today I’ve woken up and I want to take over the world.

a quick reminder to myself:

i don’t have anybody to eat with, i make one cuppa in the morning. there’s nobody to argue about my choice of tv shows, or what to get in the weekly shopping.

our idea of beauty has been so distorted by media and i finally understand what that means.

we see beauty in so many things, in so many people. we truly do see the beauty in them.

what makes an individual feel not beautiful is their pure existence in society.

we’ve confused beauty with seduction.

sexy.

as beauty standards have changed, they’ve changed with what society deems sexy.

i dont know about you but i have just had this realisation and it’s pained me to my core.

as women, predominantly, the sex appeal is to the man. what the man deems attractive enough to be worthy of his attention -

but be careful

over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over again

i give myself to you even when i don’t really want to. and for why?