1 cap (1 part )green flower au (sketch,so dont are good,if has something to talk about,good critcs or tips write please...)
(English is not my first language)
Nya gone,she really gone,i fail again,why this always happen?i tried so much,do everthing i can but this wasn't enough
I am the green ninja is supoused to can save everyone,so why...every time i really need i fail,why i can save everyone,but not who i want do save, who i need to save
She was my responsability,her trusted me , they all trusted me,and i ruined everthing up and now nya lost her life,in her 20 years....because i wasn't enough....i never be enough ,how many times i warned nya about that?why she dont hear me?Whon someone can see the ugly parts of me,the real me and continue loving me is something i never understand..
But what i understand is that just result in bad things,in tragedy to they,dad,nya even harumi, always the someone who see me end in disgrace,in death.....no,they destiny is worse than something like death.
Is like the ocean,but not like nya,is Black and putrid,nasty is tryng to made me drown,when i try resist that Black substance sticks and pull me,but i can't let it happend,i need to be strong for they,i need to look fine for they.
Egoist, the word that describe me better than another one,my only motivate to exist is being the green ninja...The only motivation for they be together with someone like me is this,and i cant even do acetable the only thing what i am good for,why i am here if i cant even do that?
And why knowing this i yet want that they be with me?
Why i are being angry for they don't matter with my "pain" ?
Why i want to go away and never come back?
Why i act like i have this right ?
While i cant,i has to be here for they,i need to be what nya was for me,i need to look perfect
And maybe that time a can made they stay.
