LilPinkUnicrn

I cant live here anymore. I could go "home" but its not my home anymore. They have no room for me or my son and my husband would never move there with me. I wouldnt have a car to drive any more or a bed to sleep in.

I cant stay with my siblings. Things are happening in their lives too and I wouldnt be welcome.

Not to mention I wouldn't even have a cell anymore.

I dont know what to do. I want to just end it and not have to deal with it but what of my son? He would be left with a father who doesnt know how to take care of him and no way to pay someone to do so for him and a grandmother who is plain stupid and would ruin my little boy.

He would never be able to see my parents if my husband kept him. If my parents took him and raised him as their own he would never see his father.

I'm so grief stricken.

Everyone says im letting my anxiety cloud my emotions and I just "need a pill" or im pmsing, but im not.