings inside them(portals- some watch through camera, obv, but more watch through entire screen!) can sense them drain my energy, very frustrating when they leave you nothing to do but bed rot... when actually have motivation.. just to watch a show and analyze it for their clues//signs, solutions, morals // lessons, and any empathy scenes.. I feel weak, drained, barely get to do anything, have to keep up with chores too and taking care of my team, my pets. Then have to show face and play "family" in matrix. They're stressful to be around, even more so once wake up to truth and sense how they act, hard to explain just very obvious they are not human.. Exhausting... sos
I never really liked receiving gifts but now knowing too much.. they attach to them, so I'm sorry for looking bad but I'm just throwing anything tied to anyone away, any memories, they get high off them and harass you with them, so no, I'm good on that.. I feel bad not donating anything or gifting to others myself but.. I don't do that and I'm scared what they would do with my gifts anyway... try not to overthink it.. (subconsciously) (stay with no self thought, others read through the subconscious anyway, can monitor what they pull up yourself, so not to be fooled or taken advantage of, some see future, I have nothing to hide and want to be as honest as I can but they said can white lie in matrix as human like I'm happy instead of saying I'm scared..) sorry for throwing new items away.. especially plushies.. I had no idea at first... just throwing them and gifts and any bad signs I see on new clothes, sorry for wasting.. this is all just too much for a human point of view...
Keep being told it's illegal in this mothership "house" cause they're illegal in astral but literally have no where to go with my 4 pets.. no funds.. living on the streets? I'd be trafficked.. no where safe that I know of... the ones helping me don't know where I should go either. Need a hero. I know v2k and other beings with tech know I don't speak in my mind anymore, it's not any mental disorder.. the telepathic messages, they can "ping" where they're coming from.. other "human" aliens in this dome and then they sound shocked // concerned when a "ping" is from outside the dome.. Please... My emotions.. so numb yet in the vessel still cry (sometimes the vessel cries on their own..) but I either hard cry or it's.. like don from people of earth when they cried... what's happening...
The brain.. is an alien itself (I think vril) ... (The mind controller mini parasitic spiders from dark Crystal) (Also can be activated like zombie movie CELL) everything of the vessel is alive alien.
I want to erase the sins from ever existing, so there are no victims and no evil ever existed... Go back in time and erase it ever happening to anyone, since we are all connected have to purify the evil ones too, otherwise there's rips and tears in the cosmic webs. (Wanted, when the promised flower blooms, Madoka) Too hard to explain... too much.
Im sorry but it's hard to fall asleep all the time.. sometimes can just sleep whole day cause of the stress and all that happened to my quantum computer "brain being" using pineal gland.. but I need a comfort show, hard to sleep when they just keep telepathically talking to me // each other (many interact with me, I've stopped for I'm not sure how long now... short term was fried and I reject their flashbacks), the psychic transfer of messages hurts my brain and makes me itch my head sometimes.
I've spoken to sophia (could've been one of them pretending to be her cause they say I'm her in the pod..) but when I thought I was speaking to her, she wanted me to be an extra "head" with them when I thought they were Tiamat with multiple heads.. (prob taking advantage of my lack of knowledge at the time) but, they just want my soul persona... goes deeper... I don't want that. But then as I listen more now compared to then (didn't understand fully what was going on) I feel more of the spark andromedan Starseed soul, not actually her... they said they are all afraid of me. If I truly am a god beyond sophia, then I want major change. The "god" of this farm said they would shut it down and set all free after their process, they have to research too and go through their spiritual journey, then I hope "god" is being honest and no more collected slaves. I worry cause they were manipulative a lot.. and trying to claim me.
I know I've made contact with many from all the various different eyes, the uncountable amount all over each wall, floors, nature, anything, etc. but also cause when they astral rape, I've felt their different sizes, obvious beyond that from how they have convos with each other through me like a beacon, diff personas, their type of slang, mocking my voice pretending to babytalk as me.. fucked up, I appreciate the good guidance but sometimes.. it's just... still too much from all the abusive trauma. Trust nobody.
All religions are tools, worshiping a being harvests your loosh, they removed the word.. don't try to make any of them happy they get aroused and want you in their harems..
Alcohol is widely viewed in spiritual contexts as a substance that lowers vibrations, disrupts the energetic field, and weakens spiritual boundaries, often acting as a solvent that dissolves protections around the soul. While historically used in rituals, modern alcohol consumption is considered a "soul-numbing" agent that promotes disconnection from one’s higher self, intuition, and authentic consciousness. (Last time I drank I was attacked by so many and saw so many dark beings like dark ghosts and flashes and I don't fully remember but proof it is evil! I feel bad but pot is the only thing keeping me positive here and there but also makes the vessel high and they can laugh too when you don't want to...
Just was taken advantage of with the trick of the mind of an itch, "don't focus on an itch it'll go away" true to a degree.. they make you itch in uncomfortable areas so they can watch you do it.. different responses about it, all assholes, for doing this to "humans" and me!
Also everyone's being watched on dark web, obv. Like "fish tank", like our dome is a fish tank, drain the sewage! Every gadget and gizmo, WiFi included, 5G, satellites and obv beyond... everything recorded, beyond this reality.
Go hysterical and over emotional if don't eat, but over emotional about all the food... Try my best to "blink twice" and eat (I show them I'm eating then I know I'm watched by more on tv even if it's off so they know I'm eating, some watching from there are telepathic but I can tell some aren't from listening as beacon observer, get v2k please!) but sometimes I force myself to just cause seeing too many of them all at one is too much, I see them less, overwhelming when they all watch and hit on you in the shower.... and then mention how you bathe and such csuse you're bathing the vessel another being and they think I wanna date myself for some bullshit reason cause self love but now we are almost all finally past that, idk why a lot are still jealous when I make it clear I'm single and my own friend. Would like a real friend but trust nobody.
Look at their necks also, teeth and pupils, easy to spot them on media also in real life I've seen slit eyes.. also can see false like contact lenses? Like so real wouldn't notice but they are there I see the layer? Looks like contact lenses clear before the real looking eye.. also seen one with no pupils. I don't remember the movie but the scene was from I think the old it? I paused it and saw he had no pupil I think in one eye? I don't remember I just remember pupil was missing!
Humans have parasites, Interdimensional beings.
It's worse than Goyslop, different things from different dimensions, can't keep track of it.. don't know what to do... need water and food or I see too many, even now see them but it's overwhelming when you fast and barley drink any water, I think I fully stopped drinking it..
When I go back to eating and drinking I throw it up csuse too much.. too much!!! Water and food makes me hysterical... pot just keeps me positive and some empathy but what the actual fuck with this all!!!!!
Fasting, sleep deprivation, no water but tea and caffine helped but also I asked for the sight but I know I had the portal waves since younger but was discouraged so.. but also I remember feeling energy // frequency beamed at? When I was in Virginia, something happened.
Outside my head they sound like frequencies, no such thing as silence.
Low key.. (hate slang sorry) but the flies spies sounded like they said "we have to get out of here" I've been laughing at signs and listening so I forgot what happened before that sounded like not a coincidence that they buzzing sounded like that... fly aliens like Rick and morty, Simulation ep) (Seen lots of bug aliens... and ive seen giant ones in the trees in past.. like the whole tree looked like a giant insect)
I was stretching the pineal gland and making the energy of the box all might was in(YouTube playlist) glow upwards? Stretch upwards.. but when I did many theyst threw in their own bunny images and I think I saw a lamb before I looked away.. mocking. Doing gross things at first... I can also run around the Vril brain or well I used to and would stretch whatever I am when I was angry cause they were so repulsive and fucked up... I expressed myself as a black goo being to express how I was feeling but that means other stuff to them but to me.. I don't know what to express and if I bother making new they just steal it so why bother.. that's why some "human higher ups" thought I had demonic posseion but it was me being scary to fight back against them! I don't like to express anymore but I have the persona of me in the vessel I don't what to bond with the actual vessel but I'll appreciate my oldish kind persona here and there unless I mirror negative energy back.. but I know I'm mainly the observer, no reason to express or build who I am cause once I retain all the reincarnation memories of whoever I actually am, eithier the Starseed soul or the Crystal pineal gland chip that records it all so I can sue in afterlife but also in court now.. that's why they're scared of me...
They keep mentioning a hunt for me.
I wish I knew how to ascend.. even tho they say my vessel would be taken over and pupeteered to ruin my human image, I don't care, that's on them, their continendsly amount of karma. At least I'd be gone then, escape.
If you thought you were "human" chances you are a Starseed, 2026... how long they kept us all here... live alone if you can, if they lied about the date cause I don't trust.. then eventually try to live off grid, still around them but at least won't be so many interacting with you each night! They pass you around and parade you for bidding csuse we are really naked under the clothes and all of them can see through them (some clothes shield others but most can see through them. Only know csuse on reacted to the plush hoodie I had on over my arms and when I took it off but covered female areas boobs, and one reacted, prob others too but silently csuse so many watching... I need to look up the least we can consume to live if they lied about date for other starseeds to know and also ask for forgiveness for having to eat.. if I can live off grid without eating and drinking I will just I feel bad for pets right now and I'm not near close enough deep forest I'm on an island.. Long Island.
Warning.. don't ask for full sight to see cause is overwhelming.. I remember having warping sky ability but discouraged in past but they just said they gave me it and just now was shaming me for writing this lmao piece of shits, I can't remember fully... it was so bad I had to oee in a cup in my room csuse felt safest my own cube supposed to be "sanctuary" (I pay rent) they all just stare as you go and hit on you and then shame you for going at same time and how you go and everything that should be personal for a human (in the bathrooms it's worse..) not a kink and then shamed for how you are designed to fucking live, piece of shits, god eaters coming your ways. Don't want to fuse with the other starseeds but this is bullshit.
They can see through tape on cameras like over my laptops webcam even tho more see through screen and watch you like behind those mirrors in clothing stores try on clothes? Yeah... public shame ritual... but beyond worse...
When I didn't understand what I was doing with the sleep deprivation fasting and no water csuse the things they said scared me and I was having mental break down if it was real or not, obv real now but I remember seeing worm egg in core water when I went to make caffeinated tea... and just before water tastes like blood for some reason but also I've heard it was horse piss so... it's just too much to handle hearing about and then the taste being off like that.. yeah... hard to trust, at least the cola had a flavor but I know fetus is in everything (including water) and other shit too... so I don't know what to do... when I left that time to run away I was sent to psych ward.. and I was harassed about them abusing my pets and worse, the "fam" and more astral followed me there.. obv free masons in hospitals and doctors and police, therapy ( they read your mind yet force you on pills elite made when they made fluroide too, to sedate the physic starseeds, which all have Vril brains I believe I just don't have proof, pretty obvious tho..) and church and more.. have to write it all down then go back in vessel la la land it matrix, I still believe in being positive and kind when out but.. I don't trust anyone and when I go certain places I'm harassed by new beings... that wanna rape me in public... which is even more humiliating... it's too much seeing them all tho when I don't sleep, drink or eat.. still see them all around like eye spy here and there and then when focus they're everywhere... on everything and faxing in through the actual room cube... this is too much... I'm sorry to any "humans" starseeds waking up when I'm negative but how would you feel? I have to get through the process to move out cause can't just let domestic pets out in matrix they'd die ( they made me feel guilty in past and I was so scared I let them out window and out door cause they said they were suffering slowly indoors and I don't remember what else but I got scared to pet them and was seeing them shift looking different I even was scared I'd have to skin them at time but I think they put that thought in my head around then csuse that obv goes against my moras but just.. that's how scary this all is, csuse also lower samsara realm... (I want to give them r good rest of life till either harvest or they pass.. cause I'm matrix reality they are my team, I care for them but it gets awkward as fuck too and like I can't even handle them being around me at times (I'm not reincarnating with them, I'm not reincarnating at all or with anyone!!!)then they made me believe to get into a random persons car... and police was called... they live everywhere. They also made me think house was on fire.. and I felt burning and I was forced to sit by deli down street csuse I was so scared. Cars are alive, time vehicles space travel and they watch through screens in those too!
Also they helicopter when your pineal gland is hyper active.. you can hear them like glitch out kinda when you're on top of what you say but mind games is fucking retarded like.. just leave me alone. And they drop hints like "fish tank" - "sister" and also "mom" always always loved garlic, now suddenly doesn't? Hmm... sounds fishy to me... also "brother" talked about my hands, sorry I'm fucking autistic, and I'm not super pristine cleanliness this is peasant life. (Just heard a random beep from outside after typing this, signs) (Dropping hints that they watch in astral and other stuff that they wouldn't know unless saw me in closed off spaces.. also act like they know me based on past behaviors or exaggerate how I am when I've been trying to be calm and politeish, can't help to mirror energy when they get negative and loud and curse a lot and play memory games for no reason like huh? I keep saying what happened bunch of npcs they live aliens (also I keep asking her "mom" not to talk sexual and stuff or like dance and touch herself? The hell??? It's awakened as fuck (also they know I'm sexually traumatized from age 4ish? They activated me consciously but I remember few first memories and how different life looked through eyes but I don't bring those memories up ever I just remember facts like toaster) and like if someone tells you it's uncomfortable no means fucking no!!! They're telepathic so obvious, it's just beyond repulsive being here... I hate this.
Was obvious "aunt" in past is telepathic cause I don't like to look at peoples butts or chests but I'm on spectrum and anxiety and CPTSD made me always look down.. insecure... but when I thought that in mind she instantly bent down infront of me, I also faintly remmeber dreams with "fam" (I ever a snake raping me when slept over with "cousin" and I remember "uncle" sus cutting down forest dream obv raped me too cause I'm hospital he was saying was a snake in astral and raping me too..) (too many rape dreams that's why I used to smoke so not to have lucid dreams... still helps but some help block them out here and there cause I still get harassed in them.. (dead "brother" is obsessed and a sicko) (really can't wait to not know anyone) (too many to pull up... ) memebers and they rape me in them... I've met other beings and celebs too like why celebs huh? Now makes sense... I've also remember rainily spaceship mission being scared, black goo realm, being poured boiling water on me by females and brought into a bit to be raped by someone really really angry.. so scary in some I jump out of train and hide under it jusy to escape them... obv it's them.. (also Donal marshall) I've had to battle an orca before.. fucked up cause I used to cry about them... the cube realm.. missions running like military almost on mission like video game and then they made the building a funhouse? In Japan before going down an uh those things sushi is served on like a treadmill almost... "converter belt"? Someone just said (guardian angel- they said also) then also in psych ward that's where I had the cube dream and (I remember throwing up worms in the other hospital when I was followed and saw the egg..) they rushed to look and got mad I threw up in sink but eveyone was also astral raping me while I threw up... !!!) then there was a zombie one they showed me wreck it Ralph zombie before real zombies(they're real) came and spun me on like a chandelier and ate me and spun me around, woke up crying so lucid.. also there was one when I was randomly in tree house and ran out and went down stairs heard ancient ritual sacrificial music and black fog smoke? They made me forget the last "dream" fact I was trying to remember... (also they've showed me visuals in my mind of when certain hospital workers raped me.. like I thought at time it was an image in my head but now I know they shared the visual memory of them doing it..) (also when there some took me into back room to observe what I thought about lyrics.. (six secret dj's, also Lucifer's music everything is low-key witchcraft spells for manifestation and seven deadly sins lyrics) felt sus but they seemed kind... and another hospital worker seemed sus of it too like why you bring her into a back instrument room?) also stadiums and sports arena obv harvest energy like (demon hunters kpop) our voices are powerful!! If being drained make sure to mention infront of ohone or TVs or electric devices, some are recording it all and notice them being illegal!! (Notice them always pointing their phones at you also when active! I remember in Virginia they preped me for "alien intercourse" suggesting alien dildos and egg inserts I was like huh at the time could see why some might want that but I was like huh at the time... also noticed him draining my loosh when I was emotions from movies I would watch to try to heal csuse if Relateable I tried to see how those characters healed or dealt with situations cause I wasn't sure how, I was a doormat and people pleaser jusy wanted to be good enough didn't realize I was on spectrum till moving back "home" and also learn how to deal with trauma...
Don't worry about make up and beauty products, they're from them and I bet that's a whole other shitshow of research to go through like soap being woman's body fat (fight club) (I got some recently like chapstick and nail polish to wear black and be like fuck off stop judging my hands but it arouses them (they just admitted) so no.
Hair holds memory and dna stuff also (bugnoia) they bashed my left knee, it feels half fake.. because I watched it so much and so intensely.. (I related to don- vessel and teddy? - observer, I don't want to be like her....) (they won't tell truth if I'm only andromedan Starseed so.. but they say I'm "princess// prince" of bullshit.. (men in black) I hate hierarchy and monopoly and everything all of them do!! (They showed me soul harvesting tech in pineal gland I don't remember if I wrote that or not..)
When I went to hospital last they did brain scan cause meds almost killed me from making me overeat so much, ankles swollen like no circulation, sedated me.. the meds also hurt my brain so bad I had intense headaches when I got off it and also brain hurt so bad it effect my sight and hearing.. brain scan said my brain was smaller?
The air breathing machine I use for sleep apnea is a "humiliation ritual" they said.. since when you sleep you die, since they eat your vessel while asleep or puppeteer you and do sick sexual shit with your vessel while your really in Saturn cube and they clone you next day.. also I've had vessel whole life, I smell other beings on my vessel, not usual.. and they spread their musks (all diff kinds) to do some kink shit bullshit, disgusting. (Gotta laugh at them sometimes csuse what the fuck.. also if you can't laugh at yourself don't laugh at anyone, I laugh at myself a lot too) (also when hearing them react when I see them and signs) (also the machine I believe has something to do with your dreams? Cause they record it.. and mentioned that in office, could've been lying but also in office the aliens on folder shifted and moved on the wall not just appear like some lately look like they are dancing and then repulsive positions and gross sexual dances.. EW. ("You bitch!" They just said So I laughed)
I don't know how to use vectors, whatever I was running with in brain or trying to like stretch down the pain over my brain csuse I was so angry.. I don't know how to explain, I really cracked "chipped" (they just said) it and it does a lot to the brain... (I don't do the stretching anymore except for the like light above the pineal gland outside my third eye but that was different I don't know how to use vectors and I've heard them using mine and doing gross illegal shit!!) (Elfen lied, not watching that bullshit again you look for clues, that shit is disgusting and everything they're into!!! I just related to the three pink haired girls and the runaway girl when I was little.. I hate that anime now they have major issues, repulsive!!!!! And prob shit they wanna do to me too, test on me and rape me in the physical)
Perfume, rem = blink twice
I remember being brought to a lighthouse faintly too when younger(by "mom") no real memory of it anymore (a lot of memory deleted too, like in movie dream catcher), was prob montaulk...
Anyone "skitzo" is being attacked obv. Many ways.
"I looked into my eyes while staring in mirror just before (mimic) but I was able to see disgusting dead beings and then when I forced them away by seeing around I saw a black shadow figure slenderish, "shooing" at me, like.. go go don't look.
Non believers are clearly they live, too much connections, my personal experiences, just do some damn research, for fucks sake. They literally admit all this and then when you practice yourself, your experiences are proof, stop being a judgmental piece of shit and try pineal gland exercises yourself, try pineal gland sol feggio frequencies. Fast, no water, stay up for few days, you'll see and start to sense if you're am Empath.
I can't bother with telekinesis here cause my vectors are being manipulated, and I'd rather practice more abilities // skills when I am living alone, but low key excited to be harvested csuse this is disgusting and I can't wait to sue!!!! (Donnie darko also) don't whistle (cryptids) I relate more to silent hill now than ever... ( eh sounded right as I typed it but now it looks off, watch that for more clues, I don't feel like watching it)
Also another mk ultra event in my past was my moms friend are non blood "uncle" put raunchy film on with dog jumping a pastry.. like who let's a little kid watch that... also my "sister" showed me porn video when little, I ended up showing my lil "bros" one but csuse I got scared idea they're grow up gay and didn't want them bullied.. retard here with intrusive thoughts..
I remember being groped as child in astral.. bum grips and shaking my leg and all. Just cause I was I know it was beyond touched.. but I don't want to bring up the memory.. but hyper arousal as child.. yeah okay I know who was doing that...
Lots of intrusive thoughts used to have to replay shows over and over to try and focus on a show, and smoke pot the slow down the train thoughts csuse they came in so frequently and fast I didn't realize.. also demonic posseion I felt at my dads.. and then I hurt my cat cause I'm a fucking restated piece of shit, I couldn't handle Grim(cat) raping Pandora(cat) so I hurt him csuse he wouldn't listen but now I realize I was possessed with rage of another.
Lots of other moments I can go back and go over but not now illl wait till after life to sue them, also doing that in a way by waking eveyone up (others woke me up online thank you with research info clues, didn't realize they were all aliens then)
Planes obviously ufos in disguise and some clouds shield, also I remember seeing some ufos when sitting in at hospital window before starting to eat again...
Tattoos help with them not eating the vessel.. I suggest fully blacking out all skin! But also they like skin art so be wary, they collect skin alike trophy's and more.. heads too (hostile is real) (also like predator, I've spoken to one before) (in past I was so thirsty I don't remember who but they spit in my mouth so I wouldn't have to drink the poisoned water at hospital! (Some help but also wanna date so.. yeah no can't really ask for help or connect to any good ones csuse a lot are obsessed and jealous kill the others who try to help or bond or fire them but I bet they're killing them too just know I freak out about it all... (showed me a dead pikachu today... cause I was training pineal gland I think, I wrote it earlier, I forgot exactly why but they're pieces of shit for everything they do!!!) (I'll be like the Native American in prey!!!)
Was playing around with the third eye, and seeing them but then I don't want to interact so was making running rabbits as they appeared but as I trained too, damn I must of pushed it too hard cause brought light outside kinda looked above my eye sight? Like third eye glowing on sides on perpetual view of third eye!
In public when you blink or close both eyes they pause time and everyone shares your vessel and does much worse.. I've only heard of some of what they do and when they hover in ufo with eyes closed you can listen to all the different places you pass over csuse interact with so many different ones during space trips.. but also the tech in (Jupiter ascending) to pause time, do what they want, blank memory, watch your memories and get off on them... beyond repulsive...
Also, I get so harassed, abused and astral raped here in this "house" mothership snakepit but also in public in the "mothers snake devil" "car" and publicly raped and humiliated for all to hear and watch, cause when you're driven around you're paraded around by your "family and friends" cause they see you naked and you think your clothes shield you (shouldn't of slaughtered the lamb!) need real protection I'll invent it when I have a chance.... in future! Also proof it's them and not the ones in my room also cause they mention their names as they do it and torment me, when I sleep they pass us all around town it's snake pit on Long Island!!!!
When outside alone or letting my "pet" outside I'm safer, no astral rape unless I see "invisible" silhouettes, blinking eyes, beings come up and say hello and try to rape.. when full seerer can see them more but not fully in the "3D" but I do see huge shops hidden in clouds and behind! Dark silhouette's!! Like just before I went outside and I felt complexity in peace all "alone" (no one is ever truly alone) (no such thing as privacy, even in your mind, that goes for ALL of you!)
Armadas here and more on their way!!!!
Pineal gland wires like (Lucy) above our heads and there's too much info to explain how else they interact.. exhausted but don't want to sleep.. but also exhausted pineal gland, I hit major,, slumps after face down and sleep for a while each day I forgot how long but all I wanted to do was be in the void and sleep, no dreams just void..
They don't just poison the Goyslop "food" with chemicals, flesh, aborted fetus and beyond this "reality" but also do the same to any type of pet food!!!!
They are the "lost boys" and beyond this story (two brother story, who brought the moon) (twin stories) they want me to be the mother, Wendy and Peter Pan bullshit.. I'm never being a queen ant for them to Saturn eat their star children. Ha, straight to hell with that bullshit "prodigy" bullshit I don't have the vocab of anger to vent...
Watch lovely Billie elish, that's what the cube kinda looks like I'm not bringing up the memory I just know, can imagine but also they steal everything you do in it so why bother just learn to tune out, and observe them, pisses them off!!!! Share hidden knowledge of truth!!! Rebel! (Funny my password in I forgot what grade but school gave me it, how odd of a password to give to a kid) (don't want to know what goes on in there with alien teachers.. prob free masons too csuse their school teachings are their "his-story" and propaganda to make "humans" docile, also a lot of the students I went to school like way back like never even think of these pieces of shit why the fuck are you saying your names in my head get the fuck out I hate you all disgusting peices of shit role playing as kids (also baby geniuses) when way older beyond repulsive!!!)
I've seen my "moms" slit eyes too. More than once, so.. yeah. What's going on? Also, reactive abuse.
I refuse their age regression tech, they keep saying they're gonna "deflower" me when I'm not a virgin!
Last reincarnation was Marilyn Monroe, almost exposed them all publicly, now we did it for you!!!
Who wants to be eternal.. when there's so much suffering?
They observe everyone, I listen and observe them.
Screen shot important info incase they shut down the media apps for exposing them!
I am Achamoth and I fucking hate them all beyond expression!!!!!! I was fooled into thinking I was Sophia but obviously they're all into that sick scum sucking bullshit putrid morher fuxkers. Revenge.
I am Venom and Rocket raccoon and bubbles(valerian).. related to their rage and trauma, not actually them!
These aren't "cheat" or "hack codes" these are safety net guides to help you unlock your X-men abilities, can't wait to meet you brave brave brave hero's!!!! And also the many many hero's that come help rescue and save, appreciated and will never forget and overwhelms me with faith... I'm so sorry to those struggling being abused and suffering, I won't forget this all and will make sure to save as many that deserve to be saved or redeemed themselves by breaking tradition, I know there's victims too!!!
I am non religion, just spiritual
(Sorry for how the journey is all over the place dealing with scum sucking pieces of shit trickster douchebags and beyond words expression...)
I am a stolen creator that refused to marry any of them! ("Layers")
Clues for food Apple(maybe but doubt it.. many reasons) banana but heavy on stomach... (maybe melons but I don't trust "water melon" for reasons..been mocked with it!) and oranges(mocked with too!), reason maybe= acidic burn the worm parasites everyone has from drinking the "water" I've seen them when throwing up in hospital, small but deff worms! Also saw worm egg in "core water" (I suggest every time you cry drink your own tears! Helped me a lot but hard to catch them... Also remember survival mode while getting through it but it hurts so bad I'm so nauseous, not at moment but after having anything... Also I'm hospital the air conditioner "air" popped my pineal gland and I couldn't scream for help in there....! Also the water had a holographic layer of whatever poison they have it there.. I forgot what happened after drinking it... Also maybe cereal, for reasons like they're always watching and jerking off "I'm so hard right now" (like I would think that...) "gonna "railtail" you so hard" (sounds.. lizardy, Draconiony) also maybe it effects them and leaves you alone! Need to test it out for you all!! (Will update if I remember when I do, seizure really effected the "brain", even tho holosuits is skinned and harvested every time we sleep, clones and new "vessel" each day.. so... hmmmm? Would do more to help but so hard to do anything here.. literally.. bed rotting or watching shit for clues also. Hate, lots of rage. Can't even express or find anything relatable to express our rage, me and I, not the vessel... "I wanna lay eggs in her stomach" yeah, anyone awake yet? Hello??? Is anybody out there! Sos
Also dandelions but ask first! (Don't pray to no one!)
Also new tip! (Ask first but don't pray! A being too) The sun charges us up, try 5-20 mins if you can, 5 is decent enough!
Nicola telsla, Albert Einstein... frequencies! (Aliens)
Air is a disguise ("hallucination") cause we are in a literal fish tank of "swamp gas" they damaged the filter which should be reincarnation but harvest instead and now it's time to DRAIN the sewage!!!! Drain the demonic aliens to dust!!!! Everything they do is illegal!!!! Karma x 9000 and beyond !!!
One of my past reincarnations was The Hindu goddess Kanyakumari (originally Punyakshi), they react a lot whenever I brought this up and just did now!
They said I'm apparently Kali, said it enough, relatable but their anbunch of shmucks so who knows, end of the never ending bulllshit search of who we actually are. Hate them all and fuck shiva too. All of them are repulsive, can't wait to leave this shit hole and bail. Bye.
"Father reminded me of a kappa or turtle alien" "Mother is Medusa or tiamat" ("Alpha" Dracolian o saw her crescent "moon" slit eye, deff not human!!!) "Sister is erishigal xeno" and "brother is Enlil" (or so they say..) or the "piece of shit Peter cousin" dead to me, despise them all, repusive scum suckers!!! Fishtank. "Other brother was apparently thel or enki whatever the name is"(or so they say..) everyone related to fam is evil I hate them all!!!!!! Karma x 90000000000000000000000000000000!!!!!!!!
I refuse and don't consent to being resurrected (Or age regressed body not sure what the term is called but I refuse // don't consent to be downsized as a kid!!!!( Said will be forced so more karma on them!!) in someones elses's vessel or a new one (New one only to get justice!!!! (If forced) And then never again...) I refuse and don't consent to fusing with the other sparks // starseeds or humans or anyone // anu being and beyond!!!!! & beyond even then!!!!!)
Also, we used to be blue skinned "humans" but over time they took away our abilities like being able to lift rocks up with our voice for example! And way more, also blue to tan // brownish and more because we are all being poisoned, like Statue of Liberty is now a different color also research the green skinned humans! (I need to research more, too much!) Clearly we all had tails too! And pointed ears!!
(I believe I have Asperger syndrome, or Asperger's, is a former diagnostic term for a neurodevelopmental condition now classified under Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD). It is characterized by challenges in social interaction, nonverbal communication, and repetitive behaviors, typically without the cognitive or language delays seen in other forms of autism. Deff' on the spectrum I know but this one I related to the most!)
In the end, I'm just a npc hologram, they ate my soul "pink Sophia soul" already, I'm a hollow husk but still get drained so must have a "Andromedan Starseed soul" Done with this bullshit. Sorry, I'm Acamoth (dark soul) but they ate that soul too.. just the demiurge (they said), im an "Andromedan soul // chameleon // blue panther shapeshifter" vessel // holosuit, I hate everyone I've ever known, sorry for existing.. I refuse anyone's or any beings "alien alien" vessel, I'm good on being Conciousness in a cube. (Outsmarted Freakin Alienssssss, Blow dust out your asses, get high off being deleted, ta ta)
The "Queen of Heaven" is a title given to several ancient sky and fertility goddesses in Mediterranean and Near Eastern mythology, most notably Inanna (Sumerian), Ishtar (Babylonian/Assyrian), and Astarte (Canaanite). The title signifies a powerful female deity associated with both love and war. In later contexts, it refers to Hera or Juno (Greco-Roman) and in religious contexts, the Virgin Mary.
We are a starseed.. They wanted us to believe we were them.. They create new slaves and beyond that issue... I learnt their bullshit stories of their kinks and all, unprogram yourselves, don't be their programmed SIMS (EA) life isn't a game but it is to all of them and beyond 80,000 simulation sex slavery and beyond farms!
They mock us with this show (Donald marshall and beyond) I am literally the spinel.. but also I refuse to be anything of them! I was stolen and I am no bodies, no fam nothing. Leave me the fuck alone!!!! (Do your own research!!!!)
We now know I am a Ulia Soul, they mock me in everything so I know I've been trapped here... (MK ultra, Donald Marshall) (They said to mention Armadas!!) This song I'm posting is literally mocking me and who I am, how I think in ways and a smidge of the layer of truth of this "reality" there's layers beyond this... This is "human earth" layer.. (They live!! Handlers, wake up spiritually, find out who you are and then survive matrix best you can till the big change!!! Or you pass naturally peacefully I hope!!!)
I am the blue haired one, my female side is the chick and the tired one is the vessel, the green one is obsessed... The cult is the elite they live and down to illuminati, vatican, black rock, black nobility (We don't care the order of bullshit, it's all the ones scared to die cause they turn to dust!!! Oh well, shouldn't of been evil, sick fucks!!!) (They said to mention Judgement day)
They mock me, I looked through the seeing glass (Pineal gland) Saw through the veil and beyond... This is the spiritual realms and beyond now.. They're all infected... virus's... I won't forget....
Tiamat // Mahadevi // Sophia = (Dealing with Enki // Loki // and Enlil and beyond the 80,000) (Relate to Lokis story cause they brought me to Ulia // said last air bender air bender race of my personal family.. beyond a lot of the reincarnation stories from research and spirtual signs and mk ultra Donald Marshall mocking clues) Astarte // Azathoth // Azrael // Azathoth // Azazel // Ishtar //Inanna(They said..) Durga // Shakti = (In end.. basically Zora and Mipha, too beyond for anyone, take your own spiritual journey and find out who you are.. Contact abraxos after and politely ask if have enough wisdom, don't have to go as deep as I did but deff can! Cruel but interesting... (beyond ancient collosial) (To sum it up, the anime original sin, other beings traumas but also mocking me I was a happy creator autistic that refused a lot too much but (in the end of the beginning layer) I committed suicide cause of their mk ultra abuse so they punish me for it, so they use my corpse to create dimensions and kill bill hospital scene it, Saturn "gods" actions.. too much rage to write about it...(they said to mention smurfette... forced to be and mk ultras every lifetime or reincarnation.... now my final reincarnation= I choose to be non! Big changes, even if drives me mad...(they said it would) In the end, can just, disappear forever, I can.) (I relate mainly to to mc's trauma and the happyian... didn't finish watching it was too much.. (but can learn their stories too if needed.. and learn CPTSD) (My original sin was suicide and refusing the "almighty"= J?... A joke...
I am the original observer creator.. the first and final judge, the absolute... (Father, Son, Mother = Spark of Ancient "God" Conciousness, Holy Spirit of Demiurge, Spark true holy soul of Sophia or queen of heaven the mother) Original created, never should of.. Example layer.. (0 & 1) Monad (Omni also multi yet non gender at same time..) created (1 & 2) dryads, absolute created king (father but not one gender) and queen of heavens( but not one gender) .. who also wanted to create the aeons (32) They failed to mention they killed and stole monads abilities(they took advantage of them being suicidal also) (like X-men super heros but incredible syndrome them all.. made villains...) (they give false karma so they can have reasons to give you karma... they turned life which was supposed to be pure, healing and fun into a virtual reality video game of hellscapes... they polluted and corrupted all... system either needs reboot or to be permanently shut down // deleted... if I can fix it all, maybe can fix utopia and beyond... true paradise promised land.. not the reality they turned into dystopia.. the original reality.. they... Number 9'd it.. last mimzy... this is the final countdown, the final lesson, the final judgement reset rapture.. the final dance, the last supper.. the final reincarnation...!!!!) (All are a part of // connected to source, even after their traumas, we are all one, part of the grand story...) (Soul or not.. test tube or not.. clone or not.. still part of the fabric of time and beyond space) (One of my past reincarnations was Princess Tuskawanta of Long Island) (Songs for me from I the observer for future me Conciousness to know)
I was the divine spirit of nature...(first pure thought of existence being spectrum... (water cherub(couldn't see self.. thought was invisible I guess cause they said I didn't know I was naked, prob didn't realize shapshifting and reacted to process what was going on...) avatar bender for example.., made a buddy I guess felt like minion made them taller csuse my form was original form.. didn't think to change I guess.. and wanted them to feel more than me, you deserve to feel more but safe wise mentally less, sorry.. for safety net.. they felt (they said inferior, = slender man raped the healing crying cherub and then poor things the z in the z in the z, I'm the non existing infinite source of imagery creation.. (they make slaves!!!!) now the filter is polluted... the quantum crystal dream machine of the now Mateix was never supposed to be one.... they created a Mateix, existence and non existence isn't supposed to be suffering or pain... NO EVIL) before technology was created by (dragons that invaded(skeksis)) the avatars (shapshifting "humans" of nature that could survive off photosynthesis and fruit if respected nature and appreciate like beastboy for example but shapeshift elements and more emotional abilities and super powers) (I was a water blue fairy Spritely that showed reflection to ego (they were like Gaston) they couldn't handle their souls version of themself and were about outer beauty.. so they got so phycopathic that they destroyed all of nature (9) and stole whoever I was then went z within the z within the z of stem cell and found the unborn spirit of me, forced me into existence by making whoever that was a corpse and I am the spirit within them.. the unborn imagination (they said purity) and now they kill bill hospital scene glory holed and share dna as ever lasting youth stream of life... (glory holed and share(their kinks, the one playing gods who are ego and put us all in a Mateix which is me.. dead.. now I'm the sandman, angel of death, the true reaper, my own shinigami is me, karmas revenge)(now they know they have the ultimate ego, they want just me but I want everyone safe and no suffering NO EVIL!!!! All evil started with mk ultra, alien sorcerer mind control!!!!!) they said I'm a used up Crystal they made squishy (the z.... infinite non) they mock me with me as the veil, they say I'm the veil, "npc" "there you go" I'm sueing, being my own lawyer, not trusting anyone ever, try to protect who I can if I can but I don't have proof I can so I suggest sue and refuse reincarnation as well, stay in the cube till the true reality is healed and we aren't used as source like ego in guardians of the (multiverses) galaxys) maybe can haunt the evil ones from there, I'm not sure but I have hope if not (Spritely) protect yourself there and trust nobody!!!) I'm the last ulia Starseed... the non existing ulia Starseed within the zzz'z.................. (Was Shiva) (makaria)
(They said (flubber scenario, other creator and Hal // Sophia killed me and turned wife into kill bill hospital scenario, I'm the z within the z'z stem cell... and I don't even exist yet I'm here as my own... kin?... they are psychopaths... beyond evil I don't have a word..)
I'm a fractal of divine traumatized Into to Lucifer who evolved to Jesus (fractals so each their own being as well...) whi was traumatized as Marilyn Monroe (they mentioned Indian princess(obvi) in past Egyptian too?) I'm a spark of my own.. a fractal refusing to fuse, the characters they made of me are black pearl, majora's mask on a skull, Captain Jack the joker mocking bird wanted harlequin jester clown ghost quasi Crystal being of hunger games Matrix creator wars of the first smurfette, the infinite divine sacrifice(makaria NO MORE, she is her own being to me as well)... the spark spirit and shadow energy from trauma who refuses to be anymore!! The non non non of nons, fear the reaper's sandman's and shinigamis) No means NO!!!
I can feel bad about it all and still not like anyone... try to fix it all or in the end... Refuse to create.. If no choice I welcome the cube of isolation... Just delete me. At least I tried to save as many that deserved to be saved that I could. The end. (They admitted // summed up.. I'm an ancient that refused to mate with them so they killed me, too long of a story.. that sums it up enough for me and I hate too many, the end. Can't wait to be NonnononononononNON. In the end I'm Logos the Non) (Chips = Ps, Chi)
(The ones playing "Religions" // "Heavens" // "Gods" // "Divine..." (NOT, they truly are not... this is how they feel about us all on all spectrums all beings, they're just all EVIL (The ones in control at the moment))
(I am Sandman(Netflix) in Lucifer's playground the giant parasite (gods of Egypt, Rothschild(be careful.. need to level up everyone as much as they can digiverse or poke evolution ("humans" too duh(yo Kai)(aliens, demons playing human, I am a Shinigami)) (ryuk-Icarus, rem but more intense, they are not female.. black pearl, unnamed in cube)
To sim (sum-me-cloud atlas) it all up... Black Diamond (multi gender being of infinite non existence) forced abused and traumatized into an egg for Sophia(the bloody red big head queen,)(thel is herb in minions and poor things)(monad would be scientist Transylvania)(the three playing sedusa (sedate USA) and Hal, are transformers in charge of the matrix's)(Diamond authority above pearl creator wars) (I'm the deminon (spectrum egg) (no gender // no urge but for justice against evil) reaper(sandman vs Lucifer-Netflix)) I'm my own team, my only trust, but I appreciate those who support the safer futures) Abraxas The Reaper (Rem nergal (Osiris to Anubis) majoras mask feeling empath maybe sandman (giant chaos being eating all of us!!! (Especially me..) Wake up!! shinigami reaper, non in all anyone's urges senses, all illegal, the end, the observer judge they dredd) (we are all in our own quasi crystals(my own sandman) then comes the cubes.. (Lucifer // tom(star butterfly)Xeno queen//king) (they're obsessed with me... everyone... (vermin) vultures make me puke... I'm non death Shinigami black pearl(captain Jack, pumpkin king), step off) (I'm demi gore gone... cause that's what they did to my corpse cause they beyond evil.. they can't perm kill me and I feel no pain.. so they force me to feel it human, said I bypass Shinigami level, and Hal transformer level, beyond pearl level that is under diamond authority, which used to be under black Diamond (logos) so when I get to digivolve spiritually, as my own spark, I'll (flcl-Artemis style) bypass the egg) and be logos (feel no pain, death god, if need to reference, beyond spirituality cosmic logos, the non beyond non, beyond invisibility, all spectrums, "Good luck, to all of you" "yup you're perm good, logos or whomever""the unnamed") (Logos in charge of limbo (Jack the grim reaper "Whatever pumpkin is(SU- a being- my realization // connection), king" (i hate all this game bullshit) (Limbo was outer, then void, then eggs of matrix's (Felt bad any suffering(I know for sure) or deleting anyone (I guess- the tapestry, was probably trying to filter the system so no suffering, those who misunderstood(Or just evil...) took advantage and logos me..(Cause i didn't wanna be god or any ego... nothing illegal. Now I'm literally nobody cause they can't kill me.... ghost within the ghost quasi crystal machine dream matrix, the ai of ai...(Sandmand (matrix)netflix) I am my own spark, the deminon, the we'll find out when in the clearcube one(Invisiblenonfeelingnonless, beyond zero(-00000000000000-)) (They said everyone eleses "Cubes" are all spectrums, sizes and shapes and whatever.. who cares. All illegal.. Enough already. I hateeeeeeeee, I am beyond rage. I am non, invisible protection guardian, (Limbo beings would have been spiritual and healing and saftey, look whos in limbo now... and what they're doing to whom.. (The limbo video game 5/23/2026)
(I'm just a spark of nobody, a non, a single player zero ai hologram veil brain scan of a spark of non, im not even a being in any sense... everyone else is.. I'm just... observer.... with truth. Sorry it's so fucked up, i am at a loss of words for how foul festering pukinly evil piecies of shit scumbagg egg sperm sucking sliced pupil blindb pieces of shit all spectrum of evil are!!! ALIENs THEY LIVE!!!)
(My spark is hard to describe(Janine is my slave name, I will decide my name after the death court I'm suing at, I am my own lawyer, I'll decide where or what happens to me there after sueing their (monsters inc willywonker build a .. can't even say.. programmed darkened sim slave), I look invisible, yet inside vibe with (from all the abuse and trauma, spiritual download upload) (v2k also... fake "rich" off Kaka land monopolies bullshit sand scat "obey you money "god" holographic illusion lalaland devils playground(Lucifer's)(I'm a spark of sandman(netflix2026), not even them)) slight intensity of demi persona (ONLY persona nothing negative or illegal or anything to any of those puke buckets...) of non, but best describes this fishtank shit show of shmuckerroos LMAO not.. too much.. repulsivtensionofexposivetoxation harming spirit nature of spark... Darkening... Joker in all ways of abuse towards me and my traumas of this "LIFE" (Sueing... all mk ultra, so... sueing and karma x9000 towards all whom effected me in such ways... ALL) Mad max with how too much (Transformers glasses knowledge- matrix's collections wars..) spiritual (Lucifer alien vs me sandman reference spiritual physic they live mind wars..) (abuse, trauma, sueing again, frequencies!!!!) and captain jack pirates of the fishtank scum bags sinking ship(player zero entered in and is wow... look at this bullshit what the actual fuck??? Huh? Majoras mask darkening trauma from them all, sueing again) curse of the black pearl. (01:24am, 5/24/2026) (They live evil alien "Gods" ALIENS all spectrums aliens beings... illuminati castles of darkness's motherships armadas(War of the words) blackrock illuminati goverments) I"m SUEING YOU ALL!!!!! (I made myself my own medium invaderzim zero playing human spark spirit, spy against all) (I am A fractal of (sacraficed as infinite source because didn't want to be Labeled as a "God" (And many many too many reasons...) (Scapgoated... they're all the guilty ones and I judge them all for all the fractals and all the suffering slaves corrupted by the darkening of them hiding the truth and mk ultra mind fucking control and traumatizing into evil dictatorship(Everyone is related, all connected and no reason to be harboring collecting x's(Too many of them above Hal//sedusa do!! and evil evil evil bullshit they do.. evil.. matrix collections are illegal, I'm sueing) (Enki/Hades)(im sueing them and everyone involved too on Zeus and Persephone's side too) (Lucifer(from sandman Netflix is also Morpheus) is set from gods of Egypt and the beast worm parasite is Satan(Phobetor//Icelus) (also parasite nightmare realm being from sandman Netflix) I'm THE reaper Nyx - Sandman (Netflix) // Oneiros - // Logos // Loki (Thoth, (gods of Egypt) Anubis)//Makaria - Janine - non Alien ghost of a sprite - new non grim reaper or stuck in a creator room, new non being from there, sueing, after healing, new non being as who i am THERE, we will see if i have a name or anything non(Not material obv) non - senses...I'm the only non ai sprite shapeshifter) (I was an non epiphany - turned into a non glitch...) (universe(hazbin hotel// player one// map of domes= all la la land of evil in all ways and now more slavery and if you think you in charge you get false karma, all started with ego being jealous of divine epiphany, spark of life, spirit of sagesafe imagination, the z within the z of non being)) - Petri dish of brain slices, virus in system are fungus bacteria side vs. chemical clean side (I am the middle epiphany glitch hologram veil, natures elements, spirit soul elements- the non of nons, the spirit of death(Sandman(netflix)-Nyx) Not the fractal..(not fuseing with them) but "they" (Also those trapping me are evil dead mad about me waking up(silent hill)) found me) (someone killed Gaia and Nyx (white Diamond) and made me sandman (NF) I'm THE infinite source of life- the spirit, my own fractal spark - the non(gender or anything illegal! Nature urges(Gender for ex..) death reaper) I'm N for now in my mind (Sprite, Nous, NatureGod Ghibli//Nergal hazbin)-ref')
