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Yes I will do that! xD

This was kind of fun actually! UN- rollplay.

But first let me take a selfie!! (Not even a good song)

It’s so confusing being me. Not knowing who I am or what I want. I’m 17 soon 18 and I should know all these things by now. Figured out my sexuality for example. I know I like girls, always have. But now I don’t know if I’m starting to like boys as well? Maybe. But only really FEW guys I could see myself with. Haha I’m so schizophrenic because I also feel like a man somedays and that just fucks my mind up completely when I try to think about it. Thought for a long period of time that I was Transgender, but I’m not sure about that anymore since I somedays really like being a girl and also am really girly. I’m a very open person and I feel like it was a big mistake to have told some people that I thought I was trans if they would tell other people and then I have to say that it isn’t like that. Fuuuck..

I'm feeling pretty happy about myself atm, it's such a good feeling! Got many things done today; school, homework, studying, PW, and bought this new shirt! ( from MQ).

For the last years I have been so unhealthy, eating candy and/or fast food every single day. I skipped homemade meals to instead eat candy.. Now I'm really unhappy and sad about my body. I know I'm not near being overweight but I compare myself to others so it brings my self-esteem down to the minimum . Now I'm trying once again to quit my addiction to sugar. Training in the gym on the weekends or when I have time or going out for runs or walks! I NEED to get fit, and I want it so badly!

thinking about cutting my hair of (if so in the summer). This is something I have wanted for SO long. but have never dared to do it just because I'm scared it wouldn't look good on me, and other reasons. I have a pretty long forehead so yeahh..:/ but I have an idea about a hairstyle i could get and a lot of other inspiration so I think I'm ready to go through with it !!

I'm stressing about school :((( we have this thing (FN-rollspel,, don't know what to call it in English) and I don't know what to wear. I'm genderqueer and don't feel like wearing dresses in general so I thought I would wear a shirt and something. Don't know, stressing because everyone in my class is so good looking and have money to buy almost ANYTHING . This ^ is what I found in my closet to MAYBE wear on the first day.

Finally home! Been out longboarding with a friend, a year since so it didn't go so well haha.. Stopped to eat icecream (ofc), can't wait until summer !!