“I fear becoming toxic. The type of person people worry about “upsetting” or “setting off” because they can all see how fragile and sensitive I am. I fear becoming a burden. So I’m careful with what I give away. Careful with who I talk to. And even then, it doesn’t always work out for the best. I sometimes think I should lock myself away. Hide, and not talk to anyone at all, just to avoid it going sour in the end.”

“To love someone toxic is the most painful thing. Because they hurt you, and they hurt you, and they hurt you, but you’ll always go back to them. Always. They are like a poison, slowly draining you of life and happiness, but you love them. You’ll never stop loving them. Because some people just get you like that.”

“I’m trying. I’m trying really hard but I can’t pretend it doesn’t hurt when it really does.”

It’s eating disorder awareness week

am i constantly tired? yes.