Having BPD is like,

Replaceable

Does anyone else kill their phone battery just to make it seem like they aren’t on social media/ are not responding to people because they have a life?

I feel lonely

“Does anyone here feel so unloved that you attach yourself to anyone who shows in you even a slight interest? Who once texted you first? Who just listened to what you were saying without judgement? Who didn’t outright ignore you? Have you ever been so thirsty for solace and someone who would just listen that you try reply to their texts immediately eventhough they take days, hoping that they will reassure you, tell you not to kill yourself, that you are actually not just disgusting suicidal vermin, because you have a tiny flicker of hope still remaining in your heart? Even if they are complete strangers? Even if you have met them for the first time? Because i have. And i hate myself for it.

I’m sorry if i ever seem clingy or annoying or i message you way too much