princess myrcella baratheon
tragedy did not suit the golden princess well; myrcella had always been better suited to sunshine and laughter, to cheerful smiles and pretty words. the black silks of mourning would have looked ill-suited on her had they not been her family’s colours already. the one comfort in her own grief was the number of people who shared it; when her father had died, few had mourned past what was proper for the loss of a king, save myrcella. as myrcella had tried desperately to get used to life without her father, she’d found that few truly missed him in the way she - and perhaps tommen - did.
now, though, it seemed everyone had lost someone dear to them. though in truth myrcella could scarcely feel anything at all, she did not wish the pain she felt on anyone else, and would rather shut herself away than face the grief so clear in everyone’s expressions. the end of her brother’s short-lived reign and the beginning of tommen’s rule left her with a feeling of uncertainty that instinctively had her retreating to old memories of loss, of betrayal. rosamund had left her once when myrcella’s entire life had been upended - in her zombie-like state, she’d simply assumed the past would repeat itself. “it is good to hear that,” she said, shocked by the strength of the relief she felt. “not the details of it, of course, but it is good to have a comforting face here amidst the chaos.”
if she chose to dwell on it - and she likely would not - myrcella supposed she too should be grieving for lord roland. though her mother had her own opinions on the crakehalls, they were still lannister bannermen; the loss of a western lord was a loss to her family as well. “i never knew him,” myrcella murmured, shifting her gaze to the flickering light of the candles before them. closing her eyes briefly, she sent a quick prayer for him, though it lacked the heart it truly deserved. “our homeland will miss him dearly, i am sure.” the diplomacy in her voice echoed cersei at her finest; myrcella had learned from the best how to speak with sincerity even when she scarcely felt it. unlike her mother, though, she knew her words to be true; though she felt her emotions as if through a fog, myrcella could think with sufficient clarity to understand the importance of this loss. “that is all we can hope for, for everyone.” she sighed. “i am sorry for your loss.”
She did not like being in the sept, did not like praying to the Seven in hopes that things would change and the bodies would stop piling up. But Rosamund had always been somewhat of a pious sort and she would not stop praying simply because she could not see the results. It did the men good, she thought, to see that women prayed for them, that they were not alone. Besides, there was part of her that drew comfort from the Seven just as others did, though she would rarely be one to admit it to another.
There was part of Rosamund that was surprised at Myrcella’s words. The young woman had been gone from King’s Landing for so long, had remained away from Dorne, that she had expected Myrcella would prefer it if she remained gone entirely. There was a certain relief to be felt, to know that their friendship would not entirely fall by the wayside. She inclined her head as she looked at the princess. “I hope that I may be a comfort to you, if you wish it,” she said quietly, her tone both soft and yet tinged with a steel. Rosamund would be no one’s pushover, even if she was a princess. “There are so few of us here now, I worry for those of our homeland.” She shook her head to clear the thoughts from her mind.
Lips curved upwards, though only slightly. “He was a genial enough man,” she said. “His men loved him. They were incredibly upset when he was murdered.” She recalled having to send them on a hunt, having to ensure that their new lord would be allowed his moments of grief before taking up his new responsibilities. In her own moments of grief, Rosamund missed the elder man. He had been kind to her when others were not, had clearly seen how she could benefit their family moving forward. She tightened her fingers around her skirts. “Thank you,” she said, her words coming out softer than before. “We will move forward, I am certain of it.” Her lips thinned and she tilted her head to the side. “For what more is there to do?”