The Vlog Squad

AN: I’m not very good at the whole smut thing, but i gave it a try. Hope you like it.

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Chapter 12

 You were starting to feel a little bit uneasy as you stared at the clock on the kitchen wall for the tenth time in five minutes. David had promised you he was only going over to Dom’s to film a quick bit and he’d be back, but as the time past you were really starting to worry. It’s not like if you thought anything was wrong or that David was up to something that he shouldn’t be. You were more worried about Dom and whoever else was at his place.

Once you and David had gotten over the shock of everything that had happened in the few weeks that you found out you were pregnant you both had settled into a nice little routine. You were now just over six months pregnant and your little bump was growing by the day. Nothing was fitting you anymore and you had taken to wearing David’s merch because it was the only thing that was comfortable on you. You tried not to think about it, but a little part of you was scared at how your body was changing. Everything was growing, and you worried that the sudden change in your body had put David off a little. It wasn’t like he was avoiding you or anything, but he also wasn’t going out of his way to be close to you. Maybe that’s what was worrying you about him being at Dom’s apartment all day. Maybe being there was better than spending the day home alone with you.

 It is long after you have given up and gone to bed before you hear the bedroom door open and close gently. You can see David tip toe around the bottom of the bed as he tries not to wake you up. A part of you wants to just close your eyes and pretend you’re already asleep, but a bigger part of you has to see what he has to say to you.

“Finish your bit?” He jumps at the sound of your voice in the darkness.

“You scared the… I thought you were asleep,” he whispers as he moves up the bed to sit down beside you. “Why aren’t you sleeping?”

“I sent you a text message.” You almost pout.’

“You did?” he asks confused as he looks at his phone. “Damn, sorry. It didn’t buzz. Dom’s house was so crowded that you couldn’t hear anything.”

“So it was a party?”

“Something like that.”

You watch as David struggles to tug his tight jeans down his legs. “Are you… drunk?”

“Wouldn’t say drunk,” David groans as he falls back onto the bedside you. “I’m more.. merry. I lost a bet,” he says like that explains everything.  

“How did you get home?”

“Jason drove me.”

You feel a little happier known that Jason was there with him. “So what happened?”

“What do you mean, what happened?”

“At your little party,”

David scoffs. “Dom had a bunch of girls over who all wanted to sleep with him. We did this bit where…”

“Can you not?” you say holding your hand up to stop David from talking. “I don’t want to know what Dom and his whores get up to.”

“That’s a little strong,” David frowns as he crawls up the bed to lay beside you. “They were just normal girls wanting to have a little fun.”

“I’m sure,” you roll your eyes. “And I’m sure a few of them tried having fun with you too.”

“Oh.” David nods as he tries to hide the smirk forming on his face.

“Oh what?”

“You’re jealous,” David answers. “It never used to happen but it’s been happening a lot lately. You’re jealous when I’m around other girls.”

“Yeah,” you say pretending to laugh. “That’s it, I’m jealous.” You add sarcastically.

“You never cared before, but any time there is a girl near me you get annoyed,” David points out.

“Yeah because I’m stuck here getting fatter by the second and they’re still skinny and beautiful.” The words fall out of your mouth before you even have time to think.

“What did you say?”

“I… forget it,” you sigh, trying to roll away from David, but his arm snakes around your waist pulling you back to face him. “I said forget it.”

“Okay but you know you’re not fat right?” David says softly as his hand comes to rest against your cheek.

“Don’t start with the, you’re beautiful no matter what speech,” you sigh. “You can’t change how I feel about myself.”

“What do you thinks going to happen?” David asks softly. “You think I’m going to go off and sleep with some random girl just because you’re pregnant? You think I’m that kind of guy?”

“I don’t know…”

“Y/n we were apart for months. I thought we were divorced. I thought we were never going to get back together, and I didn’t even look at another girl. I just got you back and you think I’m going to go running out and cheat on you. Why the hell would I do something like that?”

“Because we’ve not really discussed what we are,” you answer honestly.

“Well in my head we’re still married and we’re having a baby,” David says softly. “I know you’ve wanted to put our relationship to the side for a while, but when you want to talk about it that’s what I’ll want. I want you me and our baby together. The three of us. A family.”

“So there’s no reason for me to be jealous?” you ask quietly as David smiles at you.

“No reason at all,” he says before leaning in and gently kissing your lips.

“So one more question.”

“Okay.”

“Why were you drinking tonight?”

“Well,” David sighs as he rolls onto his back and looks up at the ceiling. “I didn’t want to be at that apartment but I knew I needed the footage. So when Dom pulled out a bottle of something, I figured a few glasses would take the edge off.”

“So you didn’t have fun?”

“You don’t have to sound so happy about it,” David smirks as he rolls onto his stomach and puts his arm over your growing stomach.

“I’m just glad you’re finally home,” You smile as you run your hand through David’s messy hair.

“Oh yeah?” David smirks. “And why did you want me home so desperately.”

“I’d hardly say I was desperate,” you say rolling your eyes.

“Maybe that’s just me,” David says as his hand goes from your stomach up towards your chest.

“What are you doing?”

“Touching my wife,” David answers as he large hand cups one of your breasts. “A husband can touch his wife, can’t he?”

“it’s just…”

“We haven’t done this in a while,” David finishes, nodding. “I know, but maybe its time we fix that little problem.”

“I don’t think  this…”

David gets onto his knees and moves between your legs, opening your thighs with his large hands as he make himself comfortable. “Don’t think.” He whispers as his lips press against your belly. He gently kisses around your belly button before his hand comes up to push your t-shirt upwards. Your hands instantly cover his as you try to stop him. “Don’t,” he says with pleading eyes. “Don’t cover yourself up.” He waits a few seconds for you to say something and when you let go of his hands he continues pushing your t-shirt up until your breasts are uncovered. “Never be shy around me.” His right hand travels up your stomach slowly until its cupping your breast. He squeezes it gently in his hand before leaning down and capturing your nipple between his lips.

“David,” you gasp without even thinking. “Please…”

“Please what, baby?” David asks as he hovers above you.

“Please I need…”

“Tell me Y/n. tell me what you need.” David presses. His hand now coming down to run over your swollen belly. He kneels up to pull the black shirt over his head and throws it on the floor beside the bed. He reaches up and gently slide your  t-shirt over your  head and throws in on the floor beside his. He tugs and the covers covering your  bottom half and lets out a low moan. “You’re naked under here.”

“My t-shirt was long enough to cover me.” You tell him. “Plus I didn’t expect you to come home and do this.”

“Tell me what you need,” he says again as he kneels between your spread legs as you lay completely naked.

“Your mouth,” you say suddenly feeling shy at the way he is looking at you. You have no idea why you’re feeling shy around your own husband.

“My mouth where?” he smirks as his fingertip runs up your thigh. You grab a fist full of his messy hair and push him down causing him to let out a deep laugh. “Okay, okay,” he says. I take the hint.” Both his hands slip behind him knees and holds them open before he looks up at you. “I’m going to make you feel so good.” He whispers before bringing his mouth down to you center.

“David… shit.” You hiss as your hand grips onto his hair tighter. Your reaction only pushes him further. Without warning his tongue darts out and finds your overly sensitive spot. He gently sucks on it, his eyes never leaving yours. “David, please.” You whimper.

His mouth leaves you and he comes crawling up your body until he’s on top of you. “You’re so wet.”

“You’re so talkative when you’ve had a drink.” You say sarcastically. “Come on Dobrik, this isn’t a teen movie. It’s not like its our first time.”

“Feels like it is,” he mumbles as his hands travel down your stomach to your hips.

“It’s just me and you David,” your remind him. “Nothing we haven’t done a hundred times before.”

David takes a deep breath before his lips find yours again. He kisses you slowly, only pulling back to tug his boxers down over his hips. “I don’t think I’m going to last…”

“Come here,” you sigh pulling him down on top of you. Your hands grasp at his back as he reaches between you both to position himself at your center.

“Oh fuck,” he groans as he pushes into you for the first time in months. “I love you, y/n. so fucking much.”

“I… I love you too,” you pant out as his body rocks against you.

“Is this okay?” he asks. “Okay for the baby? Do you want me to… want me to stop.” He groans as he continues to slowly fuck up.

you wrap my legs around his waist, digging your heels into the bottom of his back. “Don’t you fucking dare stop. I’m so close.”

“Thank fuck,” he lets out a laugh. “Because I don’t think I could stop even if I wanted to.”

His forehead rests against yours as he rocks against you hard. Moving in and out at a steady pace. “I’m almost…”

“Me too.” He pants. “I’m going to…” his eyes don’t leave your as he comes, a second before you follow. you both let out I love you’s as he slams into you over and over again.

“That was…” his movements slow to a stop but he stays on top of you. His forehead still pressed against yours. “That was…”

“Well worth the wait,” David laughs before pulling out of you and gently rolling to your side. “Damn, why did we ever stop doing that?”

“Because we are stupid, stupid people.” You laugh as you cuddle into his body, throwing your leg over his.

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Chapter 11

 Previously

 Your lunch with Natalie ended quickly and you find yourself walking back into the house in a foul mood. Your mood only gets worse when you walk into the living area and find a stripper pole in the middle of the room.

“What the hell…”

“Hey,” David says smiling brightly. “I just need one more shot them I’m done.”

“What the hell is going on?”

Before David can say anything else you hear loud screams and three half dressed girls coming running from you and David’s room with Zane chasing after them with the flame thrower.

“I didn’t yell ready,” David groans. “Come on man, I need to get this shot done before six. We only hired the strippers until then.”

“Strippers?” you ask as you glance towards the three girls now staring back at you.

“Yeah we thought it would be funny to hire strippers for Jeff but he didn’t turn up,”’ David nods. “So luckily Zane had an idea that…”

“Yeah I’m not that interesting in your bit,” you interrupt before making your way towards the office.

“Y/n?” David frowns.

“I’m tired,” you call over your shoulder before closing the door behind you.

You can’t believe just how stupid you were, thinking that everything was going to work out. You’d only been out the house a few hours and he thought it was cool to hire strippers and a chance them around the living room with a flame thrower. How the hell was a baby ever going to be safe with all that happening around them. You lay in the pull out bed listening to the girls screaming and David yelling for a few more minutes before it all goes silent. You hear the front door opening and closing and within a few seconds the office door is knocked gently.

“I’m tired,” you yell out, knowing full well who is on the other side.

“Are you sick?” David asks as the door opens slowly. He peeks inside with a worried look on his face.

“Yeah my stomach did turn a little when I came home to find all that going on in my house,” you sigh. “But don’t worry, I quickly realised this isn’t exactly my house.”

“Okay,” David says unsure as he takes a step inside and closes the door behind him. “So did something happen when you were out?”

“I think it was the reality check I got when I came through the door to find three strippers being chased around the room.” You answer sharply.

“Not my best idea?” David asks.

“Don’t worry about it,” you sigh. “It gave me some clarity.”

“What’s the supposed to mean?”

“It means the little bubble I’ve been living in for the past few weeks has been burst.” You answer. “I’m now remembering what our marriage was really like.”

“Are you being serious?” David asks with a frown as you get up from the bed. “Y/n it was a bit. You can’t be jealous of a few strippers.”

“you think that’s why I’m mad?” you can’t help but laugh. “I don’t care if you hire a hundred strippers and they dance all around you naked. It’s the fact that I had no idea what I was walking into. It’s the fact that in a few months It won’t just be me, but my baby. And I can’t have my baby being around all of this.”

“All of what?” David looks at you confused.

“The chaos that goes on around here,” you snap. “Natalie and I were gone two hours and look what we came back to. How do you expect me to raise a child in this?”  

“It was one bit,” David frowns. “It’s not like…”

“Tell me something,” you interrupt. “When you made Natalie write out that list of our friends and you made her put a star next to certain people’s names.”

“What about it?”

“Did you tell her to put a star next to your name?” you bite out. “Because right now, Jonah and Dom are looking a whole lot more reliable that you are,” you attempt to make a dramatic exit but David’s words stop you.

“That’s a really low blow, Y/n,” he says quietly. “Really low,” he adds before turning and walking out of the room. Leaving you standing in the silence.

  ………………………….

 David’s pov

 “Alright this has to stop,” Natalie says as she storms into my bedroom. “It’s been a week and you’re both acting like babies.”

“She started it,” I mumble from the bed.

“David you’ve got to cut her some…”

“No Nat, I don’t have to cut her some slack,” I say interrupting my oldest friend. “I have sat back and let her run things for months. I just accepted when she wanted a divorce. I accepted when she didn’t want to get back together after she found out she was pregnant. I walked around on egg shells hoping I wouldn’t screw things up. I have feeling too Natalie. And what she said to me really hurt.”

“She was just lashing out,” Natalie sighs as she runs a hand through her hair.

“She doesn’t get to accuse me of being a bad father,” I snaps. “That is so unfair. It’s… cruel. She compared me to Dom and Jonah.”

“So she hurt your feelings,” Natalie sighed. “Why not tell her that instead of sitting here sulking for a week. I mean no matter what happens in the future, you guys will be stuck raising a kid together. Shouldn’t you both grow up a little?”

“And have you had this little talk with her?” I ask raising an eyebrow.

“Tried,” Natalie mumbles as she throws herself down on the bottom of my bed. “But If I’m being completely honest, Y/n scares me a little.”

“It’s the British accent,” I nod in agreement. “Makes her sound like she’s always right.”

“You know she’s got a hospital appointment today,” Natalie says quietly. “She’s getting ready for it now. And todays the day you guys decide if you want to take those tests to see if the baby…”

“You didn’t tell Y/n I told you about the whole downs thing, did you?” I whisper causing Natalie to smile.

“Y/n told me all about it three hours after you did,” she says. “Either of you can keep a secret.”

“Im glad she has you to talk to,” I sigh as I sit up. “You guys really get along, don’t you?”

“Well we’re a lot alike,” Natalie nods. “When all this crazy LA stuff is going on around us we can give each other a look and it makes it easier to deal with.”

“Yeah,” I breath out. “You guys are a lot a like. Isn’t that a little weird?”

“Should it be?” Natalie frowns.

“Well you’re my best friend,” I answer. “And she’s my wife. I mean I didn’t think you were my type.”

“I’m not,” Natalie lets out a laugh.

“I sometimes think it would be easier if I had just married you,” I sigh.

“Because we don’t fight?” Natalie asks sarcastically.

“Our fights are over stupid things, like what to eat or what movie to see,” I shrug. “it’s never anything serious.”

“Because we’re not in love with each other,” Natalie points out. “Trust me if we were in a relationship, we’d be fighting just as much, probably more.”

“So what you’re saying is I’m not good at these things?” I groan. “That I should be alone for the rest of my life?”

“What I’m saying is you should try seeing things from Y/n point of view.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well what if you came home from lunch and saw Y/n running around this place with male strippers? Would you have been happy then?”

“But this is my job,” I groan.

“This is supposed to be Y/n’s home,” Natalie reminds me. “That was the biggest problem you guys had before. You thinking this place was a place of work. Y/n just wants to feel safe here. Even more so now that the baby is coming. Can’t you see that?”

“Is this your way of telling me I need to buy an office?”

“Jesus,” Natalie groans as she stands up from the bed. “Just fix this, please. I can’t live in this house with you two like this any longer.”

  …………………………………

 Y/N pov

 I’m shocked to see David sitting in his car in the drive waiting for me when I walk out of the house. I had planned just to go to the hospital appointment alone and tell him afterwards, but I should have known he wouldn’t have forgotten about it. I decide not to start another fight buy going to my own car and driving off. I climb into the passenger side of his car and I can see the relief wash over his face.

“I didn’t know if you would come,” you say quietly as you put on your seatbelt.

“I didn’t know if you wanted me to come,” David shrugs as he starts to drive down the street.

“Well you’re the one not talking to me for a week,” you grumble.

David lets out a deep sigh and looks over at you. “Today is a pretty big day. I mean we’re supposed to decide if we want to test for downs. Can we just focus on that today?”

“Yeah,” you nod. You feel about one inch tall when David says that. Of course our stupid little fights could wait. There was more important things to worry about.

“And we haven’t even talking about what we want,” David adds. “I mean do we get the tests or leave it. I mean does it even matter?”

“If we get the tests and it comes back the baby does have downs then they might suggest terminating it,” you say quietly as David starts shaking his head.

“And that’s not going to happen, right?”

“Of course,” you nod. “That’s not even an opinion for us,”

“So what’s the point of the tests?”

“There’s none,” you answer.

“Then we tell the doctor we don’t want them,” David says as he looks back at the road.

“Yeah,” you smile.

 ………………………….

 The doctor accepts your decision easily and gives you all the information you might want before you’re leaving the office and walking towards the elevator. Before it can come a young couple around your age comes and stands beside you. The man is holding a car seat and inside is the cutest baby you have ever seen.

“Oh my god,” you say letting out a little giggle. “Look at her cute little hat.”

David’s already moved closer to you to get a look. “Wow, that is a good looking baby. Usually they’re all wrinkles and bald heads.”

“Well she has a bald head,” the guy says. “That’s the reason for the hat.”

“You’re lucky,” David smiles looking at the baby. “Man, this is going to be me in a few months.”

“No, no,” the guy laughs. “She’s not my kid. This is my sister,” he says pointing towards the girl standing beside him. “And this little thing is my Niece.”

“Oh,” David nods. “Sorry.”

“Yeah Daddy isn’t really around,” the girl says directing her words to you. “You know what it’s like, guys our age just really aren’t cut out for this are they?”

You can feel David’s eyes on as he waits for you to answer. “Maybe not them all.”

“Mine was a waist of space,” the girl continues. “just couldn’t grow up. His friends always had to come first. Finally when I made him choose he chose them,” she says with a sigh.

“That’s horrible,” you say quietly.

“Yeah,” David nods along.

“Luckily for my brother,” she adds. “At least there’s one man in our lives that we can count on. I mean that’s all we can ask for, isn’t it?”

“Yeah,” you nod again. A few split seconds later you feel David’s hand slip into yours.

“You’re one of the lucky ones,” The girl smiles as she looks down at you and David’s clasped hands.

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Chapter 10

 Previously

You waited until the house was completely silent before sneaking out to make yourself something to eat. You wanted to avoid any more discussions with David or Natalie, but that planned goes wrong when you turn the corner and find David sitting at the kitchen counter with a bowl in front of him.

“I thought you were sleeping.”

“I thought you were,” David says as you make your way to sit down across from him. “I got hungry.”

“Coco pops?” you smile as David grabs another spoon for you.

“Remember before Natalie moved in this was all we would eat at night?”

“Yeah,” you laugh at the memory. “That was your idea of cooking dinner for me.”

“I’m glad those memories make you smile,” David says as he slides the bowl of coco pops closers to you.

“Why wouldn’t they?”

“I just worry sometimes that you weren’t as happy in our marriage as you were supposed to be,” David mumbles quietly. “I looked over at you tonight and saw you talking to that Liam guy and for a split second you two looked like a couple. I mean you looked like you fit together.”

“Yeah,” you breath out. “I was thinking the same thing when I looked over and saw you and Roz together.”

“Me and Roz?” David laughs. “We don’t look like a couple.”

“Well whatever she was saying was making you laugh,” you shrug. “And trust me, me and that Liam guy did not look like a couple.”

“Natalie says we’re both jealous,” David remarks. “You think she’s right?”

“You’re jealous of that guy?” You ask.

“Damn right I am.” David answers quickly. “Were you jealous of Roz?”

“Should I be?”

“Of course not,” David sighs. “I don’t care about Roz or any other girl for that matter. Because none of them have got what you have.”

“Your baby?” you ask as your hand goes to rub against your stomach.

“My heart,” David admits quietly. “Look I know we’re supposed to be focusing on the baby and not us, but I need you to know a few things. Even if the divorce went through alright and there was no baby, I’d still be in love with you. You’re not trapping me here. In fact if anything you’re the one that’s getting trapped. I’m right where I want to be, and no Instagram model or actress is going to change that. There is no one in this world that you should be jealous of.”

“Not even Natalie Portman?”

David smiles softly at you before standing up from the counter. “Natalie says Natalie Portman wouldn’t laugh at my jokes the way you do. Plus I hear she doesn’t like Coco Pops.”

You look down at the empty bowl in front of you and smile. “Guess she’s not the girl for you then.”

“Guess not,” David says as he passes you. “Night.”

“David?” you say without turning to look at him.

“Yeah?”

“I’m not trapped,” you say quietly. “I’m right where I want to be too.”

“Good to know.” You hear the smile in his voice as he turns and walks towards his bedroom. You get up placing the bowl in the sink before making your way past the living room towards your own bedroom. When you get to David’s room door you see the door has been left open. You can see the bottom of his legs laying in the bed. Your eyes drift towards your own bedroom door before going back to the room that used to be yours. It’s probably not the best idea, but you do it anyway. Without saying a word, you make your way into David’s room and softly close the door behind you.

 ………………..

 “Y/n?” David asks surprised when she sees you closing the door behind you. “You okay?”

“Can we not have another big long discussion?” you say as you walk closer to the bed. “I’m so tired of over thinking every little thing I do.”

“Okay,” David nods as he looks up at you unsure. “But…”

“I’m going to climb into my side of the bed and go to sleep,” you say, cutting him off from whatever he was about to say to you.

David nods his head again and watches as you pull back the covers and slide in beside him. He watches every move you make and only looks back at his laptop once your head hits the pillow. “I can turn this off if you want to sleep.”

“Don’t,” you look up at him. “I used to like watching you edit. It was the only time you’d stay still.”

He stares at you for a few more seconds before turning back to his laptop. “Got plans for tomorrow?”

“I promised Natalie I’d help her with a few things,” you answer. “Maybe go to lunch while you and Jason are out.”

“Cool,” David nods.

“Well night.” You say quietly as you continue to stare at him.

“Night,” he says back, with the softest of smiles forming on his face.

  ………………………………….

 “So you just climbed into bed and went to sleep?” Natalie asks before taking another fry from your plate.

“I figured we’d never move forward unless I make the first move and I thought that was a pretty good first move.”

“So no talking about it?” Natalie quizzes you.

“It felt better not having to talk about it,” you shrug. “Plus when David and I talk it only leads to us creating more drama for ourselves. This way we can just move along with everything.”

“So you’re back together and there’s no need to talk about it?”

“Oh I’m sure we’ll have to at some point, but for now I’m going to try and enjoy a more simple life,” you sigh. “I mean if that’s possible.”

“Do you know he asked me to be the baby’s Nanny?” Natalie asks causing you to choke on the fry in your mouth.

“And what did you say?”

“Told him I was already his Nanny,” Natalie shrugs.

“God he’s so stupid sometimes,” you sigh. “I’m having a baby with…”

“A baby?” Natalie interrupts.

“Exactly,” you nod. “And don’t worry about it. Our baby won’t need a Nanny.”

“He made me make a list of all our friends and put stars at all the ones Id leave the baby alone with,” Natalie continues.

“Are you being serious?”

“Every name had to be written down,” Natalie nods.

“Even…”

“Even Dom and Jonah,” Natalie smiles. “Don’t worry, they didn’t get stars next to their names.”

“Who did?”

“Well I gave myself one…”

“Of course,” you smile.

“And Jason got one. Along with Carly and Erin and Corina. I gave Josh one just because of Max, and Health got one as long as Mariah is with him and…”

“Zane?”

“Only if everyone else is dead and the kid can cook for itself,” Natalie shrugs.

“I can’t believe my kid will be calling these people Auntie and Uncle,” you groan.

“It’s weird,” Natalie nods. “Every time David says something has to be done because the baby will be here soon, I have to stop myself from laughing. My best friend from childhood is about to be a father. How scary is that?”

“You don’t think he’s going to cope?”

“He had a mini breakdown cause I got his food order wrong yesterday,” Natalie smiles. “Can you imagine what he’ll be like when he realises the baby will have to come first?” When you don’t answer Natalie stops smiling, realising what’s she’s done. “Y/n…”

“No you’re right,” you interrupt. “We have jumped into this without even thinking. And now I’ve gone and made things weird by climbing into bed with him.”

“Y/n, I was just letting off steam,” Natalie tries to explain. “That’s what you and I do when we get together. We complain about David. It’s not like we ever mean it. He just drives us both crazy sometimes.”

“Because he has to be the most important person in any room he’s in,” you groan. “That can’t happen with a baby. I can’t be looking after a baby and my husband. He’s going to have to grow up.”

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  Your lunch with Natalie ended quickly and you find yourself walking back into the house in a foul mood. Your mood only gets worse when you walk into the living area and find a stripper pole in the middle of the room.

“What the hell…”

“Hey,” David says smiling brightly. “I just need one more shot them I’m done.”

“What the hell is going on?”

Before David can say anything else you hear loud screams and three half dressed girls coming running from you and David’s room with Zane chasing after them with the flame thrower.

“I didn’t yell ready,” David groans. “Come on man, I need to get this shot done before six. We only hired the strippers until then.”

“Strippers?” you ask as you glance towards the three girls now staring back at you.

“Yeah we thought it would be funny to hire strippers for Jeff but he didn’t turn up,”’ David nods. “So luckily Zane had an idea that…”

“Yeah I’m not that interesting in your bit,” you interrupt before making your way towards the office.

“Y/n?” David frowns.

“I’m tired,” you call over your shoulder before closing the door behind you.

You can’t believe just how stupid you were, thinking that everything was going to work out. You’d only been out the house a few hours and he thought it was cool to hire strippers and a chance them around the living room with a flame thrower. How the hell was a baby ever going to be safe with all that happening around them. You lay in the pull out bed listening to the girls screaming and David yelling for a few more minutes before it all goes silent. You hear the front door opening and closing and within a few seconds the office door is knocked gently.

“I’m tired,” you yell out, knowing full well who is on the other side.

“Are you sick?” David asks as the door opens slowly. He peeks inside with a worried look on his face.

“Yeah my stomach did turn a little when I came home to find all that going on in my house,” you sigh. “But don’t worry, I quickly realised this isn’t exactly my house.”

“Okay,” David says unsure as he takes a step inside and closes the door behind him. “So did something happen when you were out?”

“I think it was the reality check I got when I came through the door to find three strippers being chased around the room.” You answer sharply.

“Not my best idea?” David asks.

“Don’t worry about it,” you sigh. “It gave me some clarity.”

“What’s the supposed to mean?”

“It means the little bubble I’ve been living in for the past few weeks has been burst.” You answer. “I’m now remembering what our marriage was really like.”

“Are you being serious?” David asks with a frown as you get up from the bed. “Y/n it was a bit. You can’t be jealous of a few strippers.”

“you think that’s why I’m mad?” you can’t help but laugh. “I don’t care if you hire a hundred strippers and they dance all around you naked. It’s the fact that I had no idea what I was walking into. It’s the fact that in a few months It won’t just be me, but my baby. And I can’t have my baby being around all of this.”

“All of what?” David looks at you confused.

“The chaos that goes on around here,” you snap. “Natalie and I were gone two hours and look what we came back to. How do you expect me to raise a child in this?”  

“It was one bit,” David frowns. “It’s not like…”

“Tell me something,” you interrupt. “When you made Natalie write out that list of our friends and you made her put a star next to certain people’s names.”

“What about it?”

“Did you tell her to put a star next to your name?” you bite out. “Because right now, Jonah and Dom are looking a whole lot more reliable that you are,” you attempt to make a dramatic exit but David’s words stop you.

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Chapter Nine

 You quickly settle into a routine after moving back into your old home. You and Natalie had decorated the office into a nice bedroom for you and you had even started helping Natalie with the day to day running of the house. You and David we’re back into some sort of routine too. He and Jason would film most days and at night the two of them along with you and Natalie would sit around and edit. The house had been surprisingly quiet since you moved back in and you had your suspicions that it was something to do with David not wanting to make you feel uncomfortable in your own home.

Tonight was a break from the nights in. David and Jason had been invited to a party and you and Natalie had decided to tag along.

“Why do I hardly recognise anyone here?” you ask turning to look at Natalie.

“Yeah the Instagram models didn’t show up until after you and David had broken up.” Natalie nods her head to the side. “See the group standing there?”

“You mean the group of legs in the corner?” you frown as you look towards four stunningly beautiful girls all standing around talking.

“The one with the glass in her hand is the one Zane’s trying to get with. “That’s Roz.”

“Roz?” you scoff. “The one he’s always talking about?” Natalie nods, and you turn and look at the girl that has Zane all worked up. “Ah that poor baby,” you laugh. “He doesn’t have a chance. I mean look at her. She’s all legs and boobs and her stomach is completely flat like she’s never had a cooked meal in her life. You look down at your own bulging belly and pout. “Lucky bitch.”

“Yeah Zane has no chance with her.” Natalie nods. “Plus her heads so far up David’s ass  she can’t see anyone else around her.”

“She knows David?” you surprise Natalie and yourself but the sound of jealously in your voice.

“It’s not like that Y/n,” Natalie says softly. “She just sees a camera and wants to be in front of it.”

You suddenly feel very uncomfortable as you look around the party. Everyone is so young and thin, looking like they just stepped out of Vogue, and you’re standing in a pair of comfy shoes and one of David’s hoodies.

“Y/n?” Natalie says pulling you from your thoughts. “Don’t get inside your head. You know David has no interest in anyone but you.”

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 You try to believe Natalie’s words, but the longer you stay at the party the more you see. You know David has a one track mind. The second that camera is in his hand all he can focus on is getting footage. So when he starts hanging around those models and they start performing for him, you can’t help but feel a little jealous. You have no right to be. You’ve told David over and over again that you’re not a couple, but when Roz finally gets to be in front of him, you can’t help how you feel.

David’s got the camera up to his face while Roz talks into it. Every few seconds his head falls back and he lets out a loud throaty laugh. You always loved his laugh, You lived for moments when he would laugh, but when someone else it the reason for it, you feel a little sick.

You’re dragged out of your thoughts by a deep voice behind you.

“I wouldn’t bother.”

“Excuse me?” you turn to find a tall blonde man looking down at you.

“The vlogger,” he says. “I wouldn’t bother. He doesn’t film normal girls. He’s all about those trust fund kids.”

“I see,” you nod. “So I don’t stand a chance is what you’re saying?”

“Not if you want to be in one of his stupid vlogs,” the guy answers. “Anyway you’re probably too good for him.”

“So you know the camera guy well?” you ask.

“Never spoke to him,” the guy shrugs. “But you know the type. Wants to be a big Hollywood director so hangs out with all the models. He’ll be the forty year old director with the hot twenty five year old wife. You see it all the time in this town. Guys like that don’t like normal people.”

  ……………………..

 The guys words play in your mind as David drives you and Natalie home. You’re in the front seat while Natalie is busy on her phone in the back. David waits until you’re half way home before turning to look at you.

“Have fun tonight?”

“I guess,” you shrug.

“Talk to anyone interesting?”

“Spent most of my night with Natalie.”

“So that’s a no,” David laughs.

“I can hear you,” Natalie says from the back seat causing David to laugh more. When he sees you’re not laughing along he turns  serious.

“So you didn’t have a good time?”

“I don’t think its my scene,” you shrug.

“It’s hardly mine either,” David scoffs. “I only go to get footage.”

“Of course,” you nod.

The car fills with an uncomfortable silence for a few seconds before David starts talking again.

“So what was Liam saying?”

“Liam?”

“The blonde guy you were talking to.”

“You saw that?”

“You were talking to him for about twenty minutes,” David shrugs.

“I didn’t think you knew him,” you remark. “He didn’t seem to know you.”

“I asked someone there who he was.” David looks away from you. “I just wanted to know who was talking to my wife.”

“I just assumed that you were too busy with Roz to notice,” you say back before turning to look out of the window.

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 The rest of the car ride home is silent and as soon as David pulls up into the drive you get out and make your way to your room. You only had enough time to change into some shorts and a tshirt before the door opens and Natalie walks in.

“This is not part of my job description.” Natalie complains before throwing herself down onto the bed beside you.

“What are you talking about?”

“I’ve just spent ten minutes trying to convince your husband that you’re not interested in the blonde guy.”

“Is he serious?”

“He’s convinced you got his number.”

“I didn’t even get his name.” you say with a confused laugh. “Anyway he’s got no room to talk. He’s the one spending the whole party with Roz.”

“I knew I shouldn’t have opened my mouth,” Natalie groans. “Y/n David has no interest in Roz. And she’s only interested in his camera.”

“But don’t you think David should be with someone like her?”

“I really don’t.” Natalie answers.

“But David’s so creative and so is Roz,” you complain. “They’re better suited.”

“This really isn’t part of my job,” Natalie groans. “I’ve just came from his room where I had to convince him that you and blonde guy weren’t better suited.” You watch as Natalie gets up from your bed and walks towards the door. “Seriously, you two need your heads banged together.” She adds before walking out.

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  You waited until the house was completely silent before sneaking out to make yourself something to eat. You wanted to avoid any more discussions with David or Natalie, but that planned goes wrong when you turn the corner and find David sitting at the kitchen counter with a bowl in front of him.

“I thought you were sleeping.”

“I thought you were,” David says as you make your way to sit down across from him. “I got hungry.”

“Coco pops?” you smile as David grabs another spoon for you.

“Remember before Natalie moved in this was all we would eat at night?”

“Yeah,” you laugh at the memory. “That was your idea of cooking dinner for me.”

“I’m glad those memories make you smile,” David says as he slides the bowl of coco pops closers to you.

“Why wouldn’t they?”

“I just worry sometimes that you weren’t as happy in our marriage as you were supposed to be,” David mumbles quietly. “I looked over at you tonight and saw you talking to that Liam guy and for a split second you two looked like a couple. I mean you looked like you fit together.”

“Yeah,” you breath out. “I was thinking the same thing when I looked over and saw you and Roz together.”

“Me and Roz?” David laughs. “We don’t look like a couple.”

“Well whatever she was saying was making you laugh,” you shrug. “And trust me, me and that Liam guy did not look like a couple.”

“Natalie says we’re both jealous,” David remarks. “You think she’s right?”

“You’re jealous of that guy?” You ask.

“Damn right I am.” David answers quickly. “Were you jealous of Roz?”

“Should I be?”

“Of course not,” David sighs. “I don’t care about Roz or any other girl for that matter. Because none of them have got what you have.”

“Your baby?” you ask as your hand goes to rub against your stomach.

“My heart,” David admits quietly. “Look I know we’re supposed to be focusing on the baby and not us, but I need you to know a few things. Even if the divorce went through alright and there was no baby, I’d still be in love with you. You’re not trapping me here. In fact if anything you’re the one that’s getting trapped. I’m right where I want to be, and no Instagram model or actress is going to change that. There is no one in this world that you should be jealous of.”

“Not even Natalie Portman?”

David smiles softly at you before standing up from the counter. “Natalie says Natalie Portman wouldn’t laugh at my jokes the way you do. Plus I hear she doesn’t like Coco Pops.”

You look down at the empty bowl in front of you and smile. “Guess she’s not the girl for you then.”

“Guess not,” David says as he passes you. “Night.”

“David?” you say without turning to look at him.

“Yeah?”

“I’m not trapped,” you say quietly. “I’m right where I want to be too.”

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