lin's

the internet is a place for reading wikipedia articles and watching every movie for free. social media is an invasive species. never forget this

actually, growing up is feeling like i turned sixteen two days ago. i’ve been eighteen for years. fifteen year olds seem so young. wasn’t i fifteen just a few weeks ago? all my friends and i are still twelve. i’m closer to thirty then to being a baby. i never got to be a kid. i never grew past eight. i can’t talk to my mom. i want to sit in her lap forever. the week is going by so slow. an entire year has passed. i want to decide everything for myself. i need someone to tell me exactly what to do.

when they say “you’re hot” but kafka said “you’re the knife I turn inside myself” like do better

forever celebrating the little things in life because there was a time when i never wanted to wake up

my therapist said, “you’ve been a badass through all of this” and i really needed to hear that. to anyone else who does too, i think you’ve handled everything like a badass. your survival is impressive all on its own.

it’s the little things that make my day… a new video posted by my favorite youtuber, my mom bringing me home a little sweet treat after work, my dog nuzzling up against me before taking a nap beside me. it doesn’t have to be an exciting day or even a good day. it can just be a day with goodness sprinkled throughout to make it bearable.