1's Manifestation

It feels so real as if it can happen at any moment I hate this feeling I can live like this

As I get use too it that’s what’s driving me mad the level too which it’s normal but what can I do

Look in the mirror I see a great man I tell myself I chose to write here because I’m a stranger here and this is my way out this is a recording of me the real me this is my letter to you my love the one I let down

When you do smile even tho it’s not because of me I’m happy that I was able too witness such a beautiful moment because if I lose you I got nothing too be or become just a lost soul with no way but too be a savage I’m nothing special I breathe just like them the ones on the outside my soul may not be clean as yours but I try too be close too it soo that love will at least fall in my direction even if I can’t have it the dream of being close too it just for that comfort…..warmth that I wish for is good enough living in the shadows so that the sun never sets in your world I am lost I feel like I won’t be found not because of can’t but because the need is not there and now I fall till there is no where els too fall………

In this place I call my dimension I ask myself……….

I kept it down and played it silent