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this is what i mean when i type 👀 btw

elena patching vermouth up after vermouth getting wounded, vermouth's blood getting onto her. same red blood as anyone else's. no matter the skin color we have, underneath runs the same blood. vermouth, ethereally beautiful as she is, when cut bleeds just the same. she should easily handle seeing vermouth's blood as seeing any other patient's. but vermouth is smiling her sardonic smile at elena, mocking as always, as usual, in the lab she's different from everywhere else, the poise and perfection gone, and she's bleeding and she's beautiful and her blood gets onto elena's arm and elena does not have the urge to wipe it away, she has the urge to touch it tenderly, to press onto it as if to immerse that onto her own skin, she feels unprofessional but vermouth bleeding has a tantalizing effect on her, different anyone else she's treated.

Why do you think Ash agrees to one-on-one fight when Sing proposes to it? I always thought about it but couldn't find a good reason. What would happen if he denied to fight? I know it's won't make much difference but I can't help but think that if only Lao knew that there is no fight between them, it would have stopped him killing Ash, though it won't change everything.

Andre Camel x Furuya Rei

You know, I was chatting with the partner the other day about how we really don't know anything about Furuya Rei's family and how if we ever do get that information revealed to us, the statistical probability that it's gonna come with some sort of biological relation plot twist. SO. In the event that does happen:

I learned a very long time ago that I could post in English on the Anglo internet about my experience as a sexual minority in the #middleeastandnorthafrica region. I could vent about every slight or slur, every indiscretion, all the doors that might not have closed in my face had I not been who I am. But that all it would do is earn me a seat at a table half the world away, a seat that I would lose the second I said “but my people are still human. But we are Arab women before we are queer women. But we are muslim before we are trans women. But we are imperialised subjects of the periphery before we are bisexuals. But we are ‘combat-aged males’ before we are gay men and boys.” A seat that I could only keep if I show a willingness to betray my people. And I will not. I do not want it. The price is too steep and the value too low.

My favorite hobby is seeing people go “I just started playing Tgaa and I really like Kazuma”