POSITIVITY

It surprises me how BTS must be aware of this collaboration (maybe they have already recorded the song), they must have opinions on the topic. Are they okay with working with this man? Maybe they didn't say anything or maybe their opinions are not important enough for the company to care .

But then I saw that Accorhotel Arena (Paris) did a pre-sale when they were not suposed to. I saw how Stubhub had re-sale tickets at 9.05 am and they cost 4 times the original price, and I saw how O2 is saying that we should look for tickets there (suspicious).

Right now there's more than 80 standing tickets on re-sale for much more than 350 pounds for the 20 of october in Paris. That's a lot considering there are Cat2, Cat3, Cat 4, Or and Vip tickets and there are also a lot of them on re-sale.

Like, I can't hear this song and not move my ass, such a bop

They are the fresh breeze of a summer's night, the nihilist thoughts when you look at the stars, the thunder storms when autumn is near, the joy of a little girl when she tastes a chocolate ice cream, the first bird singing in the morning...

Self-deveolpement

I might be wrong but I would like to think singularity is about finding your own identity in a society that tries to mold everyone the same way. And, tbh, it came out in a perfect time for my self-deveolpement journey.

I've been a really shy girl all of my life, and since I was little I was afraid of other people's opinion of me. I went to a school and high school were there was a lot of psychological bullying and, me, being a girl with "unconventional" interests (anime, videogames, classical music) and with a weird manner of comunicating with others (I used a lot of metaphors when explaining myself, I had crazy cool ideas when it came to projects that people found weird)... I had to choose between being bullied and left alone or putting on a mask and hide who I really was. And I was just a little girl, so I chose the second option. Now, I would never do that, but at that time I felt very vulnerable.

That was the worst thing I've ever done. I strated loosing my identity, what made me unique, what defined me. I was a people pleaser, I was afraid of giving my opinion, of giving ideas (they were too weird). Not only I didn't say these out loud, I also stopped creating my own opinions and ideas because, in the end, they didn't matter if I wasn't going to say them out loud anyways. I totally lost myself (take a moment to consider how harmful this is). And now, it has been really difficult for me to become someone, that person I feel that lives inside my brain. I've thought, for the longest time, that I had killed that person a long time ago, that I was empty and didn't have a personality, and that it was too late. But the little person was only sleeping, and I can say that it is slowly awakening, or maybe being born. I'm finally seeing my own colors, and they are beautiful. It's been really hard, but I'm sure it will be even better and more beautiful as time goes on.

So, singularity just reminded me that we shouldn't lose ourselves for anyone. We shine the brightest when we don't have any chains on us, when we are free to do whatever we want. Let's embrace our beauty, a beauty that only needs existence and freedom to be there.

I only wish people could be more accepting of others so we don't have to care about them judging us. For real, I've been lost for the longest time. It was scary not being someone. I liyerally was no one. Please, try not to lose yourself like I did.