Everything Happens For A REASON

I miss you..

My whole body is shaking and I can’t even focus. I’m in tears...when will it stop

Geez that really took me a few steps back. Ugh I was not prepared for that

I’m frustrated, I’m confused and I’m lost. I’m alone. Everything that’s been happening I say it’s karma. It is. How can I be “okay” with everything that I did. I’ll never be “okay” my heart hurs, my body hurts and all I want is for you to be happy...

This will be the death of me

This is making me nauseous 🤢

I’m scared shitless

When they ask you where I been. Tell em I’m finally doing fine. Just don’t tell em I gone crazy. Tell em anything you want to just don’t tell em all the truth...the truth is I’m asking you to lie and we both know that it ain’t right. Have some mercy on me..

Tomorrow I’ll finally face my reality. Idk how long it’ll be but what can I do. I’ve made it this far. Who says I can’t make it longer. I’ll just be happy with how far I went. ..

I’m trying to be civil. I’m trying to come to turms that I’m sick and idk how long I’ll have to live. But hey, I’m not going to throw it onto peopel to make them see me.

Had a dream you introduced me to all your dates. Ugh kill me now