Sam

Intro post

Hello,my name is Sam,I'm 14 y.o,I'm only use they/them pronouns,English is not my first language and I sometimes use translator

I gonna use this page mostly for vents(that means alot of trauma dumping and I gonna talk about heavy topics),random thoughts that I have in my head,pretty rare post my arts and I use this page as my own journal in general

I'm pretty awkward,have issues with communication with people,I can be dry on text and sometimes be an asshole on purpose(cuz I can use sometimes this page while be frustrated),I'm not hashtag my every post cause I'm lazy,I also can sometimes be not active in posting,because I easily get tired

Basic DNI,I block freely

Trigger warning about this page:

I can talk about topics as self harm,sexual abuse,nfst topics,suicide,my mental health issues and i put hashtag "TW" if there a post with such topic

If you uncomfortable with it,don't interact with my page/block me

TESTOSTERONE WILL SAVE YOUR CHILD!!

Tw for mention of choking

He's a big fan of art and I'm specifically talking about art from medieval era

Probably because how much his hat cost,I assume he came from pretty rich family

Long curly hair,always tied in a ponytail

His favorite flower is Bell

He mostly presentic masculine but he won't mind if he ever gonna presentic androgynous or feminine

Because he's from rich family with status,he since childhood where taught to live in healthy lifestyle(healthy meals,involved in sports since childhood) and because of habits and continued to live such lifestyle,he grew up with an athletic body

^ I think despite this,he's favorite food would be any dishes with pasta

He became illusioner because "why not"

Once at party where he was illusioner when he where starting a performance,he asked some person at party to gave him a banknote,when he made a illusion where the banknote disappeared,the person get mad and assault xigeris and attempt to choke him

lip biter,he mostly doing it without any reason and bite until his lips starting to bleeding

Issues with sleeping,he often needs at least 2-3 hours to fall asleep while he laying on his bed and trying to find comfortable position

(don't ask me why I gave her a lazy eye,it's just personal headcanon)

I perceived him as myself for long time ago

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When you randomly tried to remember a pretty traumatic event for you that you still have a ache in your chest and all of the sudden thought "I should get rape with scissors" appearance in your head with you imagine a doodle of it,then you just staring at wall like this

"narc abuse"

"how to isolate a narcissistic"