nicole

Never beg for a relationship.

You’ll end up really disappointed if you think people will do for you as you do for them. Not everyone has the same heart as you.

Your peace is more important than driving yourself crazy trying to understand why something happened the way it did. Let it go.

Not everyone is and alcoholic, Or a drug addict, Some people work too much, lock themselves away, or drink their coffee like its life support. But the idea is the same, to drown themselves in something, in anything. To push away everything for a moment, just one small moment. Next time, look closer, Because everyone has their demons, Some just aren’t that obvious

Sometimes I feel it under my skin. Like something is burning inside of me and the pain gets too real. I try to contain it, to limit it but it’s not going anywhere. It’s here to stay, unlike you. The pain doesn’t walk away without turning back. It infiltrates my skin and it grows inside me. All this burning and aching at least remind me that you once were what I felt inside. I guess it’s just filling the hole you left. You never took responsibility anyway.

Be alone. Eat alone, take yourself on dates, sleep alone. In the midst of this you will learn about yourself. You will grow, you will figure out what inspires you, you will curate your own dreams, your own beliefs, your own stunning clarity, and when you do meet the person who makes your cells dance, you will be sure of it, because you are sure of yourself.