studio in use

Matthew paid little to no heed to the other’s discomfort. There was a joyful, warm rush keeping him up and going and he was planning on exploiting it this school year for as long as he could. Afraid things might turn into a bore quickly now he was close to graduation. He didn’t quite recognize the other or could place whether he was new or not but it was too late to drag someone else into the complot. “That’s an excellent question, man. If they ask you that, feel free to say no. You didn’t hear me, you didn’t see me, alright?” He took off his signature Bay beanie and placed it on the other’s head before moving over to a more discreet place behind a row of lockers. “Whatever happens, just play along.”

He could feel his body kick into high gear as his concern (for himself of course) seemingly went unnoticed, or more disregarded Benjamin had concluded when the stranger began to speak once again. At the question, he couldn’t quite compose himself enough to send a response, confusions once again flooding his brain as he quickly tried to think of a way to escape the situation but when the hat that was previously on the other’s head was placed on his own, he knew there was no way out, “Play - play along? I don’t know what’s happening, h-how can I play along?”

💚 … for a sentence of a song that describes my character and why

Breathe Me by Sia

‘-and the worst part is there’s no one else to blame-’

💜 … for a song that reminds my character of their family and why

The last family memory Benjamin remembers having, before reality set in, was going to see ‘The Rocky Horror Picture Show’ so whenever he hears Time Warp - nostalgia hits him like a brick. He remembers the good days before everything got complicated for both himself and his brothers and he constantly prays that he could return to those times.

Marlo: You wouldn't interrupt my plans. Technically our appointment was my plan. I just got caught up here.

Marlo: Great. I'll see you soon then.

Marlo: Your health is important, Benjamin. It wouldn't disturb me.

Benjamin: So long as I'm not interrupting anything, I'd hate to be a bother.

Benjamin: I should probably let you focus on whatever it is you’re doing shouldn't I?

Marlo: Are you sure? I could try and finish this up and get to my office around 15:45 if you'd prefer?

Marlo: Of course I can, Benjamin.

Marlo: Well I think it is. And I'd like to see you.

Benjamin: Oh no, no, please. I wouldn't want to interrupt your plans.

Benjamin: In that case, I think that would be nice.

Marlo: Something came up and I don't think I can make it to our appointment.

Marlo: Do you mind rescheduling?

Benjamin: Oh, yeah sure don't worry it's all good.

Benjamin: Sure, yeah of course. If you can fit it into your schedule.

cxrtesings: true cxrtesings: spain which is cool cause i never been

cxrtesings: i don’t even blame you cxrtesings: but at least it’s half full!

Always and I don’t think I’ve every truly worked through that doubt. I’ve never been entirely secure in my talent. It’s always been something I enjoy and love and am so grateful that I get the chance to explore and truly become an artist. However, I’ve never thought I was good enough and maybe that’s why I push myself so hard. But I suppose it’s because of that, that I am here. And I continue to be here even when I don’t think I’m at my best. 

Hearing someone else’s voice turned her attention to them, realising they were talking to her. “Um, yeah, I’m f-fine,” she forced a smile even though she was in fact fine just bored out of her mind. “D-Does it look like I’m not?”

Benjamin’s eyes immediately widened slightly before shaking his head, “No, no, I just -” He stammer before pausing and taking a breath, “No you look fine. You just seem a bit down...or lost. Maybe just a little bored - I’m sorry, I’m rambling and disturbing you.”

Cliff: also, have you been watching the show?

Benjamin: not yet which i'm thankful for but i have been avoiding the cameras like the plague with might explain it

Benjamin: I've been tempted to do so but I haven't quite found the courage to do actually do it yet.

Jay: Then you obviously haven’t seen the headlines from back in the States involving me and my messy behavior.

Jay: Thank you for kind words though.

Jay: why have you been hiding? And why do you need courage to come out? If it’s the cameras don’t worry about it. I have a friend of mine involved in filming and they can’t film me.