Infatuated With Life!

Sometimes people can't understand that you tell them something is meant for them only, I shouldn't have to tell every single person to not repeat what I'm telling them! That a conversation between two people is not to be shared publicly and that what we speak among ourselves is private! So pretty please, with sugar and on top shut the fuck up and be quiet or don't talk to me evey again! I said it!

How dare anyone else breathes right while she is not how dare anyone smiles while she cannot how dare anyone how dare anyone hugs while she can't. I wish I was inside a box and couldn't feel again until I know that she's okay.

I wore out my favorite pair of sandals. They are silver strappy sandals with wood bottoms and they go with everything you know? They have come to many trips with me, they have been in Cancun Mexico and also they came with me to the Bahamas and Miami and Las Vegas but..m they decided it was their very last day at a mall in my home state of Massachusetts... Who knew?! Anyway... They are gone now.. I had to go and get a new pair a nearby fransheskas and the new ones are OK I guess, they do their job but, they lack history! I will miss my dear silver sandals... The times I spent on them are simply unforgettable and irreplaceable but everything comes to and end right? So... Goodbye my dear old silver sandals, you never had to experience this world so crazy now, wearing a mask, not breathing properly not being able to go anywherw anymore. You never got to go to Paris, I am very sorry because Paris is epic Paris is still there but it will never be the same so... Goodbye to you and good bye to all the mask less trips we could've had.