((So due to the change in activity rules I wasn't keen on picking up new threads because I didn't wanna increase my thread count beyond what it currently was. But good news, I forgot one of them was about to conclude. So now I have exactly 1 open spot to play with, and with that, I'm gonna be picky about what one I ultimately pick up rather than just going strictly by first come first serve.
I will prefer to have a very strongly plotted out course to the thread/a strong core plot driving it as opposed to a general one that wings from reply to reply, so please don't feel bad if I don't vibe with an idea. And also be prepared for me to discuss the thread in detail with you from start to finish. If you don't vibe with that style of rp then you prolly oughta skip over me. Due to my thread count needing to stay limited, I am just trying to see if being more choosy will help with my speed. So with that said, I'm looking to use it for one of these prompts below the cut, whichever bites first. Ping in Discord Plotting or DM, or IM on Tumblr:
Hand holding: Ares can be either the troublemaker here or the model student, since while he may have a streak of getting into fights for what he believes are good reasons (which include 'he asked for it/started it') he is otherwise well behaved and disciplined in class. He can cause problems for the other muse either way, because he's a) A stubborn fucker; and b) Got the super strength and size to ignore most of what his partner would be trying to do, good or bad. This probably works best with muses with vastly different priorities or mindsets to his to create friction between them, but then we'd need to discuss where that friction would ultimately go/what we want it to work towards, lest it just turn into a repeating tug of war thread. Alternatively I can see it working with muses he actually gives a fuck about, since sticking him with someone he cares about is one of the more effective ways to make him stop and think before doing something stupid. Sometimes anyway. If he's the model student for that kind, it would be him being more earnest about trying to help reform his buddy (albeit in a potentially strict way), or just holding back in general when trying to navigate the restraints of being glued together.
Potion Cheating: Ares would not have used potions to cheat. He has the super strength one naturally, and he takes pride in his own efforts to shore up his other areas like speed. Instead, he would still be doing extra work alongside your muse just for extra pay or extra class credit, most likely brought in to help supervise the muses who took super strength potions because he naturally has it himself. I think this would be fun to explore with a muse who took the super strength potion and then is dealing with some unintended consequences of it. Like sure you have super strength now, congrats. Do you know how to handle it? Do you know how to leverage your new strength to open a door without breaking it off its hinges accidentally? Or breaking somebody's hand when you go to shake it? Great power creates a great need to use it responsibly, and a lot more goes into that for something as destructive as super strength than the muse might have thought at first glance. Ares naturally has a lot of experience with these caveats, and so it would be interesting to exchange that via guiding somebody unfamiliar with what dealing with that is like. World of cardboard and all that yeah, but also maybe we could even slip in how having power can change how others perceive you, and not always for the better. Eg the power creates a sense of alienation or even reduction in others' eyes, viewing you as a tool or object more than a person. Maybe the person in charge of doling out the tasks has started abusing this group of super powered kids or something idk? Or not taking as good care of watching them while they work because they have the strength to handle it themselves right now. That sorta thing, if we can fit it in. Moreover, I think this would be especially interesting with somebody who maybe always wanted power like this and now finally has it, such as a nonblood/Minor Blood from Jugdral or a Crestless person from Fodlan, or someone else who has always been just weak.
I am open to suggestions or variations on these or others as well if you got a burning idea, just keep in mind that I am more selective atm with my choices, and that it is not meant as a dig at anybody or their ideas if I say no. Ty.))
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Protest built behind his lips, still pressed shut into a tense frown for the moment, as he passed a strained glance between the office further down, then the light of the courtyard pouring in from beyond adjacent archway, and then back again. One time around stiffened his already slow pace; a second tightened the grip on his aunt's arm into a momentary squeeze. Then, rather than having a third...he looked down instead.
It was dizzying to have to do so for his aunt, rather than up from below like he remembered, only to just be thrown again by the sight of her now resting so easily against him. It barely registered as enough weight to pull his attention down in the first place, and yet the smile it wore had been enough to make the realization he had slowed to a stop slip right by.
"..."
It took less time to catch up with it than it felt to Ares, marking the moment with a hiss of breath through his nose as he picked up his feet again.
"If you collapse again," Ares replied, "I'm taking you." His firmness stressed the agreement well, along with the lack of space he was willing to allow for changes, yet it nevertheless made no resistance when changing their course. Carefully, gently, he steered them away from the hall and towards the archway she asked for, and as that better light grazed the first few inches of their faces, Ares began to wonder to himself.
This brought a laugh to her lips, a sound that she had not been sure that she could make any longer, that her vocal chords had forgotten in the cold long dark where she had been, in the dry and endless expanse of the desert that had taken the lives and happiness of all who had set foot within it.
She would not have called it a comfortable sound, tugging dry against her throat, unpracticed in so long, but it was a melody that her body almost remembered as well as she did the sharp planes of the face she looked up into, the bob of the apple in his throat as he spoke, the warm way his arms curled around her-
“Will you indeed? Listen to how stern you’ve become, nephew, and bold enough to threaten me.” The tease came out lightly, less of the force behind it than Lachesis might have known a lifetime ago, and it was all for the better, the emphasis of all that time had changed him, but her as well.
And they both appeared to know it.
The light of the winter sun almost warmed her fingertips as they moved into the courtyard, tables readily available for the sparse amount of people out and about, and out of instinct she flexed her fingers against the warm grip Ares kept on her arm.
“This one, here,” she directed, seating them down with no small amount of relief.
For when he sat opposite her, with the full splendor of the sunkissed halo behind his golden head, Lachesis felt the breath taken from her once more, and her throat tightened.
She smiled, reached a hand across the table to take his into hers.
“Now. From the beginning. Everything that I’ve missed, and leave nothing out. We have all the time in the world, don’t we?”
🎀 — What persona does your muse play for the sake of keeping the community happy?
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((Soooo, on the one hand Ares doesn't change his personality much for others' sake. Like he doesn't PRETEND to be somebody else entirely. He would hate that, and it's part of why he is having such issues with learning how to be a noble. He's a straight shooter and hates the high context mask shuffling you have to do as a noble.
Now on the other hand though, what Ares will do instead is 'hide' parts of himself. As a child, this was hiding behind momma and the servants, cause I hc him to have been a shy and clingy lil boy who usually kept a blank or babylike "o.o" face around strangers. Go look at his Treasure art with Grahnye and tell me that isn't a shy mommas boy type. Makes extra sense for my iteration especially since I further hc he was largely kept hidden and isolated from the greater world inside his maternal grandparents' house. For his own safety sure but, that surely didn't help this kind of behavior I imagine.
Course, he can't very well do that as a merc that's expected to carry out all these responsibilities and work with fellow mercs and so on. He also can't just be out here talking about his feelings in a healthy matter to help cope and process his trauma or any of that junk. Hell no. Slimy mercs don't got time for a kid with those, and Javarro especially would find it an inconvenience since he never truly cared about Ares beyond his power and usefulness.
Thus this childlike shyness evolved into shunting most of himself behind a stony and very grumpy-seeming exterior to keep Javarro happy, cope with his issues without drawing ire, and so on. Military life + trauma + shit guardian figure all together means that he can largely put those feelings on ice when he needs to in order to finish a goal (eg saving his meltdown over Dahna for after he finds Lene). The only other way he lets them come out is if they are in ways that his effed up military-like community found more acceptable, usually physicality and anger and such. Not that he's out here having gigantic tantrum meltdowns of anger or anything. He has things he won't tolerate that will make him snap very quickly, and is also quick to use physicality and a scary face to make it stop if time is of the essence (eg seeing someone getting attacked), but he actually hates needless violence. He usually just keeps the grumpy/stiff and distant face up and only gets angry/physical if you won't knock it off and sees no other appropriate avenues, or you just step on a big berserk button. So like, say he's spooked or worried about something. He's not going to show much of that beyond remarking to himself that he's worried. And if it's in the face of an enemy or something, he's putting on the 'grr' face and locking in. Those are things his upbringing taught him were acceptable because Javarro likely wouldn't turn those away like he would a crying child who had an umpteenth nightmare about Leonster's collapse that he nearly died in.
'Oh well isn't that just mask shuffling too?' I mean I guess but I mean them a bit differently here. One is actively swapping in different personality traits vs the other is just keeping some hidden and absent but not replacing them with a fake smile or something, hence he looks even more stiff and distant for it.
So not only will Ares put a lot of himself and his deeper feelings behind what is basically a grown up version of his baby "o.o" face, but also nobody besides close friends and family gets let in off the bat. Seeing as he still doesn't like strangers getting too chummy too fast, keeping people at a prickly distance is his new answer for that as well. He's quite private anyway, which probably makes keeping parts of himself hidden feel more easy and natural, so he doesn't see why he needs to say much to most people. When he does need to say something it's usually just business anyway. This conflicts with the fact that, at the same time, his lonely ass craves connection from stuff like deeper convos, but there's a gap between that and starting off as a stranger and he ain't great at crossing it. You need to get close to him first (or speedrun it by being related to him) before you start seeing anything more than a regular tough exterior, which is a genuine part of him mind! It's just all he lets show to strangers usually.
As I have said before, even when you get to know him he still sounds and acts very similar. You just usually know him enough by now that you can pick out his moods and intentions better despite his stiffness. That and he is way more candid and chill about convos when he likes you/knows you. He is, essentially, not keeping the distant shell up anymore, but he's still socially awkward lol.
This in turn highlights the significance of when he deems you close enough to do things like break down in front of. We only know or see him doing so to Lene/Laylea, and while an argument could defs be made for Javarro given how long he's known Ares, we also know he never cared about him either. Hence why my hc for now is that, even if that happened in the past, Javarro's dominating nature that stresses blind obedience likely wouldn't have tolerated it. Thus he stopped showing the real depths of it to him, and he retreats way further after cutting ties from Javarro.
Beyond using a prickly exterior, Ares has also shown great ability in being able to adapt to any role to get what he wants in the name of his loved ones. He became a scary merc to please Javarro (the BEST merc in Jugdral at that), dropped part of that role as Javarro's adopted son and employee when he cut ties, even put his feelings about his mortal enemy on the backburner to be said enemy's ally for Lene's sake, and so on. More than personas, he is willing to adapt and learn/do/become damn near anything if it means it will make his loved ones happy, which honestly IS a good mindset for a king to have towards his subjects too.
That his first thought was to her well-being spoke only to the kind heart that she knew rested in that broad chest, and Lachesis could not help but laugh, a wispy little sound that fluttered from her throat in surprise, as though she had not been aware she could make such a noise anymore.Â
"A nurse...yes, I'm sure I do look quite..." She shook her head, cut herself off. There was no use in disparaging her current state, irritated though she was at it; he was worried enough, and it was not her job to make him worry further.Â
"If it's all the same, Ares, I should like to simply take a walk. A short one, of course, I...find myself rather tired at the moment. But it would do well enough to make for the...I believe there's a courtyard just down this path, isn't there?" His hands were warm and broad, and littered with the callouses that she knew with great familiarity, that told the story of the life he must have led far greater than anything else could – she patted one of them fondly, nevertheless.Â
It was the normalcy of the motion, the illusion of simply an aunt and nephew in a situation that any family might have been in – a visit to the academy, to hear about his studies. Her throat tightened, but she smiled up at him, before she dipped her head to rest against his arm.Â
"A short walk, and a quiet sit, and a look at my baby nephew in better light. And you can tell me how you have come to be here."Â
Protest built behind his lips, still pressed shut into a tense frown for the moment, as he passed a strained glance between the office further down, then the light of the courtyard pouring in from beyond adjacent archway, and then back again. One time around stiffened his already slow pace; a second tightened the grip on his aunt's arm into a momentary squeeze. Then, rather than having a third...he looked down instead.
It was dizzying to have to do so for his aunt, rather than up from below like he remembered, only to just be thrown again by the sight of her now resting so easily against him. It barely registered as enough weight to pull his attention down in the first place, and yet the smile it wore had been enough to make the realization he had slowed to a stop slip right by.
"..."
It took less time to catch up with it than it felt to Ares, marking the moment with a hiss of breath through his nose as he picked up his feet again.
"If you collapse again," Ares replied, "I'm taking you." His firmness stressed the unspoken agreement within well, along with the lack of space he was willing to allow for changes, yet it nevertheless made no resistance when changing their course. Carefully, gently, he steered them away from the hall and towards the archway she asked for, and as that better light grazed the first few inches of their faces, Ares began to wonder to himself.
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When Ares ducked under the tent's heavy cloth, he was expecting relief, not a new stabbing in the ears. Nor was he in any mood to reprise his old recruit wrangler role for a nurse far greener than he'd expected to be manning things on her lonesome at a supposed military academy. There was no chance he could keep up with them in his state anyway, so all he could do as they scrambled circles around him was bite down on a wince -- in agitation more than pain.
"I'm not dying." Ares couldn't have rumbled it out any flatter, and that was his first mistake. His second was repeating himself, in a half dozen differently phrased ways:
"I've already treated the worst of it--"
"The bleeding's already stanched--"
"…Stop this flailing and listen--!"
Each just made them flail faster past his legs, back and forth for this and that almost straight into a table at worst on her way to the bandages, and not much else. Because as it turned out, when a bloody body spoke so calmly, or lifted its arm to rub at its temple until it began to drag down the eye, what it was saying didn't stand out as much.
So Ares turned to Leif and his staff instead with a small sigh. "Start here," he said, undoing the knots on his cloak and cravat in two swift motions that flowed from one to the other. Those fell easily enough into his arm, then onto one of the chair's while he used both of his to slip the top of his shirt down to either side of his hips.
He fell back into the seat to a fresh round of shrieks as the nurse recoiled upon the sheer number and length of wounds lining his upper body. Then came the mutterings, mostly along the lines of disbelief that he could still move, or hadn't bled out already...or had a "fancy for marking himself."
That last musing marked the turn into much more idle and fragmented ramblings, which for a half second Ares entertained breaking up with a correction about what Brands were, but for the sake of his ears ultimately decided to limit to a small grumble.
"They sound in greater need of this than me," Ares mused dryly to Leif as he offered one torn up arm to bathe in the staff's soft glow.
(aka the post where I discuss the group's activity rules update)
((So shortened and dirty version:
Here's my tracker, it'll be in my stats page as well. From the main page of my blog, click Muse then Classes and my Thread Tracker will be there. Lmk if said tracker is not working.
After sorting through my backlog this past month, I am formally dropping the following two threads because I have lost energy for them for one reason or another (nothing against muns or their lovely muses as usual): Like Glue @knighteclipsed and Fruit Ninja @luminousrider (there were other muses in this thread that have since dropped so not tagging them)
Lmk if you do not see your thread in the tracker and believe it should be there. Besides the two above, there is one thread (The Lion, the Mermaid, and the Pirate) that is not in the tracker yet because Tumblr was being a bitch when I tried to post + link it. Other than that, if something is missing, my scatterbrained ass prolly just missed adding it in the setup hustle.
Beware I am still slow af as an rp'er, even if I now obviously will be working on bringing things within the new rules about reply speeds. If you do not like slow partners, you still will probably not like rp'ing with me.
I still don't care how slow or fast you are with replies to me.
I will now be going over personal expectations wrt reply speed and stuff with each potential thread I pick up -- both yours and mine. Please be frank and upfront with me about whatever they are, including when something changes.
My new goal for thread replies on my end will be to keep them within the 3 month drop rule, assuming nothing else has been discussed between me and my rp partners OR special circumstances have come up that keeps me away from writing for a prolonged time.
One of those special circumstances is happening this month (June) because I will be taking a hiatus to focus on archive stuff. I will still be continuing to work on my backlog, which has been almost fully brought within the 3 month reply window, but it will not be my primary focus this month, so some threads may go back over this window. Please lmk if this bothers you and I can try to work something out (eg fast track a reply). After that though, these new standards will be in full effect.
I am very sorry to anyone I have upset with my slowness; I hope these changes encourage people to tell me in the future when there's a problem with me if they were afraid to before so we can sort it out.
Longer version:
I of course am one of those slow rp'ers the May newsletter mentions. The potential why's of that are unimportant/irrelevant for this since they don't change anything about it for me or yall. What matters to the discussion the mods' newsletter has brought up is only that I am definitely one of these slowpokes, and also that there seems to be this growing sense of dissatisfaction/frustration/[whichever negative emotion(s) you think fits best here] lurking behind the scenes in regards to reply speed, muse hoarding, etc. Whether these feelings have been brought up to the people they're directed towards, I don't know. Whether those feelings are also directed at me, I also don't know.
I only have one muse at least so hopefully I don't count as a muse hoarder too, but as a slow poster I know that this surely still includes me in some shape. I have responded whenever anything has been brought up to me, but I can't say that has assuaged my concern brought about by the newsletter. I can't fully know for certain if there are or aren't still people who have issues with me but haven't been able to tell me about them. But like the newsletter said, if it has become this pervasive yet silent, I wanted to make a general post/reflection on the info so that everyone in the group, rp partner with me atm or not, knows what to expect from me now after these new rules have been implemented.
This post is not meant to vague my partners or anybody else to be clear; what you do or don't tell me is always gonna be your choice and your business, and I will respect it/never force you to do otherwise. That said, I also don't like the idea of muns potentially having issues with me (or anyone else) but choosing to sit and stew on them/vent to mods instead of taking a stab at bringing them directly to the mun in question at all. Not that I think muns shouldn't report things to mods either of course -- by all means do it -- but I fear a tendency of holding onto these feelings and never wanting to at least also discuss them 1 on 1 will breed a silently corrosive atmosphere prone to resentment and blame even if these rules fix the group reply speed. (If again that is indeed what's going on, since idk if these feelings already were discussed privately or not). And at least on my end, I certainly don't want anybody who interacts with me to feel so trapped that they not only don't wanna talk to me about their issues they have with me, but also just choose to grin and bear it through any threads they may have with me and no longer wanna do just to avoid a confrontation they fear. That's an awful feeling/situation, one that I've been on the other end of before, and I would like to try to control what things I can on my end to hopefully help contribute to an environment where muns are as comfortable discussing grievances and expectations directly as they are taking things to mods. Especially before they are allowed to build like they apparently have if I understood the newsletter right.
So with that all in mind, let's start again with the biggest problem the newsletter brought up -- mun activity/reply speed. As I said, I am one of those who are super slow. I have never pretended any different to myself or to my partners and done my best to be upfront about that. My slowness is, in general, not because I lack interest in a thread or I don't wanna do it anymore -- I would tell you if that was ever the case (as I just did above). This is just what I have been like as an rp'er for years now. I am also very aware of how that slowness can chafe with people, which is why I try to warn about it in my rules so people who wanna start threads with me can make a more informed decision without being blindsided and nope out anytime they want to without worry.
None of anything I've said in this post so far (or will say) is me saying 'well it's your fault if you still went in and felt bad when I'm slow to reply'. Nor is it an attempt to blame people, shift responsibility, or call anybody out, etc. As I said, I have always been aware of how my slowness can piss people off, and those feelings/preferences are valid. My being upfront about it here, in my rules, and all of this in general is not to disrespect people's feelings or set up any gotcha's; it's to try to acknowledge them and not betray any trust and expectations people place in me as an rp partner.
To that end, let me be frank again here: I am still gonna be slow compared to others. Anytime I push myself to be exceptionally faster is never sustainable for me in the longterm, and I'm not gonna pretend that can change all of a sudden.
This isn't me digging my heels in and giving a middle finger to any of the mods, the newsletter, and/or the dissatisfied muns out there who prefer faster partners/thread turnaround. I'm obviously gonna work to bring things in line with the new rules, with my specific goal going forward being that no post gap goes older than the 3 months marker on my end (see bullets above for my thread tracker). And that is just coming from me being realistic here about how much I can conceivably speed myself up. Even if I only have like 5 threads, I am not ever gonna be consistently shooting replies out on the daily either. I will always skew towards whatever slower side of the ratio there is, and be erratic at best. So as I've always said, if you hate slow partners/reply times, I am probably not gonna be able to provide you with an enjoyable threading experience even after I bring my threads up to speed. Don't be afraid to tell me no flat-out if I approach you with an idea or anything either and you know this. It's no skin off my nose, truly, and it spares us both a lot of headache and hurt feelings down the road.
"But what about the part in your rules about no nagging for thread replies? You seem sensitive there about being told certain stuff."
I worry this may have contributed to why some people, if they DID have any grievances with me, never spoke to me about them, or might not in the future if I don't clear it up now. That part of the rule was never about people checking in every so often. It was for people literally asking every day or other day or so on about when a post is going up -- messaging repeatedly within a very small timeframe. Which had been a problem in the past in other groups and does indeed stress me out, so I added that in to prevent it. That's all really. I tried to explain in the rest of that rule section that it is a separate thing from checking in every so often, but if that wasn't clear I hope this is: it's not the same thing. It's ok to ask. Just don't do what I just said further up in this para.
Being on the same page in general is important to me to ensure we both enjoy threading together and know exactly what to expect before even agreeing to start a thread, as I see no point in rp'ing with somebody who hates me or the thread or my slowness or whatever else, and vice versa. On my side at least, I personally do not feel negatively about any of my partners and am always endeavoring to make sure they feel content on their end as well.
I have also encouraged via my rules for people to speak up and tell me when they do feel that way; my dm's/im's are always open and they always will be, and that goes for vice versa too. Unless something so egregious has already happened that it's made me believe I can't speak to you, but the number of those instances are something I can count on like one hand and very much in the past. If there are those harboring negative feelings or grievances towards me out there and you just have been too nervous or disgruntled or w/e else to tell me, be it due to my reply speed or anything else, then I'm sorry. I never want to be a source of such feelings for anybody, or intimidating enough that people are too afraid to say so to me. If you would be willing to let me know about them somehow, then we can work on an answer from there so I don't continue perpetuating things for you, even if you have to have a mod play mediator for you to help you feel ok enough to do it.
There's even several options I can offer depending on what the issue is, such as keeping IC mentions of your muse out of my posts if you, say, have a muse connected to mine. However, I can't correct anything if I don't know about it. Simply coming out and saying you are done and wanna drop interactions counts under this umbrella to me and is totally fine too -- I again would just need you to tell me somehow. Doesn't even need to be a dm in the latter case. I read dash, so just put it there if it works that way. But as I said above, the decision to tell or not tell me is always very much yours to make, and I will respect it still.
I would also like to note that, while communication needs to be clear if rp is to happen (like in general), that doesn't mean it's gotta be frequent. I tend not to talk unless prompted after sorting out initial discussions, just because I have nothing more to say. I assume everything is clear and set up after that point. If I needed to say something else, you'd hear about it, but I just usually don't, and I then assume things are fine on your end too if I hear nothing. If that's not the case then I implore you to tell me.
To that end, my next change I will be implementing from now on will be that, for every potential thread I discuss with a mun, I am gonna preface it with explicit warnings about my post speed, my expectations for the thread, ooc communications, and so on. Basically slap in a condensed disclaimer/reminder about all this stuff I just said so far. And I will be asking about yours as well, with a hope that you update me when/if they change. That way there will hopefully be less hesitation and more understanding/communication to help nip any potential negativity before it gets to fester longterm.
And on that note regarding expectations, know that I still will always not care about YOUR post frequency with OUR threads. I never have, and I've said as much. Take your time, however long that is. And if you gotta do a big catch-up sesh on threads to avoid getting bonked for activity speed, you never have to worry about ours being part of your priority list -- you aren't gonna mess me up if you don't post unless we're in the middle of an event that makes things extra time sensitive. If both of us are of the same mind about this, then great. Maybe we can cut each other some slack and just let that thread go with the flow, if that's ok to do within the group's new speed expectations of course. This isn't me trying to circumvent the mods or anything though. I just figured if all parties are in agreement for a particular thread there wouldn't be any harm being done, especially if they are keeping up with the rest of things just fine. Feel free to correct me though mods!
That's about the extent of the changes I plan to do, as well as my logic behind them. My rules have been updated to reflect these changes. Hopefully this will all be enough to ensure I personally am not contributing to this negativity and satisfying the new speed rules. And hopefully I've made my intentions clear enough here to not have them be misconstrued as some kind of attack or whatnot, or some demand on the group to follow my logic, cause it isn't. Cutting back on any sense of blame and resentment is my goal here, not adding to it, and communication/clarity on expectations is imo just as important to that as speed adjustments. This is just how I have personally chosen to go about it, and I hope that my approach is ok and kosher with group rules. Maybe I'm wayyyy overthinking/overexplaining things here, which I tend to do, but better safe than sorry.
If this is still not good enough to meet new expectations, then we'll re-evaluate from there. Hopefully I can make things work with this though, so fingers crossed.
It’s slow, but uninterrupted, before the glow of white magic manifests itself in the world just as a second strike hits him, the swordsman faster- always faster, always stronger- but unable to break the casting of the spell. A kick, too, just as the orbs of light descend upon the world.Â
Destroy him, as he is trying to destroy you.Â
As they do, he stumbles backward, covering his eyes from the dust that rises, though it matters little either way. It is not as though they are focused- either on his opponent or the battle, and he pulls his tome tighter to his chest, unwilling to part with it.
Mantle continues to prove itself, time and again, the injuries inflicted causing sting but nothing near what the damage should be without it. Just in case- he raises his hand to send another, weaker blast of magic where the swordsman last stood.
Two strikes, in response to the two that he had been given.
Ares was sure of that now, as well as its impenetrability, thoughts exhaling through his nose as an agitated huff that rode down his dust-veiled shadow. Older ones came to fill their place at the same time, borne from within throbbing muscles that finally recognized the sting of their own strength being bounced back as more familiar than he'd realized.
The lack of a big shield waving in front of his face had kept him too distracted to notice, but amidst the settling dust he saw it clearly now. This mage's frail and slight shadow was identical to the hulking fortresses of armor he faced in Jugdral. Not even Mystletainn ever managed to cut through the glow of their shield... yet he had felled them all the same in the end.
The instant Ares remembered how, at the same time another round of dim balls of magic gathered above the mage's tome, his freshly battered figure settled.
Flashes of their arc reflected off his blade as they traced down the length and closed in on its wielder, then kicked up a fresh plume of rubble upon connecting.
But when the dust cleared again, nothing but the ground would be sporting any new marks. Their target had already lunged from that spot well before they grazed that stone, broad side of his blade locked up in a double handed grip wound far behind his back.
The resulting spin it produced when he stepped back into the mage's space was plenty fierce, and lacking the restraint that had bound his last strike, yet it wasn't meant to obliterate, or cut or stab. Its sole purpose was only to launch.
Colliding with that magic shield again came with a deep 'CLONG!' that reverberated right up into his teeth, but as with the metal ones in Jugdral, nothing was keeping either bolted to the earth. His full and unfettered strength tossed both with ease, working in tandem with gravity to do the brunt of the damage for him.
Ares wasn't looking for any damage on the outside though. He knew, upon crashing back down from any height, that there would be none to see. It was what was inside that he was counting on, breaking into a casual jog in search of a closer look at other various hints the body might offer. Wobbling legs or stumbling gait. Harder breaths or dilated eyes.
Anything that might betray the havoc wrought upon soft flesh slamming against the inside of its own impregnable shell.
Sometimes the armors' shields would falter just enough for an opening. Sometimes they'd simply collapse from the exhaustion before anything else.
Ares simply had to wait for one or the other, although there was also a third this time.
"Are you sane yet?" Ares called after the mage, pace trickling from a jog to a saunter just short of where the mage landed to offer him one chance at proving so before he finished closing the remaining gap. By then, when he still saw none --
-- 'CLONG!'
Again and again the same few steps, prepared to bounce him all the way to the village outskirts, until he got the right answer.
    What was the fastest and simplest way to make use of all this food to make up for lost time? That had been the thought racing through Leif's mind at the time before he had gotten a flour sack tossed his way.
He had looked down at it, baffled more than anything, aiming a pointed stare at Ares before he replied:
“ ...Alright. ”Â
There was no thanks, too prideful for it but not too prideful to see the logic. Up it went, rubbed against his hair—
“ You had a sizeable hunt too though, ”  Leif recalls it now.  “ If you had left me alone, your amount could've covered most of the army if you used it smartly. ”
—and once Leif had gotten it dry enough, he shook the last bit of moisture out that he could messily, but it still wasn't enough. As the time went on to cook, Leif staying true to his word that they ought not to interfere with one another's business, the cold that had taken hold of him had transformed into something different.
Fish mostly done, with all that was left was to wait for it to broil, Leif had begun to clean up, moving forward even to wiping the excess water he had brought in trailing behind him.
But his vision had begun to blur. He had begun to move slower.
The damage had already been done.
“ I know you didn't like me and I didn't like you. You could have abandoned me and looked better in Lord Seliph's eyes. ”
"And what would I have gained from the favor of someone I wanted to bury my sword in?" Ares scoffed back with a shake of his head, taking a few steps ahead to scan between the two forking paths before them. "Or squandering more than what supplies our petty feud had already cost us all?" Nevermind the fact that Seliph, as Ares knew now, wouldn't have awarded it with praise anyway after thinking about the context for longer than 2 seconds.
He tossed a wave over his shoulder to gesture Leif to follow him down the downhill path, flush with deeper greens than its counterpart, while turning partway to offer Leif a small and slanted frown.
"If anyone made no sense that day, it was you." Elaboration only needed to be kept to the knowing look he exchanged with Leif, who now offered a perfect contrast to his sickly pallor Ares had centered in his mind's eye.
In just the short hours Ares had kept his attention on cooking, followed by cleaning while their combined efforts simmered in a large pot, it had utterly claimed every inch of him. So much so that when Ares finally caught sight of him again as he rounded his makeshift cleaning rag along the corner of the counter, he'd thought a starving soldier had been beckoned in by the scent. Then the familiarity of such sluggish movements had put a different face in his mind, before shorter hair and eyes too childish to belong to so noble a Lady finally put him onto the right name.
"What was in that water to slow you down like that?"
Hindsight only added to how strange it was for even a chill to grip Leif like that had, but Ares already had an inkling of it back then too.
Something that could leave that brat wobbling more than multiple battles' worth of his own vicious blows was always going to stick out to Ares. Whether a boon or bane, he was always going to seize whatever it was. This one had just happened to be with his hand, firmly grasping a fistful of the back of Leif's shirt.
"Get out," Ares had clipped, "Before you deliver your plague upon the entire army." Leif could either hobble away quietly, or take his complaints up with the single hand Ares needed to shove him across the floor. Compared to the force they were both familiar with Ares bearing against him, this would have been light, but still plenty to ignore most kinds of protest Ares estimated Leif could muster before he'd finished herding him to the kitchen threshold in one way or another.
"I'll handle the rest," Ares had said with one final shove to fully thrust him past the opened door, "just keep your distance from the others."
A kitchen door slamming firmly shut punctuated the end of Ares' stern command, yet even as its echo blew past Leif and down the stone halls, it somehow lacked the weight of the usual vitriol they exchanged.
"That it never spread beyond you is still a surprise," Ares mused as he stretched an arm out to adjust the strap crossing his chest. "Fool's luck or not, we should be grateful."
Maybe it is rude to think that, but the dance felt dreadfully boring.
It might be because she agreed to it as a form of favor, so her heart wasn't in it.
Maybe it was the polished and clean-cut way every motion would fall together exactly as they were meant to be.
King of Agustria she should have figured it out earlier; the only reason he is doing any of this is that he is a king.
A king that barely knew what nobility was.
"This might be a strange question."
Her voice is firm, unlike her usual timid shy squeaks.
What is she actually playing at? She wonders as she purposefully messes the steps up not letting go of his hand for a pirouette instead grasping them tighter.
It is naive and arrogant the way she antagonizes a man far above her power one seen by her land as blessed by gods.
She distantly remembers the consequences spurring his hostility could bring upon Freege but how is she supposed to turn back?
"I know those days are long long past and you where very young but-"
She cuts off still hesitates acting frantic is she trying to do him a favour?
Is she sacieting some hard to identify curiosity of hers?
Maybe she is just bitter and trying to hurt them both?
That would be funny.
A single exxadareted breath she lets go of his hands all pretences of dance abandoned on her side.
"When i was little i hated dancing the tutor would had me repeat those boring motions in the air tired of teaching my cousins first and unintrested in my whiny self
lets not even mention actual balls all t
He boys where taller and didnt really want to be there so they would take it out on me by being clumsy stepping on my toes and squeezing my hands too tight."
What is she even babling about?
Tonight is so strange it seems as if her brain no longer knew how to keep subjects straight.
A complete mess.
"But in those moments id always remember how i once tried to get my mother to dance when i heard some party we werent expected to attend above.
Im sorry I think what im trying to say is well it is hard to be a good ruler for that hard to define mass called the citizens of your country or duchy if you help an old lady carry things and she thanks you the happiness at helping her wont be a grand thing at least i think so it would be simply human kindness not a kings duty.
Im not making any sense am I?
I am scared, terribly scared of those expectations It's hard to find motivation sometimes, but then I try to remind myself, Mother wouldn't want me to give up, and well I very well expect your parents would be the same."
By the end of Tine's whirlwind across the dancefloor, she would be able to look up and find sand coating every new wrinkle in Ares' mussed clothes.
It was either that or allowing the bizarre girl's sudden fit to take them both down for a tumble right in the middle, which he was sure would have collected a massive pile-up of other confused dancers for the trouble. The wave of side-eyes and snarky murmurings kicked up in their wake was still a much better alternative, among two that both still chafed him. just as much sand coating him as there were wrinkles in his scowl leveled at her.
It was lucky for him that the crowd cared more about the music than his mishaps. The moment was forgotten quick enough as they moved onto the next song and away from the sidelines, where Ares was now leveling a sharp scowl at his partner.
"I have no idea what game you are playing, but I offered you a dance, not to be your fool." He crossed his arms with a small huff, sand trickling from his hair. "If you're trying to make some point, make it plain."
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   There was no room to doubt that Ares paid Leif plenty of mind, regardless of his differing opinions. It harkens back to an old conversation the two had once, a dismal time after Leif had felt lost on understanding others and Ares revealed the sacrifices he had felt, knowing the one he loved's words had fell on his deaf ears once.
Such attentiveness must have been born of regret then— an earnest attempt to do right where once one was wrong. To that end, Leif knows he ought to be grateful to Lene.
Would Lene forgive him for encouraging activities like this? He never knew the dancer well and couldn't say one way or another for certain. But on one hand he wondered...
“ You're not wrong. But sometimes people need a lie to make the truth real. ”
With how she behaved, putting on a show for others as her primary job in the army, did she understand this point just as much as he did? Was it her out of anyone in Lord Seliph's army who would know if he were to say such a thing aloud to them?
“ That's the point of stories and heroes, I've been told. We do things to give people hope, and so then they pitch in because of it. We're helped by them as much as they look to us. ”
And if Lene really did understand, would she have wanted Leif to tell Ares this all?
“ That's what the Battle of the Eagle and Lion's point is this year. I feel it, ”  Leif concludes.  “ If you want me to cover for you, I will, Ares. But think on it, alright? ”
Where did Leif get on lecturing Ares? It feels odd to do so, knowing their age difference and how much Leif felt he struggled as a royal still. Perhaps he was the wrong person for this job, and perhaps a bit of this was just a little bit of a lie too.
A pretty little thing said to fulfill one's end: in this, the thing necessary to give an invitation to appease the part of his soul that finds himself missing the Black Knight, lest he find it too childish to say outright.
If Leif had chosen any other word to build his argument on, it might have cast the rest of it in a light that didn't make Ares bristle when repeating it. Instead, it instantly tainted the whole foundation; spread into everything Leif added to it afterwards, and each part only heightened the discomforting feeling sparked from that first initial word, which then came to rest against his chest.
The worst part of it was this deep sense of familiarity in that pressure, but this time there was a sense of...something more. Something in the rest of Leif's logic had triggered it, a ripple of new suggestions and possibilities that brushed against the boundaries of his conscious. Things and places Ares hadn't visited in a long time, let alone never would've thought to string along the same track together, briefly stirred beneath. In the moment, Ares could only feel it as something particularly tender, and driving the reflexive disdain he felt at Leif's idea.
But before Ares could put any voice to a proper refusal, or any questions that might have helped clarify what Leif meant, the foreman's voice was booming over the both of them.
"Was the bell not loud enough for ya?!" He called, waving an arm down for Ares. "Get over here!"
The command forced their conversation to an end on the spot, and Ares' subsequent absence at Gronder Field communicated the answer well enough. All that Leif was left with from Ares for a conclusion was that single question, along with a narrowed and probing stare.
Is he interrupting something? That thought crosses Seliph's mind for the first time during this conversation. He looks at Ares, then Prince Leif, and places the remaining juice box on the nearest flat surface. Without context, Ares' remark about odd speech makes little sense to him...
But before he can ask about it, the Black Knight's hand sneaks up on his cousin. Seliph watches the exchange unfold in confused amusement.
For his part, Seliph is willing to believe the black eye was merely a result of some unfortunate accident. He would've accepted the explanation that nothing unusual had happened during Ares' match. If not for an item falling at an inconvenient (or convenient?) time, that is.
It takes him a few seconds to register that the item in question is a frilly parasol. And apparently, it belongs to Ares. While Seliph is far too kind to laugh at his friend's misfortune, that doesn't stop him from raising his eyebrows at the man.
"By all means, explain, Ares." A smile plays on Seliph's lips as he tilts his head ever-so-slightly to the left. He gestures at the parasol, "I'm sure there's a perfectly ordinary tale involving this parasol."
He addresses his cousin next, "Don't you think so, too, prince?"
  “ Huh? And what is so odd about my speech?? ”  Leif asks without a shred of irony, before the top of his head is assaulted by the most terrifying of all attacks— a noogie.  “ Hey!!! ”
And what was this about Diarmuid?! He is truly lost in this conversation now, but what he protests more is the playful mussing up of his hair, and he almost forgets in the moment that Lord Seliph still watches.
When he remembers, however, Leif pouts and shoots a glare towards the Black Knight, only slightly more serious than the man's own lighthearted attack. His pride will recover from this, but...
(He does wish it wasn't in front of Lord Seliph.)
But between them, pride might be the very thing that they cannot keep a hold on, because as Ares tries to move on and sweep aside the matter of what happened to his face, the fates are crueler, and out comes the parasol to force Ares's mouth to backpedal.
Payback time.
“ Ordinary? In the middle of a battle? ”  Leif kicks the parasol up into the air, letting it spin briefly before he catches it with the hand of his that had been wielding the staff, now fitting the two rod-like instruments together against the flat of his palm.  “ From THE Black Knight?? I don't know, Lord Seliph. ”
"It--" Ares stammered inbetween the cousins' pronged attack, stiffening against the combined weight of their words. Any tenseness he meant to communicate with his hardening stare was counteracted by his frown, now reduced to a pout, yet he still passed it between the two anyway. Plenty of choice words tempted him to hastily open his mouth, but instead he buried them beneath a long breath.
"It's a sword," he huffed as he swung a hand around to snatch the parasol away. Once held above their heads, one thumb pressed against the handle-shaped hilt to flash the blade hidden inside. "All of mine were too high-grade for a mock battle such as this." His only other option was forfeiting, which was also the only thing worse than swinging this thing around.
"Besides," he added, voice picking back up out of sheer, defiant confidence, "it makes no difference in my hands." He let go of the parasol 'sheath', flopping to the ground while he tipped the blade over one of his broadened shoulders. "There is no blade I cannot kill with."
The rain had passed, but it left its ghosts behind. Droplets clung to petals, to glass not yet mended. The whole world felt damp, caught mid-inhale, unsure if it should exhale. In many ways, Nanna felt the same.
She moved gently through the greenhouse, fingertips trailing reverently over new shoots—sweetroot, moonvine, anything that had dared to grow after the storm. These were the moments she gave herself: the spaces between the chaos, where peace felt small enough to cup in her hands. Until another kind of storm found her.
The door burst open, wind rushing in with it, dragging water and urgency across the floor. Before she could turn, before she could even think to worry, she felt it—a hand, firm and familiar, catching her shoulder like memory made flesh.
She turned, breath caught mid-word, lips parted on a question she never got to ask. She didn’t need to. Ares was standing in front of her, dark armor soaked and clinging, hair plastered to his brow, but none of it could hide him. She would have known him in a crowd of shadows. His grip was tight at first, then loosened all at once—like a tension finally given permission to fall away.
Nanna—who had spent two months weaving herself together, who had filled the empty spaces with soft words and gentle duties—exhaled.
“I’ve been… watering tomatoes. Teaching students how to bind sprains. Mending banners no one thought needed mending, until they did.” Her voice quivered, and the quiet laugh that followed was light and paper-thin, but real.
She reached for him, both hands rising without hesitation. Her fingers cupped his face gently, thumbs brushing along high cheekbones, as if he were something sacred she had nearly forgotten how to hold. “I should be asking you how you are doing,” she murmured.
“Ares, you look—” The rest didn’t come. Words would never be enough for the storm she saw behind his eyes.
"...Are you okay?"
"...I am here, you know." You needn't look at me like you've lost me.
So instead, she smiled, aching and radiant all at once. “You found me.” And then, softer, almost to herself: “You always do.”
Ares asked himself, despite already knowing the answer, then stiffened as Nanna caressed him in spite of it. To resist it would have been hurting her again, but leaning into it still felt too close to freeloading. Gratitude was best expressed by standing still in this case, even if her smile could not ease his frown.
"You brought yourself here, Nanna," Ares corrected, as firm as its volume was flagging beneath the furious patter of rainsheets on glass, "and you alone, whereas I..."
Pride for his cousin couldn't be stronger, and thus too crushing to hold his gaze on her rather than the floor.
"...I," he trailed, something he was doing a lot of whenever he mustered up the right words to strain through his teeth. "I was nowhere..." And heightening the renewed sputter of vigor behind that erratic cadence was the one unspoken word lodged in the back of his throat.
'Again'.
A word that clarified that it was not just once, not even just twice, but never different. Not just since she was last snatched away in front of him, but as far back as he could trace their relationship, down to the very first meeting. It always was she who found him.
And when Ares looked at what he had promised to do for her in return, he was sickened to find nothing but deeper debt.
Without uttering a single word of protest or throwing a puzzled look at his companion, Seliph does as suggested. Their trade interrupted by the nightfall, he steps back from the rail while clutching his charms in one hand. This year, he has pearls, which are as white as the feathers he recalls exchanging a year ago.
It wouldn't do if he accidentally dropped and lost them to the waves when visibility is growing more and more limited. There are no guarantees whether the staff would even offer him a replacement, and Seliph doubts he could dive in after them.
Besides, getting back on the boat or swimming to the shore would be far too perilous for someone like him. Seliph knows the basics, of course, such as staying afloat in the water—but learning how to swim like a fish? That's been the least of his concerns when he tends to traverse on solid terrains.
"Do you suppose it will rain soon?" Tilting his head back, he observes the darkened sky. Have the clouds turned into an ominous shade of gray? He can't tell whether they are an omen of rainfall or a storm that can rock the vessel.
"It would be a shame if we all ended up soaked," Seliph muses, turning back to Ares with a wry smile tugging at his lips. "You even have a new outfit, Ares." He looks quite dashing in it, too. Seliph made that observation as soon as they found each other in the crowds of merry guests.
"But if it comes to it, we will move below the deck."
Ares met Seliph's smile with a puckered frown and a half glance. "I had no other choice," he said, breaking himself out of his briefly stiffened posture to inch further towards the center of the deck.
"Wearing the same thing twice is improper, apparently." An incredulous edge punctuated the end of that fact, leaving a small pause afterwards to wait and see if that was still a revelation to Seliph as much as it had been to him.
Ares had already guessed not though, since Seliph was wearing something new too. The other guests, now steadily fanning out in an easy single file alongside the ship's rails, were also probably the same, even if he never paid enough attention to ever notice such a thing. Or care.
"I understand such a need for something like this," he said, using the newly freed elbow room to extend his arm towards the coast, then to the rumbling sky above, "but what difference does it make within the walls of a ballroom?"
the disappointment undeniably aches in seliph's chest. it beats right alongside his heart that has yet to catch up to his mind. in his thoughts, in those ripples beneath the expression that already wavers and cracks, he understands. he knows the man trapped in the hole is only using his father's name and the title of king for a foul purpose.
he understands, but there's a longing; it contributes to both the heartbreak and this all-too-sour taste in his mouth. and because of it, seliph considered what-ifs. perhaps it wouldn't be as terrible if the seeds hadn't been planted, watered and nurtured.
if mother is here, then surely father will one day follow? sigurd of chalphy would not be a phantom on the shore, no, but a human being made of flesh and bone —— someone who breathes, someone who is as solid as seliph's mother back at the monastery.
those are the thoughts that lingered in the back of seliph's mind. mother did tell him to hold on to hope, after all.
"of course," he says when ares tells him to keep watch, turning his head in time to watch his friend disappear into the man-made pit.
it affords seliph a much-needed moment, no matter how long or short, to properly gather himself. with his back turned to the source of voices and growing sounds of struggle, he keeps an eye on the woods. though, for a second or two, his eyes flutter shut, accompanied by a deep breath.
seliph knows he will have to face the imposter once ares retrieves him. that's why—
a loud sound startles him as much as it startles some birds into flight. the young man sharply turns around and almost calls out to ask if everything's alright—— then nothing. the silence in the pit is seliph's companion as he takes a step closer.
it breaks into shouts and shrieks. soon enough, seliph witnesses the now-bound man land on the ground with a thud.
he stares at the head of blue hair and dirtied clothes before snapping into action at ares' voice. giving the imposter a wide breadth, grannvale's king stops by the edge and helps his friend back up. "he must've dug this hole himself, then. or... someone might have helped him."
much to his quiet relief, his voice sounds far less strained.
"i'll help you with getting him up on his horse," seliph decides with a look that speaks enough of his resolve. it's not that ares really needs the said assistance, but... he would rather do something to help.
seliph even manages a brief, reassuring smile in his friend's direction before he turns to the imposter.
he isn't rough as he rolls the man onto his stomach.
hopefully, he and ares will have a better opportunity to catch up after this is dealt with.
A quiet strength emanated from Seliph, which Ares heard before he saw, though he already knew what it was going to look like. The expression he knew from experience rather than any skill at reading them, linking it back to many a battlefield and stubborn standoff shared together, and that was what kept Ares from bending down to heft the impostor up himself. He only offered as much strength as was needed to get him over the saddle; the rest, including the lead, he passed to Seliph via a small nod.
What he wanted to say could wait until they were alone again, after they were free of the thief's mewlings and pleas that he kept clinging to. He was as bad as he was to the Knights as he was to them on the trip back, no matter what threats were waved in front of his face. The only thing that became clear was that he had a script, and that he was too stupid or stubborn to drift from it, even if it would save his own skin.
It was only after the impostor failed to weasel himself free of the two Knights dragging him away that he said something new.
Ares paid it no mind at first, no matter how loudly and pathetically he whined out "OH PLEASE OH PLEASE GOOD SIRS, WON'T ANYONE HEED A WRONGED MAN'S PLIGHT?" His back remain firmly turned, content to leave that voice to fade behind him in a cell.
Things changed quickly when the man forced his head over the Knights' shoulders to add, at the top of his lungs:
"MY DEAREST FRIEND WILL BE EXPECTING ME SOON!"
Not only did it force Ares to a stop, but it was enough to halt the Knights as well. Ares was the one who seized the impostor's attention first though, using an incredulous glare he'd turned over his shoulder, and paired with a single word that dripped with venomous disdain:
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A couple more passing snickers and snorts interrupted Ares' explanation again, grinding it between his teeth to yet another sudden halt that he could do nothing but roll his eyes at.
How many times that made it now he wasn't sure, no more than he was sure about how many more he had to look forward to. He only knew it was going to end up being more than what it would be if Lene's dorm was on the second rather than the first, down where the majority of prying eyes and ears milled past on their way to wherever else in the Monastery they were going. Sitting the whole complex on an elevated slab of stone without a wall in sight, it may as well have been a stage. And the free show of the day was catching glimpses of the man awkwardly shifting his weight between his legs outside a woman's door. Clutching a basket of her laundry under his arm. Flashing the world with his entire bare chest--
Another round of giggles, some distant and some closer, bubbled up just as he opened his mouth to continue, then disappeared again the moment he shot his glance sideways.
"...They're untouched," he finally continued after a fresh breath, which in turn was immediately met with another fresh round of low chuckles.
"I only opened them once, after you'd already left the washroom--"
More chuckles, plus some new whistles as well, which he now just continued talking over as he fought to keep his face straight.
"I'd thought them to be mine...until I looked, and saw your--"
This round of laughter was the loudest and most boisterous yet, and filled with a lot of "OOOH"s amidst all the other hoots and hollers that, unfortunately for the one particular boy making them this time, were too close to Ares' ear to not know exactly where they were coming from. His free hand was instantly over the other's face, without ever having to give him the satisfaction of turning to face him.
"So--" Ares continued, his words this time broken up by surprised gasps mixing with the loud rustle of a body skidding into the bushes nearby. "--I suspect both of us may have traded baskets."
A few actual sentences were swirling in the background now -- mostly surprised remarks, and one "What the hell, man?!" -- and none of which were entertained with a response by Ares in favor of continuing to talk at the door.
"I take it you've heard about the ball by now, yes?"
Ares' whisper still carried plenty of strength when he was just a chair away, side by side on an otherwise quiet afternoon in the library. As did his stare, heavy with expectancy when he pulled it away from his books but content enough to simply idle over her shoulder.
"Do you plan to go?"
"The ball?" Lene asked, a little louder than she expected too, trying her best to lower her voice as they continued to speak. "I did hear something about it. How could I miss something that important?" Lene teased, tapping her pencil against one of the open books.
She glances over at Ares "Why do you ask? Are you planning on asking me out to the ball, is that it?"
When she said it out loud, it took her a moment too long to process what she had said, only to laugh awkwardly afterwards. "Oh, What am I saying! Haha... I think I crossed my wires" How embarrassing, she looks away.
And suddenly, the instant Lene met it with a question Ares never expected, his powerful stare was shaken small and bare, lost in the new context.
"No, I--" Ares blinked back, each time snapshotting the individual phases to a subtle but building waver in his weakened gaze, one that he nevertheless fought to steady. It might have even broken in spite of himself, had Lene's not broken first.
That it did gave Ares' time to resettle again, and if Lene would have looked back now, it would be as if it'd never needed to in the first place.
"...I meant no such thing, though I am going, and you ought to as well." Humor was nowhere to be found -- neither in his tone nor expression nor reply itself -- which ironically created its own brand of it, but the only thing he was aware of was his own earnestness. "I can't keep you as near as I promised otherwise, and it will serve both of us well as training for court besides--"
"--SHH!"
Ares hadn't thought his volume rising that much, but the librarian's shrill hiss insisted otherwise.