The Loneliest Lion.

ᴍʏ ғᴏᴜʀ M⃒O⃒O⃒D⃒S⃒ • • • • • • #capricorn #election2020 #isthisoveryet #bye #brb #omwtocanada #canadahereicome #fuckyou #iloveyou #2020election #electionmood #donttalktome #areyouokay #itsokaynottobeokay #unitedstatesofanxiety (at 𝐴𝑛𝑥𝑖𝑒𝑡𝑦) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHO3Mt6ARR4/?igshid=w4tz2zy1o5fu

ᴡᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʜᴇʟʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ...👹♥️👹 (at Hell) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHE37h0gqAV/?igshid=3j0ii5kp29w0

ᴵᶠ ᵞᴼᵁᴿᴱ ᴿᴱᴬᴰᴵᴺᴳ ᵀᴴᴵˢ, ᵂᴱ ᴸᴼᵛᴱ ᵞᴼᵁ ♥ #nationalboyfriendday #boyfriendday #samesamebutdifferent #xoxo #loveyou #rangerthedog (at A Procura De Uma Namorada) https://www.instagram.com/p/CF6MLMBAYXa/?igshid=1mv4y05nzcd37

🌈🌹💋🌹🌈 (at Love Shack .) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFgLyFaAGiE/?igshid=1rkv6mhootnw1

The sexual tension between me and ordering @postmates vs ordering groceries ... (at Postmates) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFa49WXA9t6/?igshid=6fx4yygj8rsa

send “pew pew” to the last person you texted for a surprise 🌈 ♥ I was going a little crazy with the fires without my runs and outside time, but I decided to get glammed up and shoot this week. I’ve always used photoshoots as a tool to see myself. Before I even knew or understood self-love and practiced self-love in the mirror with mantras and positive self talk, I’ve taken photos of myself and done fun little shoots~ I’ve literally been doing it since I was in middle school - I’d hide out in my room, take hundred of photos and I’m sure our old PC was filled with thousands of awkward photos from my little pink canon camera. Over the years, it’s given me a tool to express myself, make my visions come to life and get comfortable with my body. It’s a powerful tool that makes me feel empowered and confident. On a call with a friend this week, it dawned on me that not everyone does this...so I started writing out my process and different tools that I use. I wasn’t sure if this is something people would be interested in, so leave a comment if it is & also leave a comment if you’re cute! ;) • ILY (at I think you're wonderful) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFS7KgmgW_L/?igshid=wadj98qmoyvb

♥ S⃒U⃒R⃒R⃒E⃒N⃒D⃒E⃒R⃒ ♥ True healing is about letting go. Letting go of the sources of pain, letting go of the toxic mind-sets that hold us back, and it must contain forgiveness. You have permission to forgive yourself and anyone that caused you pain, directly or indirectly. You heal your soul when you choose to forgive. ♥ reminders from @sylvestermcnutt ♥ Photo taken by myself 4 myself & edit by me 2 💋 (at Self-Love) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFQ1yFkA_Mo/?igshid=1s19trpkeiriu

❤️🚨❤️ (at Looking Out My Window) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFGXRHEgKHr/?igshid=x28x44wtgly3

This year would have been my 5th time returning )’( ome ✨ When I was scrolling through the years of photos, I had the realization that my healing journey really began before my first burn - when I think back, it was when I woke up. Burning man has influenced my life so much - from the principals to the people, there is not a day that passes without applying what I’ve learned. It lead me to design and create my own outfits and lead me to start @atomicrainbow_ . It has allowed me to connect and see myself in a way I have never experienced before and opened my heart. My birthday is NYE so naturally every year is a new year for me, but Burning man has also become a “new year” for me and is usually more of a new year than NYE. Every year it feels like life comes full circle - any negatives from the year before are closed, new intentions are made and I am fueled with new energy. This year is no different, although we were unable to physically be together. I am so grateful for every experience it has given me and for all the people near and far that I’ve stayed in contact with and that have become family. I am so happy to be where I am now and proud of how much healing I have done since last year because to be honest, I was really lost and disconnected a year ago. I have so much love in my heart for who I am and if I could I’d go back and give that Meg a big hug and tell her there’s some crazy shit ahead, but you’re going to be just fine. I have been missing the playa so much and been feelin it over the past month....what a fucking incredible place!! I truly cannot wait to return to the dusty dance floors and all the playa magic! Until then, here’s some pics from the last 4 years! 💋🔥🌈 (most of the photos are mine & all others are tagged —— scroll to end to laugh and watch a funny video of me having the time of my life at my first burn 🔥💦) #burningman #burnimgman2020 #burningman2017 #burningman2016 #burningman2019 #burningman2018 (at Black Rock City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CE8JGbbgCqU/?igshid=mtn3elqtzpqe

F⃒U⃒L⃒L⃒ M⃒O⃒O⃒N⃒ E⃒N⃒E⃒R⃒G⃒Y⃒ ✨🌝🪐💫 Our girl, the moon, is in Picses and she is all about deep emotional connection, healing and compassion for yourself and others. Hold on to something and get prepared for the emotional roller coaster that might slap you in the face! We are here with the love from the universe who has brought to light any negative emotions, patterns and people and in doing so allowed us to detach from all these things that are stealing our juicy energy. With this new detachment we are gifted space and clarity!! We welcome love, success, abundance and all that we have manifested to enter our lives !! We recognize and appreciate ourselves for all the work and the healing we have done up until now and open the god damn door to this new chapter of abundance, ideas and creativity!!! Fill your schedule with some “ME” time - ENJOY YOURS͛E͛L͛F͛ !! Treat yourself with a nice bath, a walk in nature and a calming meditation. You deserve the world baby and good times are ahead!! Happy Full Moon!!! I love you!!! xoxo MEG #fullmoon #piscesfullmoon #piscesmoon #naturecollage #naturephotograpy #naturebabe #nakedinnature #home Photo at Kern River & edit by Me 🌈🌲 (at The Happy Place) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEnryt0AJzx/?igshid=18cv814rtzfrj

𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔊𝔬𝔡𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔡𝔬𝔢𝔰𝔫'𝔱 𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔲𝔰 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔬𝔲𝔱𝔰𝔦𝔡𝔢; 𝔰𝔥𝔢 𝔢𝔪𝔢𝔯𝔤𝔢𝔰 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔡𝔢𝔢𝔭 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫. 𝔖𝔥𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔥𝔢𝔩𝔡 𝔟𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔟𝔶 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔫𝔢𝔡 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔭𝔞𝔰𝔱. 𝔖𝔥𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔡 𝔦𝔫 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔰𝔠𝔦𝔬𝔲𝔰𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔰, 𝔟𝔬𝔯𝔫 𝔦𝔫 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢, 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔫𝔲𝔯𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢𝔡 𝔟𝔶 𝔥𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤. 𝔖𝔥𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔤𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔶 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔳𝔞𝔩𝔲𝔢, 𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔡 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔰𝔲𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔡 𝔟𝔶 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔡 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔨 𝔬𝔣 𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔬𝔫𝔞𝔩 𝔤𝔯𝔬𝔴𝔱𝔥 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔦𝔰𝔠𝔦𝔭𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔞 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔡 𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔩𝔶 𝔦𝔫 𝔥𝔬𝔭𝔢. _𝔐𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔢 𝔚𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔦𝔞𝔪𝔰𝔬𝔫 • • • 𝔊𝔬𝔡𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔐𝔞𝔤𝔦𝔠 𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔱 𝔟𝔶 @itsnotkeri 💕 (at Goddess Awards) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEVdHhcAn5v/?igshid=1s6wod1idweqy

🅗🅐🅟🅟🅨 ♡🅒🅐🅜🅟🅔🅡 (at Wild Willy's Hot Springs) https://www.instagram.com/p/CES_J5cgRYq/?igshid=c29vtfp7zbv7

S⃒U⃒P⃒P⃒O⃒R⃒T⃒ Y⃒O⃒U⃒R⃒ F⃒R⃒I⃒E⃒N⃒D⃒S⃒ A⃒R⃒T⃒ ✨🌈 There is nothing better than investing in your friends and their art ~ Everything comes full circle and as a creator, it is the most rewarding feeling to feel supported. I am So SO SOOO happy to have this special piece made by @atrebb ~ You are a friend that has become family and I can’t wait for what is in store for you and all your hat magic! If you are looking for a custom hat that encompasses all that is you ~ head to @nondescripthatco LOVE YOU BB! REPOST: “What can I say about @justlilmeg. What can I say about her colorful, radiant personality. What can I say about her talents as an artist. What can I say about someone who over the past few years have become family? I’ll say it with this piece. It’s the little details like the dried roses or the rainbow burned into the band. One of megs projects is called the Rainbow Mirror project. She has decorated a mirror with the colors of the rainbow, to help people seed and reflect the positive energy and intentions they are looking for in their lives. 100X beaver felt in bone. 3 3/4” brimmed cattleman with a custom band and jade beading. #hatsofinstagram #bespokehatter #custom #oneofakind #hatmakers #hatdesign #hatdesigner #fashion #style #hats #western #cattleman #rainbowmirrorproject #venice #losangeles #yeehaw #custommade #customhat #millinery #supportyourfriends #shopsmall #hat #nondescripthatco (at Venice Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDw9qUvgwIV/?igshid=1n9brprh6yymk

We are so easily attached to people, places, our stories, our traumas, our heart breaks, our past. It is what creates US - these “things” are what built us and make us who we are. But what do we have when we let all of it go? Who are you in this present moment without the stories, without the heartbreak, without the trauma? These “things” are merely bricks of the walls that built us, but they are not our homes. Once the walls are sealed and built, why would we punch holes and destroy our home to return to the bricks buried behind walls? Yes, we must understand how our home is built, but we can’t go punching holes in the walls every day to return to the traumas and specific bricks that built our house. One and the same, we cannot create a new future for ourselves if we continue holding onto the emotions of the past. I have been a victim of my past for so long - my relationships, my traumas, my mistakes, my heartbreaks - they have played on repeat creating my present reality and holding me so deeply attached to one place. I have caught up with myself in the present and declared that the past is no longer the place I am going to live. I don’t want to destroy my home, I want to decorate it and envision it becoming more and more beautiful, more decadent and filled with more and more love. This is where I have decided to be. The last 6 months I have dedicated myself to changing my reality and my mindset. The negative beliefs that clouded my mind are only clouds that pass through. I have literally shifted into this new reality, living in gratitude and with that I have manifested everything I want and MORE. I have immersed myself with books and podcasts from Dr. Joe Dispenza, Eckhart Tolle, Stephan Presfield and meditations with Deepok Choprah. Learning everyday. The world has been shifting and I have been feeling it deeply. It has had its dark moments, but I truly believe there is a bigger purpose for it all. We are never going back to the way things used to be, we are moving forward to something even better. We have to accept this new reality. I am sharing this because I think it is important to remember that great things take. Just as the world will take (at On Top Of The Clouds) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDugKOzgsPs/?igshid=1q1ueskl1lfuu

I⃒N⃒S⃒T⃒A⃒G⃒R⃒A⃒M⃒ v⃒s⃒ R⃒E⃒A⃒L⃒I⃒T⃒Y⃒ haha ranger really wanted to be in these photos 😂 Heading to nature for a couple days with my babes!!!! I am beyond excited to tap out of the city and connect with nature. Have a beautiful weekend wherever you are! See you on the other side!! 💘💘 (at Burkhart Trail) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDVRhTegJH_/?igshid=1ufr2v5pfza07

C⃒H⃒A⃒L⃒L⃒E⃒N⃒G⃒E⃒ A⃒C⃒C⃒E⃒P⃒T⃒E⃒D⃒ ᴺᴼᴹᴵᵀᴬᵀᴱᴰ ᴮᵞ ᴹᵞ ᴮᴱᴬᵁᵀᴵᶠᵁᴸ ᴮᴱˢᵀᴵᴱ @laurenmiamusic 🖤 (at Black Rock City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDKrAmHA4Fu/?igshid=sm8q96kkqmxf

ᴠɪᴘ: ᴠᴇʀʏ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ ᴘɪᴄɴɪᴄ! 🍓🍇🍷🥖🌹 ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏʙʙʏ ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜɪɴɢ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʟᴏᴄᴋᴅᴏᴡɴ 2.0 ❤️❤️❤️ • • • (at Picnic Day) https://www.instagram.com/p/CC4Uw7Rgpl2/?igshid=wjrk54usnb8f