DON'T

You’re all I’ve wished for since the day we met

i wake up with things to tell you. i fall asleep wondering what you’re doing, if you’re alright, if you’ve eaten, if you’re getting enough sleep. during the day i think about asking you to tell me your biggest regret, the dreams you left behind, the people you still wonder about. i never got to ask you if i am one of them.

i get that nothing lasts forever. but why do I have to miss everyone so much

I don’t want to move on. There. I said it. I don’t want to move on because moving on means that what we had is forever gone. How am I supposed to cut the string when it’s the only thing that connects us?!?

I hate the way everything leads back to you