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Hiii. I'm Lon, or Lo, either works. I'm mostly a writer, but this account is mostly yapping as of now. I have plans though...

Links: AO3, TikTok

No bigotry of any kind, I will block you. This includes supporting openly bigoted people. If you're not willing to stand up for people's rights, I don't want you here.

So long as you don't bring hate and respect boundaries, you're welcome. I don't care enough to make a DNI list, I'm a genderqueer really fw Maverique as a label idk I'm figuring it out lesbian and pagan witch who believes in human rights. You do the math.

Do NOT tag any of my works including the TMNT brothers, batfamily, Takeru and Yamato, Taichi and Hikari, the Sevilles, the Millers, or Sonic and Tails as romantic.

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officially enrolled in college after my break semester (brain fog was brain fogging BAD earlier this year) lets gooo

#classes are 4 credits instead of 3 so I can take one less to be full time #and let me tell you for my chronically ill ass that’s a huge relief #I also switched colleges because this one had more offerings for my major #better classes etc etc #so I’m excited #fully online which kinda sucks because I like being in person #but also is great because yk. chronically ill #I wasn’t even sure if I was gonna go back so yay for me #twas very discouraged last winter because I was STRUGGLING #everyone say fuck you to my gabapentin (jk gabapentin you’re awsome my dr just should have upped my dose when I told him I can’t THINKKKK)#yappology #i’ve got like a year and a half left so to not go back is admittedly a waste of a lot of money and time #but omg I just. couldn’t think. at all. and we didn’t know why #I genuinely did nothing but sleep the first three months of the year #16 hours a day. it was ROUGH

dragonnnerdd

This duo isn't a friends thing, it isn't a family thing, it is a third thing in-between that I can only describe as a "I found this turtle in the garbage outside my restaurant and he keeps almost getting me killed and simultaneously saving my life so I have to be the reliable male authority figure in his life" thing

#I LOVE THEM DEARLY #leo and his assortment of accidental male authority figures #rottmnt #rottmnt leo #rottmnt hueso

mkthedingus

Rise August Magma Doodles: Day 5 (Future)

(thank you to @tacoturtlenerd for putting this together:))

Mikeys baldness origin story (plus @paperlanternn's silly doodles)

My Mikey and @evenmorebeess Leo looking at each other (also his Donnie and my Raph)

Doie propaganda by the one and only @paperlanternn

They found each other in the next life :]

This was sososo fun!! I think I'll drop by this magma here and there cuz I love drawing with you guys. It's open all month and info/prompts are on @tacoturtlenerd's page. Make sure to follow the rules and be respectful.

Bees and Paper, it was so fun drawing with y'all i was laughing my ass off the whole night. You guys rock

#IM CRYING #the ghosts judging Leo #the faces in the third one #IM HAVING FEELINGS AND ITS YOUR FAULTTTT #I love them dearly #THE PBJ HUG ILL SOB RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW ARE YOU KIDDING MEEEEEE #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #rottmnt #rottmnt leo #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt raph #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt future mikey #rottmnt future leo #rottmnt future raph #rottmnt future donnie

paperlanternn

Ow

(“Sacrifice” on @tacoturtlenerd’s magma board here!)

#OH MY GODDD #this hit like a GUT PUNCH dude #colors are stunninggggg #THE POSING. THE WAY IT LOOKS LIKE ITS HARD FOR HIM TO WALK FORWARD #HHHHHHHHHHH #then hes so littleee #ill cry #rottmnt #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt future mikey

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funneylizzie

Happy find the key stop the Kraang day to all who celebrate

#rottmnt #rottmnt casey jr

eptck

IM SO TIRED OF SO MANY THINGS ABOUT DISABILITY BEING IN PRIMARY COLORS & CUTE BUBBLE TEXT

IM SO TIRED OF CAPTIONS AUTO-CENSORING CURSES & VIDEO CREATORS TRYING TO CIRCUMVENT THE ALGORITHM BY LEAVING PEOPLE OUT OF WHAT THEYRE ACTUALLY SAYING

IM SO TIRED OF FORCED BEDTIMES IN CARE HOMES & FORCED CELIBACY & SOBERNESS BY CAREGIVERS

WE ARE NOT CHILDREN . WE ARE ADULTS . WE CUSS AND FUCK AND DRINK AND DO DRUGS AND WE LIKE ADULT THINGS . HORROR MOVIES AND BOOKS AND SHOWS ABOUT SEX AND VIOLENCE . TREAT US LIKE ADULTS OR I'LL CUT YOU

londubhh

I love platonic and queerplatonic relationships but I’ve got a special need to put Donatello in particular in romantic situations. bestie your canonical type is cute and mean. why do you want them to mean to you hmmm. do you want the validation earning their affection?? do you want them to mean to everyone but you because you’re their Person??? hmmm. hows your relationship with your dad btw

londubhh

NOBODY HAS EVER ARTICULATED MY RELATIONSHIPS WITH OCS BETTER

This is scientific. I’m putting them in situations for Research. I like exploring romance from a character perspective. Esp being on the aromantic spectrum (gray I think that’s a story for another time LMFOAKD) and being VERRYY aware of how different those two attractions and relationships feel, if that makes sense. Romance is a very specific Thing

#stop hidding gold in the tags lon theyre golden #<< NEVER. it’s a character trait atp. half the time I mean to add like one tag and then I just keep going LMFAOO #also no shade to self shippers you do you I support you 100% have fun divas #tis just not my vibe personally. these are my plot devices. I’m poking blorbo with sticks to see how they respond #yappology #romantic attraction was a wild thing to experience for thr first and only time at 19 years old 😭😭#THREW ME #like I always knew I was attracted to women but I never had a full genuine like. person I WANTED a relationship with #twas crazy bro

k1ttyy-br41nss

happy pride

jesterbots

“Larper” being used like “poser” is so annoying bc actual LARPers are cool as hell. Get me some armour and a fake sword too

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slimegargoyle

guys you gotta stop thinking of women in their 30s as elderly it’s just misogyny

courtesyname

you also gotta stop thinking about actual elderly women as lesser human beings. Youth is not a measure of one’s worth.

hopeful-recoveryy

What a privilege it is to get old.

What a privilege it is to show signs of aging.

What a privilege it is to not have passed at a young age.

What a privilege it is to have smile lines, wrinkles, graying hair, healing scars, and other signs your body has lived for years.

What a privilege it is to get old.

h4vemercy

Nothing is interesting or fun anymore; living with anhedonia.

I feel so boring. I feel like everyone around me is also boring. Nothing excites me. Nothing is entertaining. Friendships and romance are lackluster. Hobbies are a thing of the past or forgotten projects. Sex doesn't feel like it used to feel. It feels like someone has permanently put a plastic wrap around my brain to dumb down every single experience I live through. I can't get passionate about anything, even things that are important. Political or social issues seem too exhausting, better yet convincing myself to change my clothes from 3 days ago is exhausting enough for me to cancel the rest of my day right after.

I am so tired. I am so depleted of energy, joy, and passion, that in order to feel something even similar to those emotions, I had to manufacture it. Pretending to care when I really don't is such an exhausting performance.

luck-system-shenanigans

i feel like im a weird age where i got just a blurry glimpse at the world Before. it used to be cold in the mornings and websites had fun games and the search results showed you what you searched for. covid wasn't a thing. can anybody fucking hear me. did i dream it all????

thememedaddy

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busket

"passing advice" for trans men that is like "kill your joy and whimsy. you wear baggy neutrals now. you will dress like a 90s grunge band member but you cant accessorize or have hair longer than your ears. plain boxy tshirts only. maybe a flannel but beware you might look like a lesbian if youre not careful. and i have to reiterate: dont you fucking DARE wear a color"

#I used to be really masc presenting and started HATED clothes because I just wore sweats and tshirts all the time #and I was constantly overthinking cuts of things and hh #I got a lot of dysphoria from anything fem so I was reading SOO much #got lots of anxiety clothes shopping etc #anyway tldr wear what you like because you like it and how YOU feel in it #not taking away from the fear of not passing at all of course #very very valid #but masculinity is not one thing and whatever box people try to smush it into #i’ve been a lot happier since expressing my masculinity in a way that feels right to ME #although I will say this is a lot easier for me personally because Imm not trying to pass anymore and am actually more fem identifying now #don’t ask me how I 180’d I’ll start having a crisis about my Identity issues

I love platonic and queerplatonic relationships but I’ve got a special need to put Donatello in particular in romantic situations. bestie your canonical type is cute and mean. why do you want them to mean to you hmmm. do you want the validation earning their affection?? do you want them to mean to everyone but you because you’re their Person??? hmmm. hows your relationship with your dad btw

#also I think he’d be bad at relationships bbg you’ge got sooo many issues #he’d probably attract really shitty people and just let them be assholes #and then he’s gotta be like oh my Daddy issues are making me have Relationship issues #and damn now you gotta do healing work #also I think Donnie would really crave a romantic relationship. he wants one. he’s a lover boy. a romantic. a yearner #and even if he DID date someone stable and healthy he definitely doesn’t feel Safe feeling loved #so he’d start being like omg shoes gonna drop shoes gonna drop #I could see him pushing people away because he CONSTANTLY needs assurance #texts his partner at 2am ‘hey you looked away rlly fast earlier when I smiled at you do you hate me and wanna break up #donnie: hmm I wonder why it’s so hard for me to accept the affection I crave—oh. m. right #not like he’s felt like he’s hard to work for it his entire life or anything #and someone just GIVES IT TO HIM??? he’d freak out. his brain would be like WRONG #because even when somethings good for you if it’s different the brain gets scared #I’ve made an adjacent post to this like three times #I like exploring how people’s upbringing translates into their relationships (whatever kind) with people #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt #Yappology #april watching him fall for the most awful person: I’m gonna pull a draxum I swear to GOD—#donnie doesn’t even care if they’re mean because hey at least they’re paying attention to him #it’s better than no acknowledgment at all. hell he’d be like awhh they’re telling me what’s wrong with me so I can fix it!!#clearly they want this to work too!! or they’d just walk away lol! what else would they gain by being mean #and it’s like donnie beloved thats not #I say all of this as someone who would have ABSOLUTELY been like this if I was dating before I was like. 19 #esp at 16/7? post invasion time and probably where I’d place him if I wrote smth for this? OOF #🤝🤝🤝🤝 me too buddy. me too #also I’ve been hc that he used to be Splinter’s like. caretaker when things were really bad #AND his love language is acts of service and gift giving. which is soo easily exploitable and he’d just let someone take advantage of that #it’s how he loves of course he doesn’t mind! why would he?? he loves them!! who cares if they never say thank you or reciprocate #I think he might gravitate towards older people too. his Issues create a very dangerous storm

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