Lillian Marie Smith

Ok *smiles* What are we gonna watch sweetie? Should I get Ashley to watch with us?

*hugs her back and smiles* What do you want to do now sweetie?

*catches her and smiles* I'd never leave you sweetie. If they want me to leave you again I'm just not gonna do it.

Wow. That is so pretty on you.

*chuckles* I love you Lilly.

*tickles a little and smiles*

This is pretty good pizza huh?

I don't think I'm going to have to go anywhere. I really hope not. *remembers what Dean Novak told her about the place he was in for a while and shivers a little* Just go talk to a doctor once a week for a few weeks.

*smiles again* Thank you sweetie. Um the nuns were really mean to you right? Well my dad kept me with him all the time and uuum he did horrible things to me which got me doing horrible things. And I had myself sent to the worst place anyone can end up and was there for a long time until Dean saved me. My time there messed me up worse than my dad did which I didn't think was possible. And well I'm going to try to get better again. The last time I saw a doctor seemed to help get me better.

Pizza it is. *smiles and kisses her forehead then heats up some pizza for herself and Lilly, puts a plate in front of Lilly before sitting down with hers* Be careful. It's hot. Sweetie, Dean's going to take me to see a doctor soon. Some of the things I've been through, well what it did to me is starting to show up again and Dean is really worried about me. So if I'm not as happy or calm for a little while that's why. We're going to try to get me better again.

That's beautiful Lilly. *picks Lilly up and carries her into the kitchen, hanging the picture on the fridge smiling at it before sitting Lilly at the table* Do you want a snack sweetie? I really need you to hear what I just said to you.

*smiles a little* Lilly sweetie. This is important so I need you to tell me what I just said so I know you were listening.

Well Dean is going to take me to see a doctor soon. My problems from what I've been through are showing up again which has him worried. It's not a lot of fun for me either. So if I seem a little um not in as good a mood as usual it's just me having trouble again ok sweetheart?

Hey sweetheart, can I talk to you about something?