Little Bit

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That a keeper adult time

How I’m feeling right now nothings going right. I’m pretty sure daddy wants nothing to do with me anymore. Schools not going good I feel hopeless . And above all I made the biggest mistake of messing up a two year relationship because of being dumb and stupid. I’m pretty sure daddy found someone else or has someone else already . I feel like someone died that’s how much it hurts. It came as a shock when he wanted to end it only if he knew the pain I feel when I don’t see a text I’m strong but when you spill your guts outs and beg for for forgiveness you don’t get a reaction back. I feel like this week I’ve been talking to a brick wall someone who won’t even talk or even text me back . And to top it off I’ve been having bad anxiety that I cry myself to sleep because I know I made the mistake . I just needed once chance and I knew I wouldn’t mess it up . But In life you give many chances but others may not even give you one . I’m sorry for bugging you and calling you I just want closer but the more I don’t get it the more I want it. Love The stupid dumb lil worthless girl 💔