Be so fucking proud of yourself for passing the hardest moments alone while everyone believed you were fine.

she wants to be loved correctly, or left alone, not in between

Christ is all you need. You don’t need that boyfriend or girlfriend. You don’t need that job that pays $20,000 a month. You don’t need the perfect house, the perfect life, the flawless Instagram or the million followers. You just need Jesus, because in this life and for all of eternity, He is the only one satisfies your soul. He who made a way to true reconciliation with your creator, can surely remove your current fear, absorb your failure, love you in your loneliness and restore your brokenness. Devote yourself wholly to Him today, and everyday with every decision, every action, every word. It’s not going to be easy, but He really is all you need.

A part of healing is remembering that you can make a different choice next time. Sometimes this in itself is the lesson.