i have too many thoughts that just float around in my head daily and i don't feel safe sharing them w anyone...in all honesty i feel like nobody cares because they really don't...everyone has their own life and problems to worry about...i guess i just want someone to confide in because i already know the things on my mind so writing them down doesn't really help it just makes me feel more lonely that i have no one to share them w that i know would care to hear it all...a lot of these thoughts torture me alive and it makes me feel like i'm not loved because if i was wouldn't anyone care enough to want to know everything that's weighing heavy on my mind? i start to feel worthless and contemplate why i'm even here...then i start to feel bad that i'm thinking so ungratefully...that my problems are just a tiny blip in the world and that there are much bigger problems at hand that are way more worth the energy...i feel so empty and broken mentally