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💌 ↻ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐀 𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 ! @lionwrote said: ❛ is anyone in there with you ? ❜

  ‘’ 𝐧 — 𝐧𝐨 — ! ‘’ surprise is something of a jolt to her system, not entirely predicted. she hadn’t expected him home so early; mouth drops: a pause is taken, momentarily attempting to figure out something  akin to an appropriate response besides the hurried repetition of: shit, shit, shit looping over & over in her head.    ‘’just a second ! ‘’ eliza  blinks, once,  twice.  three times. desperately scrambles to hide a certain fury little friend that happened to follow her home today. subsequently throws open the door. hoping, praying he doesn’t see.  ‘’ ah, not at all,’’ voice comes out a little too quickly, though, a little to breathy to come off as believable. isn’t even really look at him directly. she’s terrible at lying, & she knows it. smooth,  elizabeth, real smooth.   

@lionwrote said: ❛ will it ever be okay ? ❜

‘’ 𝐢 – 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞.’’ whispered words, tears threatening to fall. eliza swallows, desperately trying to reduce the lump in her throat. blink the tears way. it doesn’t work. sadness is piercing, visceral. dark & seemingly ever present.   —  it is the tear of her heart from it’s cavity. emptied hollow, each intake of breath is a withering wisp of a sound. ‘’ i really … don’t know.’’